Jamie Bridgewater Emails #2

1-12-13

Dear Deborah,

My name is Jamie, and I sent you an email earlier on youtube. The editor of the videos contacted me and told me that my message was forwarded to you and that I should email you my contact information. My phone number is (646) 500-2399. Please call me or email me.

Thank you,

Jamie

Dear Deborah,

Thank you for your response.

I am not on meds. The only form of medication I take is Aleve once a month because I get very painful menstral cramps. I take two to four aleves for the first day or two to help me cope with the pain. No matter what time you call me this evening, I will make myself available. This is too important for me to worry about a few missed hours of sleep. Right now it is 11AM here in New York.

I am from St. Kitts (also known as St. Christopher). It is a twin island federation, and the complete name of both countries is St. Kitts and Nevis. I am from St. Kitts. The refer to people from the Caribbean as West Indians. I do believe that I have black African heritage. My parents never really wanted to talk much about their heritage with us children, but I remember my mother telling me that her family bloodline is french. The only other information I got about the heritage of the people on the Island came from History class in schools there. St.Kitts and Nevis had slaves from Africa at one point because of the Sugar Industry that was once of great importance throughout the Caribbean. These African slaves came over on a big boat packed like sardines. There were also native Arawak and Carib tribes on St. Kitts that constantly feuded with each other before the arrival of Christopher Columbus. The Island was once split into French and English territories.

Also, my mother once told me that her mother had a mental problem and she doesn’t like me worrying because she is concerned that I will get the same mental problem that my mother had. She never went into detail about it but was cautious about what she revealed to me. I do believe that I am oppressed mentally. I remeber as a child, I always had a problem with worrying and being nervous and anxious. I am so sensitive it sickens me. I feel fragile. It has not changed much since I have been born again. I use to be suicidal because of the abuse and neglect from my parents, but I have not had as much suicidal thoughts since I have been born again. I do not entertain such thoughts. I would never end my life because I know that God is serious about His commandments and I revere Jesus Christ.

After the bishop told someone to put oil on my forehead, the bishop prophesied that I had alot going on aroung me and that people around me are always trying to control me. He said that I will do absolutely anything to avoid an argument or confrontation with someone, but that in some situations, I have to speak up even if it will cause an argument. He said stop neglecting myself and letting others control me. He said that I should read Psalms 34 and 68 whenever I feel all alone, and those scriptures will help me overcome and get through. He said that I must speak up for myself. He told me that there is something I desire to do, and that I need to do it. I told him that I had no desire but to seek God. He said that there is something I desire to do that I am not doing (I was truly blank as to what he was referring to because I had emptied myself of almost all of my desires so that my flesh would not be in control of me). He said that the people around me are not noticing the good things that are going on inside of me. They ignore me. He said that there is a lot of good stuff going on “underneath there” (probably referring to my heart). Then these two pastor ladies pulled me aside and kept asking me what I desired to do, if I was applying for a job as a medical assistant. One of them said that they kept hearing the word “executive” when I walked up to the front, and that God has a really big position for me. I told them I was not applying for a new job and that I desired to witness to people and sing for Jesus.

Then later in the service, he said to the congregation, “Ok now in the Bible, there is a great importance placed on seeds. Now, what they once did with seeds, we do with money. Now I want you to give your best seed. If $100 is our best, then give that. Do not lie. There is no need for that.” And he went on and on about how God will multiply your seed. So I had seven dollars at the time (I left my purse at home intentionally so no one could steal it because it was my first time going to a place like that. I only had seven dollars in my pocket that I kept just incase I needed a small amount to get home as an emergency). I went to the front and presented that seven dollars. The bishop put his hand over mine with the money in it. He asked me where I worked. I told him the company name. He asked me what was my position. I told him my position (I am a timekeeper for the company I work for. It is a very low job in the company. I basically sign clients in and out at the beginning and end of each day. It is grueling work as there are over 300 people signing in with me every morning and they are people who receive public assistance from the government. These clients are very difficult to deal with.)

After I told him what my position was, he seemed so very confused. Then he asked me what I desired. He said that there was something I truly desired and that I have to do that. I told him I do not know. Then he prayed over me and asked God to give me visions of what I had to do. After the service, one of the pastor ladies told me that I am going to be a big time evangelist, and that she sees a lot, a lot of money coming my way. She said that I would be a big time executive of something, and that if the church I attend has not given me a prominent role that God is going to give me soon. She said that I am definitely a child of the King. She also asked me where my mother was, and I told her that my mother was in the Caribbean. She ended by saying that there is something about me and my mother. That was it. The pastor ladies kept doting on me after service. Then I went home. I barely slept that night.

To my knowledge, I am not continuing in sin. I try my best to stay clear of sin. I do not even have a boyfriend or a best friend. I got rid of a female “christian” friend I had last year in September because I was sick and tired of her trying to get me to dress sexy and criticizing my “old fashioned” style. She said that I dress like a Jewish woman. She had to go because I had been convicted by God to dress more modestly and cover up as much as possible.

I work from 8AM to 8PM. Ive tried to simplify my life. I do not own a television. I listen to select youtube channels like yours only and I read the Bible and biographies of people like Leonard Ravenhill and other men and women of God. I am very, very cautious about who I let into my life because I had a bad experience in November with a lady who claimed to be a Christian who shocked me with her treachery! So since then, I have grown more cautious. I saw your videos on the prophecy about hurricane Sandy. You are not lying. It was a nightmare here, and I was living in a flood zone. That water rose up like never before! I almost fainted. I lived on the first floor. BUT I saw the hand of God. My building was the ONLY building in that entire area that did NOT get flooded on the first floor!! I lost nothing! And within three weeks, I got a new apartment. I was definitely saved from Sandy. Amazing! A miracle before my eyes! So that is why I know that the hand of God is on my life. That is why I am so burdened because how could the hand of God be on my life and I have no prayer language, not gifts of the Holy Spirit, no power, no vision. I feel illegitimate or as if I am disobedient to God in some way.

I want to be a mature Christian, not a baby one needing milk all the time, but I feel I can only handle milk. I want to know Jesus Christ myself. I want the Holy Spirit to indwell and control me no matter the cost. I want to be cleansed. I want to be on the front lines for Him. He came to me in a dream in 2008 when I was all alone and after I had tried to read my Bible for the first time. He asked me if I was ready to follow Him, and I said yes. Since then, I went to the wrong church and almost died and got devoured by the jealousy of the church members there. I was rejected. I left two years later, and since then avioded churches like a plague and just read my Bible and sang hymns alone in my apartment and listened to selective youtube teaching and preaching. A month ago, after I moved into this neigborhood, I decided to try church again because I want to sing in a choir. The church is mediocre I think. They sing the hymns I like, but the preaching is very watered down!! I just like church for the singing of the hymns. But I am not being fed there at all. I am contemplating not going back actually, just this weekend. They do not do missions in the senior homes or ophanages or anything. I understand that believers have to get ministered to, but church seems to be the end, and I want to use the fellowship to push me out into the streets to tell others the truth. I just do not know where to begin. I feel smothered by the mediocrity. I want that fire from God, and I want to use it for His glory. It is and will never be about me. I want to do His will with all my heart. I just feel so stunted all the time, like I’m paralyzed. It is the weirdest feeling, and it breaks my heart because I do love Jesus and will do whatever He asks me to do.

I will look out for your call because I am ready for prayer and help. I submit myself to God. I am desperate to get freedom from these chains. I want to be free. The Lord knows.

-Jamie

On Sun, Jan 13, 2013 at 6:06 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

On 1/12/2013 10:22 PM, Jamie Bridgewater wrote:

> Dear Deborah,

> My name is Jamie, and I sent you an email earlier on youtube. The editor of the videos contacted me and told me that my message was forwarded to you and that I should email you my contact information. My phone number is (646) 500-2399. Please call me or email me.

> Thank you,

> Jamie

Dear Jamie,

I have read your letters and I am praying for you. First of all, begin to use the word of God against the forces of

darkness that are trying to defeat you so terribly. Refuse to believe the lies of the lying demons, and begin standing on the

word of God against them. Do not curl up and die and also are you on meds? So often people take them quite innocently

but they carry a wallop and cause much distortion of perceptions because they give the demons inroads into the life of those

who use them. I can try and call you this evening if possible but i have to check on the time differences as we are in the

mountain time zone. Which country in the Caribbean are you from and also do you have black African heritage? I am not asking

that question out of prejudice but to identify the nature of the demonic spirits that are plaguing you. Many of us have in our

natural lineage, witchcraft demons in the bloodline and those can cause great mental and emotional oppression to us, even

after we are born again, and yes, those demons need to be driven out. Now, also what did the bishop prophesy over you?

And did he ask for money for the prophecy?

We are believing the Lord to help you, get your bible out and begin to align yourself with His word rather than the lies of the

liar. If you are born again which you seem to be, then you do not need to live under condemnation for past sins, for He has forgiven

you. If you are continuing in sin, then you need to repent, stop sinning and gain the place of restoration with the Lord. There is help

and deliverance in Jesus Christ, trust Him and not the lying demons that want to devour your life. Love and prayers, Deborah

Dear Deborah,

Thank you for your response.

I am not on meds. The only form of medication I take is Aleve once a month because I get very painful menstral cramps. I take two to four aleves for the first day or two to help me cope with the pain. No matter what time you call me this evening, I will make myself available. This is too important for me to worry about a few missed hours of sleep. Right now it is 11AM here in New York.

I am from St. Kitts (also known as St. Christopher). It is a twin island federation, and the complete name of both countries is St. Kitts and Nevis. I am from St. Kitts. The refer to people from the Caribbean as West Indians. I do believe that I have black African heritage. My parents never really wanted to talk much about their heritage with us children, but I remember my mother telling me that her family bloodline is french. The only other information I got about the heritage of the people on the Island came from History class in schools there. St.Kitts and Nevis had slaves from Africa at one point because of the Sugar Industry that was once of great importance throughout the Caribbean. These African slaves came over on a big boat packed like sardines. There were also native Arawak and Carib tribes on St. Kitts that constantly feuded with each other before the arrival of Christopher Columbus. The Island was once split into French and English territories.

Also, my mother once told me that her mother had a mental problem and she doesn’t like me worrying because she is concerned that I will get the same mental problem that my mother had. She never went into detail about it but was cautious about what she revealed to me. I do believe that I am oppressed mentally. I remeber as a child, I always had a problem with worrying and being nervous and anxious. I am so sensitive it sickens me. I feel fragile. It has not changed much since I have been born again. I use to be suicidal because of the abuse and neglect from my parents, but I have not had as much suicidal thoughts since I have been born again. I do not entertain such thoughts. I would never end my life because I know that God is serious about His commandments and I revere Jesus Christ.

After the bishop told someone to put oil on my forehead, the bishop prophesied that I had alot going on aroung me and that people around me are always trying to control me. He said that I will do absolutely anything to avoid an argument or confrontation with someone, but that in some situations, I have to speak up even if it will cause an argument. He said stop neglecting myself and letting others control me. He said that I should read Psalms 34 and 68 whenever I feel all alone, and those scriptures will help me overcome and get through. He said that I must speak up for myself. He told me that there is something I desire to do, and that I need to do it. I told him that I had no desire but to seek God. He said that there is something I desire to do that I am not doing (I was truly blank as to what he was referring to because I had emptied myself of almost all of my desires so that my flesh would not be in control of me). He said that the people around me are not noticing the good things that are going on inside of me. They ignore me. He said that there is a lot of good stuff going on “underneath there” (probably referring to my heart). Then these two pastor ladies pulled me aside and kept asking me what I desired to do, if I was applying for a job as a medical assistant. One of them said that they kept hearing the word “executive” when I walked up to the front, and that God has a really big position for me. I told them I was not applying for a new job and that I desired to witness to people and sing for Jesus.

Then later in the service, he said to the congregation, “Ok now in the Bible, there is a great importance placed on seeds. Now, what they once did with seeds, we do with money. Now I want you to give your best seed. If $100 is our best, then give that. Do not lie. There is no need for that.” And he went on and on about how God will multiply your seed. So I had seven dollars at the time (I left my purse at home intentionally so no one could steal it because it was my first time going to a place like that. I only had seven dollars in my pocket that I kept just incase I needed a small amount to get home as an emergency). I went to the front and presented that seven dollars. The bishop put his hand over mine with the money in it. He asked me where I worked. I told him the company name. He asked me what was my position. I told him my position (I am a timekeeper for the company I work for. It is a very low job in the company. I basically sign clients in and out at the beginning and end of each day. It is grueling work as there are over 300 people signing in with me every morning and they are people who receive public assistance from the government. These clients are very difficult to deal with.)

After I told him what my position was, he seemed so very confused. Then he asked me what I desired. He said that there was something I truly desired and that I have to do that. I told him I do not know. Then he prayed over me and asked God to give me visions of what I had to do. After the service, one of the pastor ladies told me that I am going to be a big time evangelist, and that she sees a lot, a lot of money coming my way. She said that I would be a big time executive of something, and that if the church I attend has not given me a prominent role that God is going to give me soon. She said that I am definitely a child of the King. She also asked me where my mother was, and I told her that my mother was in the Caribbean. She ended by saying that there is something about me and my mother. That was it. The pastor ladies kept doting on me after service. Then I went home. I barely slept that night.

To my knowledge, I am not continuing in sin. I try my best to stay clear of sin. I do not even have a boyfriend or a best friend. I got rid of a female “christian” friend I had last year in September because I was sick and tired of her trying to get me to dress sexy and criticizing my “old fashioned” style. She said that I dress like a Jewish woman. She had to go because I had been convicted by God to dress more modestly and cover up as much as possible.

I work from 8AM to 8PM. Ive tried to simplify my life. I do not own a television. I listen to select youtube channels like yours only and I read the Bible and biographies of people like Leonard Ravenhill and other men and women of God. I am very, very cautious about who I let into my life because I had a bad experience in November with a lady who claimed to be a Christian who shocked me with her treachery! So since then, I have grown more cautious. I saw your videos on the prophecy about hurricane Sandy. You are not lying. It was a nightmare here, and I was living in a flood zone. That water rose up like never before! I almost fainted. I lived on the first floor. BUT I saw the hand of God. My building was the ONLY building in that entire area that did NOT get flooded on the first floor!! I lost nothing! And within three weeks, I got a new apartment. I was definitely saved from Sandy. Amazing! A miracle before my eyes! So that is why I know that the hand of God is on my life. That is why I am so burdened because how could the hand of God be on my life and I have no prayer language, not gifts of the Holy Spirit, no power, no vision. I feel illegitimate or as if I am disobedient to God in some way.

I want to be a mature Christian, not a baby one needing milk all the time, but I feel I can only handle milk. I want to know Jesus Christ myself. I want the Holy Spirit to indwell and control me no matter the cost. I want to be cleansed. I want to be on the front lines for Him. He came to me in a dream in 2008 when I was all alone and after I had tried to read my Bible for the first time. He asked me if I was ready to follow Him, and I said yes. Since then, I went to the wrong church and almost died and got devoured by the jealousy of the church members there. I was rejected. I left two years later, and since then avioded churches like a plague and just read my Bible and sang hymns alone in my apartment and listened to selective youtube teaching and preaching. A month ago, after I moved into this neigborhood, I decided to try church again because I want to sing in a choir. The church is mediocre I think. They sing the hymns I like, but the preaching is very watered down!! I just like church for the singing of the hymns. But I am not being fed there at all. I am contemplating not going back actually, just this weekend. They do not do missions in the senior homes or ophanages or anything. I understand that believers have to get ministered to, but church seems to be the end, and I want to use the fellowship to push me out into the streets to tell others the truth. I just do not know where to begin. I feel smothered by the mediocrity. I want that fire from God, and I want to use it for His glory. It is and will never be about me. I want to do His will with all my heart. I just feel so stunted all the time, like I’m paralyzed. It is the weirdest feeling, and it breaks my heart because I do love Jesus and will do whatever He asks me to do.

I will look out for your call because I am ready for prayer and help. I submit myself to God. I am desperate to get freedom from these chains. I want to be free. The Lord knows.

On Sun, Jan 13, 2013 at 6:06 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

On 1/12/2013 10:22 PM, Jamie Bridgewater wrote:

> Dear Deborah,

> My name is Jamie, and I sent you an email earlier on youtube. The editor of the videos contacted me and told me that my message was forwarded to you and that I should email you my contact information. My phone number is (646) 500-2399. Please call me or email me.

> Thank you,

> Jamie

Dear Jamie,

I have read your letters and I am praying for you. First of all, begin to use the word of God against the forces of

darkness that are trying to defeat you so terribly. Refuse to believe the lies of the lying demons, and begin standing on the

word of God against them. Do not curl up and die and also are you on meds? So often people take them quite innocently

but they carry a wallop and cause much distortion of perceptions because they give the demons inroads into the life of those

who use them. I can try and call you this evening if possible but i have to check on the time differences as we are in the

mountain time zone. Which country in the Caribbean are you from and also do you have black African heritage? I am not asking

that question out of prejudice but to identify the nature of the demonic spirits that are plaguing you. Many of us have in our

natural lineage, witchcraft demons in the bloodline and those can cause great mental and emotional oppression to us, even

after we are born again, and yes, those demons need to be driven out. Now, also what did the bishop prophesy over you?

And did he ask for money for the prophecy?

We are believing the Lord to help you, get your bible out and begin to align yourself with His word rather than the lies of the

liar. If you are born again which you seem to be, then you do not need to live under condemnation for past sins, for He has forgiven

you. If you are continuing in sin, then you need to repent, stop sinning and gain the place of restoration with the Lord. There is help

and deliverance in Jesus Christ, trust Him and not the lying demons that want to devour your life. Love and prayers, Deborah

Dear Deborah,

I know that you are busy. I will wait. It is not a problem. I am praying too.

Thank you for your encouragement.

On Sun, Jan 13, 2013 at 9:06 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

On 1/13/2013 11:23 AM, Jamie Bridgewater wrote:

> Dear Deborah,

> Thank you for your response.

> I am not on meds. The only form of medication I take is Aleve once a month because I get very painful menstral cramps. I take two to four aleves for the first day or two to help me cope with the pain. No matter what time you call me this evening, I will make myself available. This is too important for me to worry about a few missed hours of sleep. Right now it is 11AM here in New York.

> I am from St. Kitts (also known as St. Christopher). It is a twin island federation, and the complete name of both countries is St. Kitts and Nevis. I am from St. Kitts. The refer to people from the Caribbean as West Indians. I do believe that I have black African heritage. My parents never really wanted to talk much about their heritage with us children, but I remember my mother telling me that her family bloodline is french. The only other information I got about the heritage of the people on the Island came from History class in schools there. St.Kitts and Nevis had slaves from Africa at one point because of the Sugar Industry that was once of great importance throughout the Caribbean. These African slaves came over on a big boat packed like sardines. There were also native Arawak and Carib tribes on St. Kitts that constantly feuded with each other before the arrival of Christopher Columbus. The Island was once split into French and English territories.

> Also, my mother once told me that her mother had a mental problem and she doesn’t like me worrying because she is concerned that I will get the same mental problem that my mother had. She never went into detail about it but was cautious about what she revealed to me. I do believe that I am oppressed mentally. I remeber as a child, I always had a problem with worrying and being nervous and anxious. I am so sensitive it sickens me. I feel fragile. It has not changed much since I have been born again. I use to be suicidal because of the abuse and neglect from my parents, but I have not had as much suicidal thoughts since I have been born again. I do not entertain such thoughts. I would never end my life because I know that God is serious about His commandments and I revere Jesus Christ.

> After the bishop told someone to put oil on my forehead, the bishop prophesied that I had alot going on aroung me and that people around me are always trying to control me. He said that I will do absolutely anything to avoid an argument or confrontation with someone, but that in some situations, I have to speak up even if it will cause an argument. He said stop neglecting myself and letting others control me. He said that I should read Psalms 34 and 68 whenever I feel all alone, and those scriptures will help me overcome and get through. He said that I must speak up for myself. He told me that there is something I desire to do, and that I need to do it. I told him that I had no desire but to seek God. He said that there is something I desire to do that I am not doing (I was truly blank as to what he was referring to because I had emptied myself of almost all of my desires so that my flesh would not be in control of me). He said that the people around me are not noticing the good things that are going on inside of me. They ignore me. He said that there is a lot of good stuff going on “underneath there” (probably referring to my heart). Then these two pastor ladies pulled me aside and kept asking me what I desired to do, if I was applying for a job as a medical assistant. One of them said that they kept hearing the word “executive” when I walked up to the front, and that God has a really big position for me. I told them I was not applying for a new job and that I desired to witness to people and sing for Jesus.

> Then later in the service, he said to the congregation, “Ok now in the Bible, there is a great importance placed on seeds. Now, what they once did with seeds, we do with money. Now I want you to give your best seed. If $100 is our best, then give that. Do not lie. There is no need for that.” And he went on and on about how God will multiply your seed. So I had seven dollars at the time (I left my purse at home intentionally so no one could steal it because it was my first time going to a place like that. I only had seven dollars in my pocket that I kept just incase I needed a small amount to get home as an emergency). I went to the front and presented that seven dollars. The bishop put his hand over mine with the money in it. He asked me where I worked. I told him the company name. He asked me what was my position. I told him my position (I am a timekeeper for the company I work for. It is a very low job in the company. I basically sign clients in and out at the beginning and end of each day. It is grueling work as there are over 300 people signing in with me every morning and they are people who receive public assistance from the government. These clients are very difficult to deal with.)

> After I told him what my position was, he seemed so very confused. Then he asked me what I desired. He said that there was something I truly desired and that I have to do that. I told him I do not know. Then he prayed over me and asked God to give me visions of what I had to do. After the service, one of the pastor ladies told me that I am going to be a big time evangelist, and that she sees a lot, a lot of money coming my way. She said that I would be a big time executive of something, and that if the church I attend has not given me a prominent role that God is going to give me soon. She said that I am definitely a child of the King. She also asked me where my mother was, and I told her that my mother was in the Caribbean. She ended by saying that there is something about me and my mother. That was it. The pastor ladies kept doting on me after service. Then I went home. I barely slept that night.

> To my knowledge, I am not continuing in sin. I try my best to stay clear of sin. I do not even have a boyfriend or a best friend. I got rid of a female “christian” friend I had last year in September because I was sick and tired of her trying to get me to dress sexy and criticizing my “old fashioned” style. She said that I dress like a Jewish woman. She had to go because I had been convicted by God to dress more modestly and cover up as much as possible.

> I work from 8AM to 8PM. Ive tried to simplify my life. I do not own a television. I listen to select youtube channels like yours only and I read the Bible and biographies of people like Leonard Ravenhill and other men and women of God. I am very, very cautious about who I let into my life because I had a bad experience in November with a lady who claimed to be a Christian who shocked me with her treachery! So since then, I have grown more cautious. I saw your videos on the prophecy about hurricane Sandy. You are not lying. It was a nightmare here, and I was living in a flood zone. That water rose up like never before! I almost fainted. I lived on the first floor. BUT I saw the hand of God. My building was the ONLY building in that entire area that did NOT get flooded on the first floor!! I lost nothing! And within three weeks, I got a new apartment. I was definitely saved from Sandy. Amazing! A miracle before my eyes! So that is why I know that the hand of God is on my life. That is why I am so burdened because how could the hand of God be on my life and I have no prayer language, not gifts of the Holy Spirit, no power, no vision. I feel illegitimate or as if I am disobedient to God in some way.

> I want to be a mature Christian, not a baby one needing milk all the time, but I feel I can only handle milk. I want to know Jesus Christ myself. I want the Holy Spirit to indwell and control me no matter the cost. I want to be cleansed. I want to be on the front lines for Him. He came to me in a dream in 2008 when I was all alone and after I had tried to read my Bible for the first time. He asked me if I was ready to follow Him, and I said yes. Since then, I went to the wrong church and almost died and got devoured by the jealousy of the church members there. I was rejected. I left two years later, and since then avioded churches like a plague and just read my Bible and sang hymns alone in my apartment and listened to selective youtube teaching and preaching. A month ago, after I moved into this neigborhood, I decided to try church again because I want to sing in a choir. The church is mediocre I think. They sing the hymns I like, but the preaching is very watered down!! I just like church for the singing of the hymns. But I am not being fed there at all. I am contemplating not going back actually, just this weekend. They do not do missions in the senior homes or ophanages or anything. I understand that believers have to get ministered to, but church seems to be the end, and I want to use the fellowship to push me out into the streets to tell others the truth. I just do not know where to begin. I feel smothered by the mediocrity. I want that fire from God, and I want to use it for His glory. It is and will never be about me. I want to do His will with all my heart. I just feel so stunted all the time, like I’m paralyzed. It is the weirdest feeling, and it breaks my heart because I do love Jesus and will do whatever He asks me to do.

> I will look out for your call because I am ready for prayer and help. I submit myself to God. I am desperate to get freedom from these chains. I want to be free. The Lord knows.

>

> On Sun, Jan 13, 2013 at 6:06 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

>

> On 1/12/2013 10:22 PM, Jamie Bridgewater wrote:

>> Dear Deborah,

>> My name is Jamie, and I sent you an email earlier on youtube. The editor of the videos contacted me and told me that my message was forwarded to you and that I should email you my contact information. My phone number is (646) 500-2399. Please call me or email me.

>> Thank you,

>> Jamie

> Dear Jamie,

> I have read your letters and I am praying for you. First of all, begin to use the word of God against the forces of

> darkness that are trying to defeat you so terribly. Refuse to believe the lies of the lying demons, and begin standing on the

> word of God against them. Do not curl up and die and also are you on meds? So often people take them quite innocently

> but they carry a wallop and cause much distortion of perceptions because they give the demons inroads into the life of those

> who use them. I can try and call you this evening if possible but i have to check on the time differences as we are in the

> mountain time zone. Which country in the Caribbean are you from and also do you have black African heritage? I am not asking

> that question out of prejudice but to identify the nature of the demonic spirits that are plaguing you. Many of us have in our

> natural lineage, witchcraft demons in the bloodline and those can cause great mental and emotional oppression to us, even

> after we are born again, and yes, those demons need to be driven out. Now, also what did the bishop prophesy over you?

> And did he ask for money for the prophecy?

> We are believing the Lord to help you, get your bible out and begin to align yourself with His word rather than the lies of the

> liar. If you are born again which you seem to be, then you do not need to live under condemnation for past sins, for He has forgiven

> you. If you are continuing in sin, then you need to repent, stop sinning and gain the place of restoration with the Lord. There is help

> and deliverance in Jesus Christ, trust Him and not the lying demons that want to devour your life. Love and prayers, Deborah

>

>

Dear Jamie,

Don’t have the time till this evening to call around eight or eight thirty your time. So in the meantime will be praying for you today.

Keep clearly trusting the Master as He is near to us who call upon Him. Love and prayers, Debroah

Dear General Deborah,

Thank you for checking in on me, and thank you for your prayers. I appreciate it!

I actually started writing today about my experience with the Sandy wrath, and I also started a seperate journal for my daily thoughts and about what I believe Jesus reveals to me on a daily basis. I think this journal will help me to understand and focus on my communication with God throughout the day. I do not want to forget the wonders and signs that God reveals to me, and I feel like the journal will help me to see that I am not alone, even though there is no one around me physically to confide in or get hugs from.

I must confess that writing about my Sandy experience is taking me right back to that time and place last October, very vividly. Oh my, what a miracle!! I started writing and my eyes stayed wide open in shock at the memory of what I was writing about. It was a terrifying experience. As long as I live, may God help me to never forget the horror of walking outside of His will. But right alongside that horror was such MERCY on my soul. I didn’t think I would survive. I am going to carefully document the experience because I really see its importance overall for my walk with God. I don’t ever want to forget that miracle.

Also, I will try to get the hymns on a CD for you this weekend. As soon as I am done, I will send it to you and let you know that it is on the way. Should I send it to the address at Fence Lake, NM 87315 or to the P.O. Box in Berino, NM 88024?

Also, this week has been OK for me. I am trying to retrain the way I think in difficult situations. Anytime I start to feel sad because I have no loved ones around or if I am getting frustrated at work, I start to pray. I just let the pray pour out under my breath because I do not want to pretend to God that I have the strength to carry my cross alone. I just whisper to God all day long as often as possible. This constant communication with God has helped me to feel less alone and more loved and cared for by God. And as the days pass, I find that I feel more at peace in my soul, and less affected by the aggression around me coming from the clients or people on the train or even from my own flesh seeking to rise up. These last three days have been what I would like to call “careful” days. I am paying attention to my thought patterns because I can see how if I do not nip negative thoughts and feelings in the bud that they make me feel smothered (before you know it, I am a ball of mess crying my eyes out, and I do not like being that way because I know that it means that I am doubting God’s provision and overlooking His moments of mercy).

I have been spending time with Jesus more in prayer and Bible reading, and in general just talking to Him about everything, not in a formal way, but as a friend who is right there by my side always ready to listen. It is a comfort to know that God is not mad at me, and I feel His love and treasure it above everything else around me. I am trying to take everything one day at a time. I told Jesus that I understand that I am a baby Christian right now, and that I just want to do what He has called me to do at this stage in my walk. I chuckled to myself two days ago because I do feel like a very small child before God, and one of the reasons I got myself in knots this past weekend was because I want to do advanced things like the “older children” on the “playground”. I remember when I was about five years old how it used to frustrate me that I couldn’t walk in or fit in my mother’s high-heeled shoes. I remember taking one step and falling and then wondering to myself why she could walk in them and I couldn’t. I used to hold onto furniture to steady myself. I believe that is why Jesus said that unless we become like children we cannot enter the Kingdom of Heaven, because we must be reduced to nothingness and neediness for Him to build us up and norish us in His own way, not as the world has “built” (or brainwashed) us up from the time we were born. I pray that God gets the filth out of me.

As a side note, I have been reflecting on my tendency toward lust/ambition. It is not as bad as it used to be, but the residue is still there, and I do not want those roots to spring back up again. I realize how blindsighted I was about that part of me. I think that I was too busy looking out for the obvious form of (sexual) lust and let that other one sneak by me unnoticed. So thank you again for pointing that out to me. You know what is funny, I always wondered why God kept taking people and things out of my life. I always wondered why I felt so deprived. I am learning how to trust God despite what things appear like in the pyhsical realm. This is my aim, to truly trust God and not grab for things as if there is a drought or scarcity in His Kingdom: to truly surrender to His will in my life no matter how uncomfortable I may be. I am just going to have to bear up under whatever He asks of me, believing that He knows what is absolutely best. I do not want to feel God’s wrath directed at me, especially after knowing how He has provided for me all these years and snatched me from the precipice of Hell. I can only go forward. I do not have a choice, and honestly, the cross God has placed on me is still more bearable than the heartbreaks I got from the world and its lies and illusions. God has healed me from a lot of the bitterness and resentment. I feel fragile and needy, but I can see how this place I am in right now is good for God to work on me. I’m moving out of the way and letting God have His way completely, as much as I can. I do not fully know what complete trust in God feels like on the inside, but I am willing to learn.

I will let you know as soon as I am done documenting my experience about hurricane Sandy. I was trying to write it like a nice story, but I gave up on that and just began writing it as a factual account so I can focus on the details of the experience instead of the craft and flow of my writing.

Thank you, again, for all your encouragement and prayers. You have been a blessing to me. I know that God will bless you all for your kindness and dedication to His work.

Lots of love and hugs,

Jamie

On Wed, Jan 16, 2013 at 4:22 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Sister Jamie,

Greetings in Jesus. Just a quick note to see how you are and let you know

we have been praying for you. Have you started to write up the story you told me about

how the Lord helped you during the Sandy wrath? Jesus is so good to all of us. If you ever

get a chance, record on a CD your songs (hymns) that you like to sing, would love to hear them

and send it to me. Let me know how you are. Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Thank you for the link to the website. I will definitely take time to read the articles there. That is what I will do on a Sunday instead of going to that church I was telling you about. I didn’t go this past Sunday, and I do not intend to go back.

Thank you for letting me know a bit about your community. I thought you were a school. It is so nice to be able to fellowship with other serious believers. Thank you all for your warmth and prayers!! I appreciate the encouragement tremendously. You can tell everyone that it is well with my soul and that I am setting my face like a flint toward Jesus Christ our Lord and Saviour. These are some terrible days we are living in.

Also, please send me some literature:

Jamie Bridgewater

285 E 35th Street, Apt 7L

Brooklyn, NY 11203

I am looking forward to sharing Jesus with others.

Love,

Jamie

On Thu, Jan 17, 2013 at 2:58 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God, have you visited our website www.aggressivechristianity.net? I didn’t know if you

had or not, there is a wealth of information there to draw from. With reference to the address,

Please send it to, Gen. Deborah Green

HC 60, Box 11, Fence Lake, NM 8731five. (you can put the number five)

Praise God don’t know if you know, but we are a community of believers who live together and labor

for Him. So when you are communicating with me, others are praying for you and asking how you

are doing. So really you are not alone any more!

Pray that you have a good day and that His mercies continue to guide you. If you ever want free literature

to pass out, let me know and I will send you some. Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

It is wonderful to hear about some of your experiences in New Mexico. God’s hand is truly on the work that you all do for Him, and I am glad to hear that some of the Native Americans come to Jesus. It is often very difficult for people to break away from their deeply ingrained cultural traditions. Do they speak other languages?

I can relate to the coldness there because the temperature in New York often dips to low degrees and it feels bitterly cold. Yesterday was one of those days here.

Also, yesterday was a wonderful day for me. I asked God a question about myself early in the morning, and He answered through my circumstances at work throughout the day! So I am keeping the answer close to my heart so I do not forget what he revealed.

I am praying for you all there as well, often. I have never handed out tracks before or preached, but I can imagine that it comes with challenges and moments of wonder alike.

God’s willing, I will mail out the CD on Tuesday, and hopefully by the end of this coming week, I will be finished writing out my complete experience with Hurricane Sandy.

May Jesus keep you all safe, strong, and in His will.

Lots of love,

Jamie

On Sat, Jan 19, 2013 at 12:44 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Sister Jamie,

Greetings in Jesus our Master our Lord. Hope you had a good day. For us

the sun was shining nicely melting down the snow, the sun shines almost

every day in New Mexico but today it got warm enough to do some serious melting,

the degrees were in the forties. General and I took a long walk this morning in the

snow it was rather hard because some of the snow was deep other parts were gone, some

parts were slippery. But it felt good to get the exercise. It was thirteen degrees when we took

the walk. This is high desert similar to the land that Jesus lived in.

Tomorrow we spend the day in Gallup, New Mexico which is a converging for Native Americans

on Saturdays as they all come in from every direction. We have for the past several years, had a prayer

booth at an open market where all of the Native Americans sell their wares including their items

of witchcraft. We also pass out literature there and preach open air. These people have a lot of hatred

for whites (some of them) but some are very receptive to the gospel and are very tender hearted

once you get beyond the barrier of pride and rejection. We have seen thousands of them come to Jesus,

and also multitudes healed and delivered over the years we have worked there. We are going into our

six year of service there and it has been a good field for America.

We are thankful to the Lord that for all of our years of globe trotting with the gospel that He has given us

this field so close to home. We travel about 170 miles round trip. So keep us in your prayers and we will pray for

you looking forward to receiving the song CD if you can get it done, also how is the report on Sandy wrath coming

looking forward to that also. We will send you literature on Monday, that is one of our mailing days.

Every one is glad to hear you are pressing onward in the war for souls and against the powers of darkness.

Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

God is great indeed! I can’t forget Him anywhere I go, anything I do. Today has been a quiet and reflective day for me, and I was able to take care of a few household chores as well. I look forward to these kinds of restful days because during the week while I am at work, I feel as if I am in a war zone. I have to be so vigilant at work, so I welcome the down time on weekends to recuperate spiritually and physically.

I am glad to hear that you all are having a nice day. It is also nice here. Wow. I have never heard of the Peyote cult. (I googled some information on them just now though.) I do know that witchcraft demons are vicious and territorial. May God continue to use you all to cast those demons down and out of such groups. I know I was once badly blinded by the culture of my country, so I know how hypnotic cultural traditions can be.

I am looking forward to your call! (Also, I am off from work tomorrow because of the holiday.)

Please enjoy the remainder of your day.

Love,

Jamie

On Sun, Jan 20, 2013 at 12:13 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God and how great He is to serve Him is our reason for being.

We are having a very nice day today near to fifty degrees, sunny. We had a

good day at the market prayed for a lot of people, heard some good reports of

those touched by previous prayers. Yes, the Natives we work with are mostly

Navajo, Apache, Hopi, and Zuni. And each tribe has their own language but the good

thing for us is most speak English and understand us very well. There is amongst the Natives

a terrible sin of alcoholism and it takes the best of them down, so we always have a percentage

of drunkards to deal with as well as sound folk who come in for prayer. We have

had some interesting experiences to say the least. There have been many attacks against us by

the Peyote cult–Native American Church. They are peyote takers claiming that Jesus and Peyote

are co-gods and they use scriptures as well as Native traditionalism. Very wicked set of witchcratft

demons we have encountered through them.

We are praying for you and will try and get time to give a call either tonight or tomorrow (if you are off

work). Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

I do hope that you all are well. It is nice to hear from you! It is funny that you ask me that question because although I was not aware of the fact that the rats were flooded out, I do realize that there are next to none in the subway station on the train tracks as they normally like to be. Yes, the rats in the subway are fairly large and fearless too! I think people are more afraid of them than they are of people. Although I have not seen them out and about above ground, I do not see them in the subway, so there may be some truth to that article.

It is nice that you all got a sunny day from God. Today was bitterly cold, but I thank God that I have the appropriate attire to keep my body warm so I do not get ill. Today was also an extremely challenging day for me to say the least. I got nothing done that I had hoped to do. Remember how I said that I wanted God to use me and that I wanted to be in the front lines for Him? Well, I think I’m getting just that. You know I feel as if I am literally in a war zone everyday spiritually, at work. Today, I felt as though the demons attacked me like a swarm of flies. I felt they tried to confuse me and suck me into all kind of strife. I prayed before I went to work and then later when I saw things getting out of hand. I think my faith is weak though.

God held up a mirror and showed me the reality of my carnality. It sickens me though it is a wonderful moment to invite more of the living God into my mind and heart, so that I can be cleansed and renewed. I do not want to retreat to the back of the battle, so I might as well stay put, rejoice, and fight the good fight of faith. Sometimes I convince myself that I am going hard for God, when in fact I have let the arm of flesh take over. I feel as if I am just learning to walk and learning to trust that where I put my foot is in Christ no matter how wobbly I may be. Christ Jesus is solid even if I am not. Lord help me. This job is definitely bigger than me spritiually speaking (I feel as if I am wearing britches that are too big for me), but the Lord’s willing, I will have to learn from Christ the hard lessons that I am learning and apply them to my life in all wisdom.

I pray that tomorrow can be better. God is able to supply all of my needs, and He is larger and more powerful than these demons that seek to destroy me at work.

Also, when I was a child, up until I was about 18, I attended an anglican church. I had been to quite a few denominations at different times throughout my childhood though: methodist, moravian, baptist, pentecostal…the only ones my parents didn’t like were jehovah witness and seven day adventists, but they were happy as long as we just “went to church” on a Sunday. If me and my sisters tried to weisel out of going to church, we would get a beating or have to do extra hard work around the house. They would make us suffer for staying home. I do not identify with any of those denominations now though. I just want Jesus Christ, not a plastic or stone imitation, for that matter.

I see how men and women have lost the fear of God. I see the callousness in the clients at my job. It’s funny to me how men and women are often thought of as lost, yet they can identify someone who is saved. To me, if they were truly lost (not knowing anything of the magnificence of God), then they would not be able to identify Jesus in someone. For is they can identify Jesus, then it means they must know something of Him and His truth. I think most people plain out right reject God. But I do not know how they could do that. Even before I was called in 2008, I always had this forboding feeling that I better get right with Him. The wrath of God is nothing to play with! I felt it before, and I don’t want to ever feel it again! God help me. He is worthy to be feared and worshipped. I am definitely not perfect like Jesus Christ, but I am striving to enter into His Kingdom.

I pray that God continues to shine in the work that you all do as you travel and share the gospel of Jesus Christ. I will try again to mail the CD to you tomorrow.

Love,

Jamie

On Tue, Jan 22, 2013 at 4:01 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Greetings in Jesus, praise His name for His mercies. We saw an article

on Rats in NYC, that they had been flushed out by the flood waters so we wondered

if they are still there. It said that the rats were some of them eighteen inches long and

were roaming every where. Sounded hideous. We are having a very nice, sunny day here

and praising the Lord for that. That is one thing we really appreciate about New Mexico is

that we get a lot of winter sunshine.

The Lord is so kind to us as we are serving Him and going forth in His way. Do hope that your day

back at work went well. The Lord is amazing in the schools He takes us through to learn of Him.

So few people these days really want to obey and follow the Master, they would rather just

“go to church”.

By the way what kind of a church did you attend as a child? Are there Protestants and Catholics

where you are from? We have really been excited and Gen. Jim has written lots (not published yet) on

God’s wrath side. This side which really puts men and women in the fear of God, has been greatly neglected,

and consequently many think they can do anything to God and He will never punish them.

God is bringing more of His wrath than men have seen in a long time. Myself I am glad that the Lord is

showing once again that He is the Almighty instead of the sickening sweet, mush pile that has been falsely

represented as God.

Keep on looking to Jesus the author and the finisher of our faith. Feel free to write any time.

Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

How are you and your community keeping? I apologize for the delay in my response. Yesterday was extremely hectic, so I didn’t get a chance to respond as timely as I would have liked.

But to jump right in to our discussion on the scripture: There will be no excuse for any of us not serving God. You know I have often wondered out loud to God about those words: “Many are called. Few are chosen.” I find it interesting that God uses the word “chosen” because the people who were invited were “chosen” by the King to attend the celebration. In fact, even the ones who eventually attended, those were chosen as well, that is they were invited. The only difference between these two groups were the response to the invitation or the calling. Some came gladly and others were smug and self-centered. I think that God sometimes flips the meaning of words, for example “the last shall be first” and “the servant shall be greatest”. In Matthew 22, I think that all of the people where eventually biden, but their response to the invite into the joy of the Lord was very different. The people actually “chose” themselves, not the King. Based on a person’s response, they determine whether they come to God or not.

God calls everybody! He wants everyone to partake of His goodness and worship Him alone and celebrate His will. God has a special calling on everyone’s life. He does not choose us in the sense that He makes the decision for us to faollow Him, but He chooses us in the sense that as we come and present ourselves as ready and willing, He welcomes us. So those words can also be reworded as “many are called, but choose to come”. It means that few present themselves to partake of the welcoming that God provides, not that God only calls a few, but that few out of the master list (everyone) actually “elect” themselves to attend.

This is indeed interesting scripture. I have always wondered about it. I do not know or read Greek or Hebrew to understand the original texts, but I think that God has shown me that the word “chosen” is important, but not in the direct way that our natural minds think. We actually have the main role to play in “electing” ourselves by our will, not God saying well Sally and Jane and John are VIP for my celebration, as man so often segregates, but as God saying, “I have open house in my beautiful Kingdom. All are invited”. If we don’t go to openhouse, then we won’t receive the welcoming prepared, but if we go, then we receive it. We feel the specialness that God intends for all who attend. We are only different from the others who do not attend in that WE chose to attend, not that we are better in the natural. I guess what I am trying to say is that our “will” is the deciding factor in who ultimately gets “chosen” by God. I do not see God discriminatting in the scriptures. If a person in scripture is resolved to serve God, then God will welcome that person into His rest and use him or her as He sees fit. I think it’s a great honor to be used by God. It will never turn into abuse, but will be a pleasure for the vessel to be indwelled and controlled by God.

But you are right though: May we all remain sensitive to the Spirit’s calling and direction. It is scary how easy it is to stifle the Spirit’s voice throughout the day. I have to watch that constantly. All the distractions flashing before me and around me. It’s death if I am not vigilant. I feel myself getting sucked into the confusion. Then at evenings, I feel as if when I leave work, I have exited some kind of dense fog of strife, worldliness, lust, hate…you name it….just a filthy fog. I thank God to have a little home to retreat to. I dread going back out sometimes. The battle is so intense. I told God I can’t do it without His Holy Spirit, and it’s true. Amen. It is a miracle I am still standing.

I do hope that everyone is well though. I know sometimes my emails get long, but thank you for reading and responding. And thank you for all your prayers and exhortations.

Lots of love,

Jamie

On Wed, Jan 23, 2013 at 5:48 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Sister Jamie,

Greetings in our wonderful redeemer. Today I was reading in Matthew twenty two

verse one through fourteen and it seems as though every one had an excuse.

I was thinking when we stand before God is there any excuse for disobedience, or

procrastination, or ignoring the call of God? No, yet how many will try to give God those things

all to their own loss. Many are called, few are chosen.

What do you think about those verses? Many times as the Lord has faced me with new challenges,

I have had to resist my carnality and yield to the Spirit’s calling and thereby continue to keep choosing

Him. May we all stay sensitive to the Spirit’s calling and obey that rather than our own understanding.

What are your thoughts on those scriptures? Have a good evening, love and prayers, General Deborah

P.s. In paragraph 3 when I tried to reword the scripture, I was trying to say, “everyone is called, but few choose to follow” or “everyone is invited, but few choose to attend”. I apologize for the typos.

I pray that you all have sweet sleep.

On Thu, Jan 24, 2013 at 11:03 PM, Jamie Bridgewater <bridgewater.jamie@gmail.com> wrote:

Dear General Deborah,

How are you and your community keeping? I apologize for the delay in my response. Yesterday was extremely hectic, so I didn’t get a chance to respond as timely as I would have liked.

But to jump right in to our discussion on the scripture: There will be no excuse for any of us not serving God. You know I have often wondered out loud to God about those words: “Many are called. Few are chosen.” I find it interesting that God uses the word “chosen” because the people who were invited were “chosen” by the King to attend the celebration. In fact, even the ones who eventually attended, those were chosen as well, that is they were invited. The only difference between these two groups were the response to the invitation or the calling. Some came gladly and others were smug and self-centered. I think that God sometimes flips the meaning of words, for example “the last shall be first” and “the servant shall be greatest”. In Matthew 22, I think that all of the people where eventually biden, but their response to the invite into the joy of the Lord was very different. The people actually “chose” themselves, not the King. Based on a person’s response, they determine whether they come to God or not.

God calls everybody! He wants everyone to partake of His goodness and worship Him alone and celebrate His will. God has a special calling on everyone’s life. He does not choose us in the sense that He makes the decision for us to faollow Him, but He chooses us in the sense that as we come and present ourselves as ready and willing, He welcomes us. So those words can also be reworded as “many are called, but choose to come”. It means that few present themselves to partake of the welcoming that God provides, not that God only calls a few, but that few out of the master list (everyone) actually “elect” themselves to attend.

This is indeed interesting scripture. I have always wondered about it. I do not know or read Greek or Hebrew to understand the original texts, but I think that God has shown me that the word “chosen” is important, but not in the direct way that our natural minds think. We actually have the main role to play in “electing” ourselves by our will, not God saying well Sally and Jane and John are VIP for my celebration, as man so often segregates, but as God saying, “I have open house in my beautiful Kingdom. All are invited”. If we don’t go to openhouse, then we won’t receive the welcoming prepared, but if we go, then we receive it. We feel the specialness that God intends for all who attend. We are only different from the others who do not attend in that WE chose to attend, not that we are better in the natural. I guess what I am trying to say is that our “will” is the deciding factor in who ultimately gets “chosen” by God. I do not see God discriminatting in the scriptures. If a person in scripture is resolved to serve God, then God will welcome that person into His rest and use him or her as He sees fit. I think it’s a great honor to be used by God. It will never turn into abuse, but will be a pleasure for the vessel to be indwelled and controlled by God.

But you are right though: May we all remain sensitive to the Spirit’s calling and direction. It is scary how easy it is to stifle the Spirit’s voice throughout the day. I have to watch that constantly. All the distractions flashing before me and around me. It’s death if I am not vigilant. I feel myself getting sucked into the confusion. Then at evenings, I feel as if when I leave work, I have exited some kind of dense fog of strife, worldliness, lust, hate…you name it….just a filthy fog. I thank God to have a little home to retreat to. I dread going back out sometimes. The battle is so intense. I told God I can’t do it without His Holy Spirit, and it’s true. Amen. It is a miracle I am still standing.

I do hope that everyone is well though. I know sometimes my emails get long, but thank you for reading and responding. And thank you for all your prayers and exhortations.

Lots of love,

Jamie

On Wed, Jan 23, 2013 at 5:48 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Sister Jamie,

Greetings in our wonderful redeemer. Today I was reading in Matthew twenty two

verse one through fourteen and it seems as though every one had an excuse.

I was thinking when we stand before God is there any excuse for disobedience, or

procrastination, or ignoring the call of God? No, yet how many will try to give God those things

all to their own loss. Many are called, few are chosen.

What do you think about those verses? Many times as the Lord has faced me with new challenges,

I have had to resist my carnality and yield to the Spirit’s calling and thereby continue to keep choosing

Him. May we all stay sensitive to the Spirit’s calling and obey that rather than our own understanding.

What are your thoughts on those scriptures? Have a good evening, love and prayers, General Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Indeed, the will of God is greater than man’s. What amazes me is that it is the will of man that can destroy him on his walk with God. That is why I ask God for His will to be done and not mine because I realize just how I can slip into carnality if I do not allow God to guide me.

I am glad that the Lord’s community is doing well and is steadfast in the work of God. I pray that you all have a wonderful day tomorrow.

Love,

Jamie

On Fri, Jan 25, 2013 at 6:06 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Sister Jamie,

Many greetings to you in Jesus. Thank God for His will and not our own.

How vain is the will of man compared to the will of God. Tomorrow is

market day time to see what God does in that field and to pray we endure

one more time. It is supposed to rain tomorrow and so we are trusting the Lord

to have His way. We have a shelter shed so it won’t be too bad, before we had

our little shed, we had a tent that blew over several times and ripped up.

Referencing our scriptural discussion, consider this, that He comes to us again and

again, with His invitation, and along the way, we can stop following for reasons of

rebellion, stubbornness, pride, fear etc. When we do that we refuse His invitation.

During my life the Lord has led me into some radical situations which if I were not following

I would never ever have gone into. But thank God He knows what we need and leads

us there, if we accept His invitation (which is literally the command, COME FOLLOW ME)

Come to where I want you, not stay where you are! That is when it shows us how shallow we

are in the sense that we allow the temporal things to interfere with His desire and think that our

carnal commitments are more important than the invitation of the Lord.

Keeping the vision single unto Him is one that requires discipline on our parts as the enemy is

always around to offer other options. You asked how my community is, well it is not mine but the

Lord’s community according to the Book of Acts, so we go with that desiring to please the Lord and

not ourselves. In other words all of us here have surrendered to this lifestyle for the sake of His

Kingdom and not our own lives. We believe that if people cannot live together here in Christ how do they

expect to do so in heaven???

So back to the question, we are doing good in the Lord loving His admonishments to us and growing

in the same. Have a good day tomorrow and let the work hassles be left at the office and get some

good things from the Lord. Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of Jesus Christ! The past week was very very hectic and I never got home before 9pm on any night. If the postman tried to visit early in the day, he must not have been able to get in to my apartment. I will have to call the post office tomorrow to find out if they attempted delivery.

I also barely got lunch all week, which was when I would go to the post office to send mail. But tomorrow, no matter what, I will go to the post office to mail the CD and I will mail it for expedited service. I apologize for the delay regarding the CD. I try to get things done timely, but this new position is cumbersome. You should have the CD by Wednesday the latest.

Also, I should be done my Hurricane Sandy report by this evening. I’m just finishing up. I will email it to you as soon as I am done. Also, please feel free to call me tonight if you can. I will understand if you are not able to call me though. I know how life can get so busy.

Thank you for your prayers. I really need God’s Spirit to stay strong, wise, and vigilant. I pray that you and the Lord’s community have a blessed day.

Love,

Jamie

On Sun, Jan 27, 2013 at 6:13 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God, did you send the CD on Tuesday, we have not received it.

Did you receive the package we sent to you? Sometimes the mail is

so troublesome and vexing, makes us pray over the same. How is the

report of the Sandy wrath coming, we really want you to send us that as we

think others need to read it.

If you will be home, I may try to call tonight, let me know by email okay. We

are continuing to pray for you there in that desolated demon infested city.

Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Thank you, again, for your encouragement. The oppression lifted as you had prayed to God to help me. Thank you.

I completed my testimony on Hurricane Sandy and attached it. Please let me know if you have any trouble opening or viewing the document. I left out the names of individuals, but I can just as soon put them in if you prefer. I have nothing to hide about that awful experience. I pray that my testimony can help someone else somehow.

I will email you as soon as I send off the package for you tomorrow, God’s willing. I do hope that God keeps the package that you sent for me safe until I can receive it very soon.

Love,

Jamie

Dear General Deborah,

I got your voicemail message this morning. I am sorry I missed talking with you on that serious matter. I am so glad that God showed you that about me. Please feel free to call me tonight. I am leaving work as soon as possible after 5PM today to make myself available for your call in the evening. Also, I mailed the music CD for you express, and you should have it by Wednesday before 3PM, guaranteed.

I pray that you and the Lord’s community have a blessed day.

Love,

Jamie

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of Jesus! I am doing much better. I thought about what the Spirit had led you to share with me. The Spirit is right on target. I did backslide, among other things. No matter the circumstance, God should remain as God in my life, not worries and woes. I feel as though the truth scrubs me clean of all the guck that I get myself into. Thank you for being honest as the Spirit leads you.

I did receive the package that you and your husband sent! I looked through a few of the books since I received the package, but this weekend, I plan to really sink my teeth into the readings. They look very interesting! I am sorry to hear that you missed the initial delivery, but before you know it, you will have the CD on Saturday. I love those hymns a lot, and many more. I hope that you and the Lord’s community enjoys it as well and that it uplifts your spirit.

Thank you all for your love and prayers! I feel a breath of fresh air blowing through my mind and life. I have also been reading my Bible every night like I used to and praying more, so I feel well fed and am hoping to increase the amount I read and absorb on a daily basis, especially during the week.

I will update you all this weekend about my thoughts on the readings in the package. I pray that God continues to use you all as fit vessels for His magnificent Kingdom!

Love,

Jamie

On Thu, Jan 31, 2013 at 3:11 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Sister Jamie,

Praise God, do pray that you are doing better. So sorry that at the end of the

conversation we last had my reception was not clear and I thought you said you

got your package from us, is that true? Here we missed delivery today of the package

you sent but we signed the form and should get it on Saturday which is too bad

as we were looking forward to being able to hear your songs.

Just want you to know we are still praying for you and believe you will grab hold of the

Lord in that unpleasant situation and find Him because it is not our circumstances, it is

Him who is our life. Let me know how it goes for you and about the package we

sent, as Gen. Jim is asking me. Also have you had a chance to look through it, he packed

it special for you. Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

God will have His way, ultimately, and I always prefer His way over my way. I pray that you all have a blessed day at market today.

Unfortunately, this Sunday I won’t be available though. I have a number of things to take care of before the rush of Monday, but I will try to email you on Monday. Also, I do not have current electronic pictures of myself. I only have a few baby pictures and of my family. Actually, I do not really like to take pictures.

I was wondering, did you receive the music CD? I hope that you enjoy the music.

Love,

Jamie

On Sat, Feb 2, 2013 at 6:12 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Greetings in Jesus may we praise Him for His mercies. Today is our outreach day at the

market (it is like a primitive market, with vendors, open air, etc.). And we are believing

the Lord to have His way and rejoicing in the privilege to labor for Him in such a way.

Do pray that you have a good day and have some time to read and refresh your soul. The Lord is

through that job obviously toughening you for His purposes. I found that when the Lord gave me jobs

as a Christian in the world, that later those things I learned in the Spirit were very useful for my labors for

Him.

I will try and call Sunday night, every one wants you to send us a picture (recent or current) if you have one.

We want to see you in person. Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah and all

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of Jesus! How are you and the Lord’s community keeping?

This weekend was very busy for me as I had a lot of things to get in order before the Monday rush. I am sorry that we couldn’t speak on the phone this Sunday. I got most things done that I had planned to do, but some things are still remaining to be completed. I didn’t get a chance to read as much of the literature that you sent as I had hoped, but I will soon be able to.

I was wondering, did you receive the music CD that I sent? I hope it was delivered safely.

I am doing well overall. Today, was hectic as well, but overall it was a nice day. I pray that you had a blessed day as well and I hope to talk to you very soon.

Love,

Jamie

Dear General Deborah,

Thank you for your continued encouragement. I am steady in the Lord, praise God. I thank God for you and the community that is determined to serve God in Spirit and in truth. You all set such a wonderful example for followers of Christ like myself. I pray that the Lord can use me as well soon. I truly want to serve him with all my might and heart.

I pray that the Lord keeps you all strong and that He continues to draw hungry souls to Himself through your ministry.

Love,

Jamie

On Fri, Feb 15, 2013 at 12:52 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Do pray that this finds you maintaining your stand in the Lord and keeping

steady in Him. How important it is that we continue in the way that He wants

and keep single in our desire for Him. He is indeed the One Lord we are meant

to serve with all of our hearts, and our strength, our minds, and our beings pouring

ourselves out for Him every day.

Here we continue daily to aspire to be pleasing the Master who is the Lord of our

lives. Good to hear that you are replenished through the literature we sent, so many

around the world benefit from these teachings that we rejoice for the privilege to

feed the hungry with His bread. We actually all live and work together in order to be able

to glorify God and to give to others what He has given to us. It takes dedication and

consecration year after year to keep at His commission.

But if one looks at it realistically what is a slave/servant supposed to do except be

pleasing unto the master in all that he/she does for that is their very identity. We

love and appreciate the mercies that He Jesus has given to each of us. And so therefore

we try very hard to be consistent in our relationship with Him and dedication to His purpose.

Hopefully we will be able to post soon some tracts which our fellow soldiers in the Lord’s

Army have translated into Swahili from Tanzania. We look forward to that endeavor.

Have a good evening and a blessed day tomorrow, and keep your eyes on the Master,

our Lord. Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of Jesus Christ. Thank you for your exhortations to maintain faith in Christ and works inline with that faith.

I am actively resisting my flesh and actively seeking the Kingdom of Heaven above all else. I choose the way of the cross as well, and everyday I wake up, I make a conscious effort to pray and make Jesus the focus of my every thought and action. This really is a hugh war, and I pray that through faith and diligence that Jesus Christ can give me the power to overcome the world and my flesh. I want nothing to do with my old nature. I fight it with prayer and crying out to Jesus like never before.

Last night I had a strange dream. In the dream I survived some kind of flood without realizing how safe I was, that is, I was oblivious to the protection around me when this great amount of water came from nowhere. I prayed about it to Jesus. I have not gotten an answer as yet. I think it may be a dream about what happened in October 2012, but I am not sure. There are other details in the dream that I am not clear about in terms of their meaning. I have not had a dream in a long time, but this one felt strange somehow. Whether I ever understand the meaning or not, I have a lot to be grateful for because God has been protecting me for so long even though I never knew or acknowledged that fact. The main thing I got from the dream was the importance for me to be grateful before God eternally.

I prayed for you and the Lords community today first thing. I hope that you all continue to shine your light for the world to see so that lost or wavering souls can come forward and be washed in the Blood of Jesus for themselves. Please pray for God to show me His will and for me to have the courage and wisdom to step up and out for the Lord when He reveals it to me. I hope that you all have a wonderful and peaceful night tonight.

Love,

Jamie

On Tue, Feb 19, 2013 at 6:39 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Greetings in Jesus, do pray this finds you pressing onward in the Spirit, resisting the flesh, the old nature

that would take you to hell if you were to allow it to rule and reign. Here we are trusting and continuing

to choose the way of the cross, which we must all do daily if we are to stay alive in Him. Keep

fighting the good fight, not listening to the complaining, the whining, the murmuring of the old nature

but pressing onward in the battle for the Lord sees all we do and so not do in reference to Him.

Make your choices wisely according to the will of God rather than the will of carnality.

Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. I pray that you and the Lord’s community are well.

I have been reading my books that you and your husband sent to me. These reading are quite inspiring to just do right by God and be bold for Him. I also watched your video on Operation Mobilization today. To a large extent, I identify with some of those people and their lifestyles. In my home country, life was/is also hard. I am not sure how it is now because I have not been there in eight years (and believe me…a lot can change in eight years especially because a lot of Caribbean countries try to become Americanized). But when I was a little girl, life was hard. We did laundry on our hands because most people did not have a washing machine or dryers. In fact, when I came to New York, I didn’t even know how to work dryers and machines. I was so used to doing my laundry on my hands in a tub, and hanging them out to dry on strings of wire. Us children played barefooted for the most part. Once we got home from school (which is mandatory in my country, and we wear uniforms that are mostly hand-me-downs or shared between close family members if a family cannot afford new ones), we would go bare footed. As I got older, we got different shoes to wear, so that was nice.

When I was growing up, we had no fast food restaurants. Everything was cooked. Even places that sold prepared foods, sold cooked food. I miss that sometimes. When I first got to New York, I remember not trusting fast food places but still being very curious. That food had flavors I was not used to, and it made me a bit nauseous. I think that people in the United States of America FAIL to realize how rich they are compared to other people in the world. They are self-entitled, spoiled, and cruel. If I got anything from being a foreigner, it was that. And on top of that, everyone here moves at lightening speed, so if you don’t get out the way or step to the side, or better yet, just don’t be there when they are walking, then you will be trampled. I saw people squander government funds given to them to go to college and to buy text books. They would use the funds to buy designer items like Coach bags and all the rest. Then they would terrorize me by demanding that I share my text books with them (which, of course, I didn’t share, so there were threats made to me and embarrassing disturbances in classes. Yes, even in college-level adults, the immaturity and self-entitlement is worst than that of spoiled five-year olds!).

Anyway, I say all this to say that even though I didn’t grow up in the poor conditions as I see depicted in that video, I grew up in conditions that were similar in some respects. In fact, when I was maybe around 8 years old, and my mother and I used to do gardening to grow produce in the back yard to sell and eat, my mother showed me their old out-house. I missed having to use an out-house by a few years. I was privileged to use a flushed toilet. Older folks in my country would always have stories about how lucky us children were to be growing up with soo many amenities. We just didn’t understand how difficult life was for them. And now that I am in New York, I see the waste all around me, and can’t even find the words to express my disgust. When I was five, I didn’t even own a Barbie doll or any doll. My cousins from St. Thomas would bring their dolls, and I would get to play with them once a year if they felt like sharing on a given day. I wanted my own doll so bad. I remember one day I got my own but it wasn’t new. Some body’s child didn’t want it because they had gotten a new doll. So I received a raggedy, second-hand doll, BUT was I ever happy! I took that thing, washed its hair, sewed clothes for it, curled its hair, used my mothers best hair products on that thing! I was soo happy. I do not regret the hard times I live through because it keeps me grateful when I get one or two material blessings here and there from God. I don’t ever want to be wasteful. I want to always use the little that I have wisely. That video reminded me that even now, I am still considered “rich” compared to some of these struggling countries, so I try my best not to complain because it doesn’t even seem logical to complain.

And where I grew up, we had churches (Anglican, Moravian, Baptist, Seven-day Adventist, Catholic), BUT I have never heard preaching or teaching like you all present from God. Everyone in my country was under the impression that once the outside was clean, squeaky, and presentable, that all was well with your soul. As long as you and your family kept those loose, nasty ends tucked away, all was well. You were on your way to heaven. LIES! I was so confused about the whole church thing. I saw so much hypocrisy that I just couldn’t get a hold of what it meant to be “good”. “Good” was based on how everyone else saw you, not how you actually were, not your motives. I now know what lies I believed, and I am glad that God gave me a chance to hear the Truth of the Gospel and a chance to settle my salvation with Him through repentance and obedience. If God had taken my life when I was back home, I would have gone straight to hell in terror. I know it. So when I hear your cry out and plead in your videos for sinners to repent and stop playing church, I GET it. It is not a joke. It is fearful to fool around with God. I try to walk circumspect to God everyday. It feels like a war to me: a war against my mind, my flesh, my heart, the voices of satan. the voices of other people, the advertisements on the train, the over-heard conversations on the train, the drive of employers to push you to make more money! It’s a war to me. I do not know how Christians could ever say all is well, when sometimes I feel like I cant even breathe in this polluted, demon-infested city! I tell you, just last week, I went to the grocery to buy produce, and I got on line to pay, and out of nowhere, this lady pushes past me, grunts “excuse”, and stands in front of me! I had been there waiting in line; I couldn’t believe it. I just let her go ahead of me. Then when it is my turn to be checked for my goods, the lady behind me is running me down with her shopping cart and throwing her things on the counter with my things. Everybody is pushing down everybody out of haste, greed, self-centeredness. I said to myself, “People are so demonized here that you’re not even safe in the grocery store”.

But I plan to get out of New York somehow. I am praying to God for Him to move me along as He sees fit. I do not know how or when He can get me out, but I will be out soon. And even if I should die before I get a chance to leave this awful city, as long as I die fighting and overcoming sin and trusting in Jesus Christ, it won’t matter to me where I die. There is so much work to be done, yet I feel so green and wet behind the ears. Anyway, I plan to keep pressing into Jesus despite what I see around me. All I ask is that you and the Lord’s community kindly continue to pray for God to reveal His will in my life and give me the wisdom and the courage to move when He gives the word. It is terrifying sometimes living in such a wild city. You all are truly blessed and privileged to be in a community, I’ll tell you that even though you already knew that. That daily support is a beautiful and priceless thing. I know your lives aren’t filled with all the trapezes “we” have here in New York, but I know it is better to live frugally and make use of time wisely now for Christ than to suffer forever in hell because souls perished and I did nothing about it. If God wants to use me here in New York, then so be it, and if He wants me to go somewhere else, then so be it. I have a lot on my heart these past two weeks, but I am just waiting on the Lord to provide and guide. I just do not want to get too introspective because it’s not about me and my “feelings”, it is about the reality in Christ, that is, what am I to Christ and what is He to me. I want so much more spiritual growth, but I feel some shame to know that God doesn’t trust me with the wealth of His spiritual blessings yet. I came up out of that Babylon church since you told me the truth, and I do not regret it. I’m sorry I ever talked myself into going back to church after all those years of solitude with God. Just goes to show you how the heart can conjure up it’s own thing and convince you it’s God’s will. Please pray for God to show me whatever is in my life that is grieving Him so badly that He doesn’t yet feel the time is right for me to be baptized in the Holy Spirit. I feel a little left behind while others march on for Him. I feel a bit stunted. Maybe my ambition is getting the better of me again, but I am seeking for the gifts that He gave to His disciples to equip them to stay strong in Him and draw others to Him. I am not seeking for money or fame. I got off that broad path when God dealt with me very severely in 2011. I just genuinely want more of Jesus in my soul and life. I am not going to give up pressing into Him. I pray in time that God can trust me with more and reveal His will for my life to me.

Please continue to pray for me. I am praying to Jesus as well. I also pray for you all as well.

Love,

Jamie

Dear General Deborah,

It made me smile to hear about that clear water because I love to drink water. It’s almost the only thing I drink. The sunrise and sunset must be beautiful there as I remember when I used to look at them when I was back home and went to the beach at late afternoons to wade in the water.

I know about some of the harassment the media pours on you all, and I feel so angry. No body molests homosexuals here walking around in under wear. People think it’s some kind of empowerment issue. No media condemns them, but everyone wants to hurl insults at people who are serious about God: honest, God-fearing, humble people. I don’t believe those media lies for one second! I know better, as I was once a target in the church, so I know what the devil can dream up and carry out in an evil, jealous, and God-hating heart. And any person with a true heart of God would never fuel such lies in the media no matter how wounded that person was, because we take our sorrows and cares to Jesus Christ, not to the Babylon media for help. So any “christian” bringing accusations against you all in the media doesn’t fear God one bit. How horrible!

But I know that Jesus really gets glory out of the work you do. The work you do touches me and stirs me to maintain good works and strive to enter throw the narrow gate. Praise God for people who submit to Christ! What a wonderful example you all set for people like me who was wavering. The way I know the true gospel from the fake is that the fake gospel always makes me feel puffed up and self-entitled before God; I start to get the idea that I can flit here and there with a magic wand “speaking things into being by faith.” I would feel myself going away from God in my soul. The true gospel always drives me to my knees in prayer and shuts my mouth up till I’m afraid to even utter a careless word before a Holy God. The gospel you bring is real, penetrating, and pure, and is so what I needed to hear back in November after that Hurricane. I just can’t live my life how I want and wouldn’t dare, because I know that God is serious, and I do not want to play around and pussyfoot around before I slip down a hill in sin and can’t get back up.

The only reason I haven’t packed up and gone to the Lord’s fold is because of these two school loans that I accumulated mainly because of my dirty desire for dance. That is where lust got me: tied to loan payment for six years (or less, if I can really make bigger payments). If I leave them unpaid, the law in my country is going to go after my mother, father, and uncle who were all co-signers on those loans. I told my mother the other day that the only reason I want a job is to pay off those burdensome loans that I caused and then be free to move around as the Lord wishes. Of course she doesn’t have a clue what I am talking about, but I tell her anyway.

Thank you for your prayers. I will continue to obey Jesus with my whole heart (it is nice that you say that because my YouTube user name is Wholeheart4GOD). All I can do is strive and fight everyday, because to go back is death, but to press forward in Christ is the only life I know and want to know more about. His way is sweet to me even if He has to spank me (which He has done in the past, and I almost died, but I tell you that chastisement saved my life! The rod really does drive foolery away as Proverbs says. I love it). I am looking forward to the plans that God has for my life. I can’t wait till He gets me ripe and ready to be used!

I will continue to read and pray, as I obey Jesus. And I will keep in touch.

Lots of love,

Jamie

On Thu, Feb 21, 2013 at 6:15 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Greetings in Jesus our life. So good to receive your letter and to know that you are

pressing onward in the Lord and seeking to abide in Him. Yes, I too know what it is to

be poor, I grew up that way as my dad was an alcoholic and we had no “churchianity” or

god factor in our lives, just a sheer sinner’s household. My parents divorced when I

was nine years old, adultery and of course his drunkenness. We had an out door toliet

in those days, till I was in high school. I always lived with out food so i could save my lunch

money for clothes. Every penny counted in our lives in those days. After dad left and Mom

worked we had a little bit more because he couldn’t drink it up.

As followers of the Lord, we had very little and so have learned to economize. We have more now

but do not live in luxury at all. We still try and sacrifice to send out the literature free of charge & bibles

to the poor, as we have not neglected to feed our fellow brothers and sisters around the world with

the Word as He provides. We have tried most earnestly to keep ourselves in His Intention. By the way,

I still hand wash most of my clothes, and also we have here at this camp four out houses as well as flush

toliets. As i told you we burn wood to keep warm and have wonderful clear, clean water from a well

which tastes so beautiful. This is the best we have ever had it and we are glad to be out of the city and

able to behold the beauty of the sunrises which are exquisite here and live unmolested by the mercies of

God. Here in America we are evil spoken of, because we are truly trying to live for Him and not any other.

But we continue despite years of bitter persecutions and media harassments, and law suits and lies hurled

at us for nothing. However if we really consider what those in the cloud of witnesses went through for their

faith in God then we do not suffer at all. What can we do except follow Him? His Intention is our life.

>From the first time I spoke to you, my heart went out to you because of the cry of your heart for Him. That is

what matters most is our desire for Jesus and willingness to follow Him where ever He leads. There

are few true disciples these days especially in a nation like this that has turned from God. But despite what

others do, we must live for Him with all of our hearts.

We continue to pray for you and believe the Lord to direct you, personally i believe He has more for you than

just another job in that rotten, filthy city, but He will lead and guide you as you are willing. Actually as fast as we

are willing to move so will He move us. Keep on studying the literature and the disks, and praying and He will show

you what you are meant to do and it could be far more radical than you think. But really it doesn’t matter what we

think, it matters what He Wants! Keep in touch, love and prayers, Gen. Deborah and all

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of Jesus. Thank you for letting me know that everything and everyone is well and that you all are remaining in the Lord. It is always wonderful to hear about souls being won for the Lord. Amen.

I do want to leave this city very much. I am waiting on God to show me what His plan is and how to execute it. I do not want to do anything on my own impulse because I have done that before and have suffered great agonies at the hand of God for my impatience with Him and my desire to more His will along. I believe that when God is ready, He will move. I have no doubt in my mind. Thank you all for your concern and prayers, for they are necessary. Remember that no matter where I am though, I must learn to submit myself to God first and foremost. If I come into the Lord’s fold without learning and knowing God and hearing Him and obeying Him for myself, I will only be a spot in your love feast. So please continue to pray for God’s will to be done in my life, and for me to have the courage, the strength, and the wisdom to do exactly as He commands when He reveals His will to me.

I have been praying to God and submitting myself to Him this past week. I had a lot of questions for Him. Remember that I always felt as though God was not near or wouldn’t come near me because of some unknown reason? And that there must be something in my life why He won’t reveal more of Himself to me? I was not wrong for feeling that way because God showed me that it is true and that my fears are founded. This morning I had a dream, and He showed me why He couldn’t make His abode in my heart and pour out Himself on me the way I deeply desired. He revealed to me exactly what was hindering my growth in and walk with Christ. It is now painfully clear to me exactly how God sees me. He sees me right to my core with penetrating accuracy. Know that I know the truth, I repented and asked God to cleanse and help me. God gave me the answer to my question as I sought Him diligently. The truth hurt and was shocking. But I praise His name all the more. Please pray for God to heal, cleanse, and deliver me.

I pray for you and the Lord’s community daily as well. Thank you for your love and encouragement to walk this walk in Christ with a fear and reverence for a Holy God. That, is priceless to me. Jesus is the pearl, indeed. And I have to have Him. I treasure your exhortations to press in and on and up. I pray that the work of God be manifest in my body and life as I submit myself to Him and seek Him. I will keep in touch with you all.

Love,

Jamie

On Sun, Feb 24, 2013 at 6:28 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Greetings do pray this finds you doing well in the Lord and continuing to look to Him

for He is the endless God and there is no end to Him. Here we are doing fine,

had a nice day today, had snow last night through the night and during the day, it has stopped now but

it is less than twenty degrees outside, supposed to go down to eight above zero. But we are not

complaining because we need the moisture here as this is dry climate. We had a very good

day in the Lord loving Him. This evening my son, Joshua, taught from the book of Amos, it was a good

sermon.

The Lord spoke to us this morning on the importance of answering the summons (the call) when he calls for

us that we cannot offer procrastination, imagination, or explanation but must give Him obedience. That is the wonderful

and exciting thing about the Lord is His timing is perfect and we are so privileged to be called by Him.

We had a good day at the market yesterday some souls saved and some very interesting interactions to

say the least. We are thankful for that work there because you never know who the Lord will send in there

nor how things will go. It was sunny but cold so there weren’t as many people although the Navajo are

pretty brave about the cold.

Keep your vision single and know we are praying for you. They are still praying for you and asking how you

are doing so others are concerned about you there. Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah and all

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Saviour. I am well and continuing to move forward in the Lord. I am still serving Jesus with all my heart. Yesterday was a very difficult day for me, but today was much better. I am enjoying reading the literature you all sent for me. I take my time and read each one because each one is so deep. I do not want to rush and zip past important truths or lessons. Recently, I read the one that you wrote entitled, “Jesus as a Man.” The Spirit of God said what He had to say crystal clear in that message through you. It’s so true that a lot of these men just want to be a wild beast in the jungle; not all, but the majority. I liked that reading a lot.

I am very sure that you and the Lord’s community do everything with thought and purpose, so I was wondering about something: is there any reason in particular why your entire email is written in capital letters? This is the very first time you have sent me an email written in that form, so I couldn’t help noticing it. I always think that your emails are very important, so I pray that you do not think that I take our communication for granted. Thank you for always keeping in touch and for your continued prayers. I appreciate these things.

I recently bought an Amplified Bible because I hear you read out of it in some of your teachings, and it sounded like a very thorough translation (almost like a King James Version merged with a concordance). I like that version of the Bible a lot as well as the KJV. So, many of the passages that seem a little unclear to me in the KJV, I will now be using the Amplified Bible to back-check for a different interpretation. I was wondering something else as well: If I have a question about a portion of scripture that I read, may I email you my question? I know that you are busy, so I do not want to add too much to the work that you already do. Please let me know.

As always, thank you for your prayers. I pray for you all every morning as well.

Love,

Jamie

On Fri, Mar 1, 2013 at 6:49 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

DEAR SISTER JAMIE,

GREETINGS IN JESUS OUR LORD. DO PRAY THIS FINDS YOU WELL AND MOVING FORWARD

IN THE LORD. HERE WE ARE DOING FINE, THANKFUL EACH DAY TO BE SERVING THE ONE

WHO LOVES US, AND TRYING TO ALIGN OUR CHOICES WITH HIM AND NOT OUR OWN CARNALITY.

THE LORD TELLS US REPEATEDLY THAT THE LEADING “IDOL, FALSE GOD” OF THIS AGE IS THE

GOD OF SELF AND YES IT IS TRUE. EACH DAY WE MUST CHOOSE TO ALIGN WITH THE LORD

FOR HE IS THE ONE WHO IS LIFE AND TRUTH, MERCY AND HOPE.

EACH DAY WE CHOOSE HIM KEEPS US IN HIM, WHEN WE CHOOSE AGAINST HIM WE BECOME LIABLE

FOR HIS WRATH. WE MUST ALL LEARN OBEDIENCE TO THE MASTER TO BE USEFUL FOR HIM

AND LIKEWISE WE MUST CONTINUE IN THE WAY OF OBEDIENCE TO HIS DESIRES EVERY SINGLE

DAY. THE MOST WONDERFUL THING ABOUT JESUS IS HE LOVES US AND HELPS US ALONG THE

WAY TO PERFECTED OBEDIENCE WHICH IS WHAT HE RENDERED TO THE FATHER.

WE ARE CONTINUING TO PRAY FOR YOU AND BELIEVE THE LORD TO CONTINUE TO MOLD YOU,

MAY YOU LEARN THE LESSONS OF OBEDIENCE QUICKLY IN HIM.

LOVE AND PRAYERS, GEN DEBORAH AND ALL

Dear General Deborah,

I am well. Yes, I feel a lot more grounded and stable in the mercies of Christ. Thank you for your prayers. I have been dedicated to doing a lot more reading of the Bible and praying, as well as reading literature and listening sermons. I feel like I am trying to balance on a tight rope of obedience. Progress has been slow in the Lord, but it is happening on a deep level.

Even though I feel such wonderful growth in my faith in Jesus, I still need deliverance. Two weeks ago, God showed me that there is something(s) bad inside me. He showed me in a dream. Whatever it or they are, God basically showed me that it/they is the hindrance to me receiving Him and having Him abode in me the way I so desire and the way He promised He would. The Holy Spirit is my guide on the outside of my body, but I am not filled yet. Something is blocking me somehow. I do not know how break its power. Can you or somebody in the Lord’s community help to deliver me even though we are not face to face? I am willing to make myself available if someone can help me. I truly need help, and I am bursting at the seams to work for God, but I can’t perform in His full glory because there are terrible hindrances. You ask me if I would like to write, and my answer is yes. I love to write. Dancing was a huge mistake I made, and I would write about it without any qualms. Besides that, I will do anything that God wants me to do to glorify Him and build up the true body of Christ. I need that filling from God to be able to get my gifts and to have the Holy Spirit lead me in full. I feel too much confusion sometimes. I want to be free with all my heart.

If you believe that I am exaggerating or that I misinterpreted my dream, please ask God for yourself about what He showed me. I could be wrong, but that vision is blazing in my mind. I would like to know if I am deluded because I would repent.

You and the Lord’s community have been set free and you have held onto your freedom in Christ alone, that is why you all can blaze on for God with such a brilliance. I am still in some chains here and not because I am in willful sin. I feel it. I saw it. I want to move along, but I have no vision or power. It is true. There is also another dilemma: I have two school loans to pay off (payment was deferred until January 2013) totalling about $55, 000. How am I going to pay them off? If I do not pay them off, the government in my country will throw my mother and father in prison. My parents will never take precedence over Jesus! I just do not know what my next move should be. Do you honestly think I enjoy living in this filthy, dark city to stay here and risk my life one more day and to waste away sitting in some dumb, fake, stuffy office and not be serving God more than the mediocre level I am at?! I want to leave for so long. But I have no idea how to strategize to get from point A to Z or get those school loans paid off. Those same loans that I caused because of my lust for dumb dancing and all the rest. What would you do? What do you suggest I do to get from here in NY to there in NM? What do you suggest I do about my school loans? I am honestly confused because I do not make a lot of money. The fastest I can get those two paid off is in 6 years if I pay $560 every month with my parents helping where I fall short. If I am looking at this situation the wrong way, please point out where I am going wrong.

I have been submitting myself in obedience to God daily, waiting, praying, and believing that He will tell me what I have to do and how to do it. I haven’t heard anything from Him on moving though I am listening out longingly for Him to tell me something on that. The only things I heard from Him in the last three weeks was that (1) I need to get deliverance, (2) I need to learn how to truly praise Him, and (3) I must obey Him entirely to overcome the world, sin, and my flesh. Those are what I heard in my spirit from Him, and those are what I have been trying to do or get done faithfully. I know NY is in for it. I do not want to be here. I want to be in the community of true believers and serving God with my entire being. He knows. I tell Him all the time. But He never said anything to me about moving, so please don’t think I am here having a party. This is misery.

I am not mad. I am frustrated. I mean there is nothing more important or exalted than Jesus Christ in my life or heart or mind. I know that the most dangerous thing is to be outside of God’s will. I am ready to do whatever He asks of me.

Love,

Jamie

On Wed, Mar 6, 2013 at 3:31 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Sister Jamie,

Do pray this finds you well and growing every day in the mercies He provides. How

needy we are of His goodness, His mercy, and His life. Here we are doing all

right. Have found out that the corrupt media is doing another show on us by the witch woman

who is determined to destroy us on March twenty four. So we are feeling the darkness

of that but she is defeated and so are the demons that motivate her to her vile behaviors and hatred

for God. Now she is from what we see of the previews on the internet (some sort of biography

channel) coming against the ministry of deliverance, which so many need to make progress in the Lord.

So she is now blaspheming the Holy Ghost and taking on God as her enemy.

So we praise Him that He is victorious and none of their stupid efforts shall stop the Lord or

His purpose in this earth. Every week end at the market we are meeting new people from New York City

some have already moved here to this locality, and some are scouting out the territory to see if they want to

move here. Guess some people are taking heed to the warning (Sandy). We continue to uphold you in our

prayers and trust the Lord to keep on doing His work in you as He is in all of us. Was wondering if you

ever want to do something in writing against “dancing” as that seems to be one more epidemic sins of the age.

Let me know what you think, as many times we have to refute the enemy strongholds that held us in captivity.

Love and prayers, General Deborah and all

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of Jesus Christ. I am saddened to hear that that woman has not relented after all of these years. She is in grave danger for trying to kick against God this way. It is not humanly possible for one person to hound a people the way she has done to you all for all these years. It has been over two decades!! Her source of strength is indeed supernatural. She really hates you all, but I know that it is not really her. I cannot comprehend her actions apart from the scriptures. I know that that is satan manifesting himself against you all because you all preach the truth in this dark world, and God is using you all to shine sun beams around the world. Now he is trying to distract the body of Christ so that we do not have our full focus on winning souls. He wants to hinder us. He knows he can’t get you all to preach the seductive doctrines, so he is trying to wound you all. I am so mad.

Please take the time you need to be strengthened and refreshed in the Lord. I cannot even imagine the kind of heaviness you are feeling during this time. Whenever you are ready, I will make myself available. It is not right for me to pull on you when you are dealing with so much. If you get a chance to call me then that is fine. If not, then that is fine too. Please, please do not worry if you do not get to call me. I will keep submitting myself to God and doing the small things that He gives me to do to the best of my ability. I will try to be patient. God told me to read Psalms because I must learn how to praise Him and glorify His name regardless of the circumstances. So that is what I am going to keep doing in the mean time. If I had enough money for a plane ticket, I would have travelled by you all asap. But I am saving. So soon I will be able to come to see you all even for a day or two since I can’t move yet. I got a new job offer on March 1st, so this new job is not so stressful. A lot of the demonic oppression has lifted since I left that last job, and there is no doubt in my mind that God provided this new job. It all happened perfectly, and I had no control over how it happened.

Now, I have to be honest. I am not sure how to evangelize someone, but I am willing to pray and go wherever God tells me to go, even in my frailty. Please feel free to give me advice on how to approach this or whatever else you think I need to know. The reading materials I received from you and your husband were not duplicates or batches, only single copies. I know which pieces of literature I want to start handing out and talking to people about:

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****(1) “Jesus Freedom Fighters: If you want to be free you must fight for it!” This is a small two-paged tract with two black fists on it with a chain appearing to break that was holding the fists together. It has the logo with a captain hat on it with “Fight the good fight” on the logo. The first words in it are: “Are you tired of being a slave to sin? Are you tired of being harassed, tormented and held captive by demon spirits? It’s time to get free!”

NB: (If you are not sure which tract I am referring to, I can scan the ones I would like more of and send you the images of them so that you can know exactly which ones I am referring to. Please let me know if any of the names or descriptions are unclear.

***(2) “Heaven’s Fire Will Burn The Hell Out Of You!” by General James Green. This is a small two-paged tract with ACTMC logo on it with the two stars. The first words in the tract are: “Let men and women, boys and girls pursue the Lord.” (20 COPIES)

(3) “America: We Live In A Culture Of Death” A prophetic Word of the Lord given to General Deborah Green. This is a a letter-sized, two-paged tract dated 11-2-12. The first words in this tract are: “I speak unto thee this day, and I say that it is true, it is true even though it is hideously ugly before me. I say that it is true that you are living in a land, a nation where men and women have bowed down, I say they have literally kissed the feet of the idol of death.”

(4) “A Coward Are You?” by General James Green. This is a small, two-paged tract with the face of a man crying and a demonic shadow in the rear of him. This tract has on a logo with an protected hand lifting up a sword with Eph. 6:17, The Sword of the Spirit on the logo. The first words in this tract after the introduction of Matt. 10:32, 33 are: “My dear cowardly professor of Christianity: You say you can’t witness for Christ because you may get rejected? Shame of shames!”

(5) “Casting Out Demons: Are Demons For Real?” This is a small, two paged tract with a picture of a woman’s hand holding a tarot card of Death with a 666 mark on the card. The logo on this tract is an image of Christ’s face bleeding, with the crown of thorns on His head and the words “Operation Rescue the Perishing”. The first words in this tract are: “The New Testament Greek word for “demon” is daimonion. This is the extended from of another Greek word, Daimon.”

***(6) “Jesus As A Man: Jesus And The Woman Taken In Adultery” by General Deborah Green. This is a small, six-paged tract with a picture of the scene from the Bible when Jesus protected the woman in adultery by telling those who were without sin to cast the first stone. The logo on this tract is one with a sword, a scroll, and a torch, with the world map in the background and the words “ACMTC Communications Worldwide”. Inside the tract has “Tape#1176″. The first words in this tract after the introduction of the scripture John 8:3-4 are: This passage of scripture sets the scene in order to expose the hypocrisy of the Jewish religious system; hypocrisy which is so common even in our day.”

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Okay. These six tracts are the ones I feel led by God to distribute and talk to people about. I am not sure how many of each I will need. I am just going to request 20 Copies of each tract. I would have made copies here myself but the sizes of the tract papers vary tremendously, and I like the layout of the originals. If these are too many copies to request then send what you can. The ones with three stars are the most important, but overall, these six tracts really stand out to me (I haven’t finished reading all the material you all sent me originally. I am just about halfway through). Please let me know if you will be able to send these or if you are not sure which tracts I am referring to.

Thank you all for your prayers and encouragement. I am praying for you all as well.

Love,

Jamie

On Fri, Mar 8, 2013 at 12:26 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dearest Jamie,

Praise God and sorry am not available to talk via phone, perhaps this Sunday if the timing

works out for early evening as we have talked before. As it is, I have been very busy and under

a lot of weight from the latest attack of the witch and the secular media as I told you. We are

working on putting things together on deliverance as we have practiced that ministry for years and we

are using this opportunity of the witch’s attack to lift up the importance of that ministry in the body of Christ.

Now with reference to your situation, I am asking the Lord to deliver you, I know you have a darkness there,

but don’t be discouraged you have a greater source the Light of Jesus Christ our redeemer.

We send prayer cloths to Africa and they get healing and deliverance through them. So that is a possibility,

also there is the possibility of fasting and praying then we pray for you over the phone or God gives us

discernment and the demons are driven out as we can name them over the internet and write you the letter of

deliverance under the Lord’s anointing.

That is why I am praying, the Lord has His way already planned out. Now when I mentioned the New Yorkers I was

not jabbing at you, I was just mentioning that the strangest people are showing up in New Mexico from New York and

just seems funny. But then again facing the fact of Sandie it is not funny at all. We love you and we are praying for you most earnestly

and want to see you live and abide in Christ Jesus. We are also aware that the Lord can make a way that none of us

or you can make so we are surrendered to Him for that. Do not be defeated because the most important thing is that

you remain abiding in Christ. If you are abiding in Him and so are we then you are one with us in Spirit.

We are continuing to pray for you and trusting the Lord to free you in His timing. Of course the terrible bondage you are

under is because of the transgression, but as you trudge away repenting for the foolishness of vanity, the Lord can lift

you from the curse.

Remain faithful in your situation, start your writing against the dancing and pray about if you should try and pass out some literature

to others because that will put you in the place of doing something for the Lord. Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

This letter won’t send now so I will try later, praying for you.

Dear General Deborah,

It was so nice to hear from you tonight! I am happy that you are well!

As you suggested, I will list here the three additional requests that we discussed:

(1) A prayer cloth

(2) The booklet on Healing and Deliverance

(3) ***”Sexual Perversion: Are You A Sex Slave?” a Life Force Productions. This is a small, two-page, pink tract with the image of a young woman standing and a young man sitting, with the city as a backdrop. The first words in this tract after the introduction of Ephesians 5:11 are: “One of the grossest and most prevalent areas of sin in our ‘liberated’ culture is the open and shameless practice of the ancient arts of sex perversion.” [Please send 20 copies of this]

I am going to keep praying to God for Him to lead my steps. Thank you for all your prayers and encouragement.

Love,

Jamie

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Saviour. I look forward to receiving the additional materials. Thank you for letting me know what God showed you. This is truly the Word of God! Indeed, since two nights ago I was wrestling in my mind regarding a decision I have to make. I can see now how my carnality was trying to get me to do something unwise. I know what I have to do now. I praise God for His consuming fire in my soul, exposing all the lies and sin. I am eternally grateful to God for His constant mercy. I asked Him for a confirmation regarding this decision I have to make, and your email serves as an outstanding confirmation to go ahead and do what I was unsure He was asking me to do. He is asking me to cut someone out of my life for once and for all. I was trying not to be cruel to the person, but if God says to do something, then what more have I to say on the matter? The only thing left to do is obey.

Also, I have been watching the videos on the recent slander of ACMTC. You know what is strange, when I listen to that lady speak, it is almost as if she is begging satan to drag her to the hottest and deepest part of hell. It seems as if she is inviting even more demons into her. She welcomes these demons! Those same demons are empowering her the same way they empowered me to dance gracefully as a loathsome ballerina in my former days. Lord have mercy on us all. But I know that God has His mighty hand on you all. The Bible says to rejoice when we are persecuted for His name sake. It is easier said than done, but I know that the Lord loves you all and will richly reward you all for standing on the front lines in the name of Jesus. I am still going to the park for Jesus this Sunday, even if I do not get the materials before then.

Thank you again for your all your prayers. I know that my deliverance and healing is near, and when I get it, I will not let it go. God help me.

Love,

Jamie

On Thu, Mar 14, 2013 at 6:11 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God that we are serving the Living God the one who reigns supreme.

We are mailing the additional materials today and believe the Lord to bless

you through the same. Now I was praying for your deliverance and this is what

the Lord showed me. That is, do not trust the carnal mind because it is aligned with

demons. Therefore keep your vows unto the Lord and do not be lured out of those

then that is proving to the Lord how serious you are about receiving deliverance and it

will hasten the same. Also it will serve as a safeguard when you keep your vows against

repeating the same mistake again.

See, our carnal minds are clever in their deceit and attempts to “out smart” God and are ever

trying to get us to cheat or not keep completely what we have vowed to God. When we

follow the carnal mind, we are strengthening the very demons we want to be free from.

We are continuing to pray for you and trust the Lord remains pre-eminent in your life.

Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings, again, in the name of Jesus. I did what God asked me to do today: I sent an email to the specific individual who God wanted me to permanently cut out of my life. The email was polite, clear, and firm. It was difficult for me to do what God asked of me for some reason, but I did it, praise God. It really is over and done when God says it is time. I was thinking that said individual was a friend, but God said it is not so, and He does not intend it to be so. I truly believe He knows best. I am telling you this because I know I am accountable and am not ashamed. Whatever little God asks me to do, I must do it. I have been asking Him to show Himself to me for so long, and even if He shows Himself in little crumbs (as we discussed), then I must always treat those little crumbs as big chunks of pure, priceless gold. So that’s is just a little update.

On another note, I saw the deliverance videos you all posted. They look very real to me, no circus act for sure. Looking at them, I must confess that I am a little nervous about being by myself when Jesus delivers me. I know you said that if I am prepared and willing to release the uncleanness that there doesn’t have to be a struggle. I am praying that I really am doing all I can to prepare to release my uncleanness so that my deliverance is as peaceful as possible. I think that that is the one time of all times in my entire life that I do not want to be by myself, although I am so used to being alone throughout my life. I am praying for a miracle from God because I need some comfort. I need courage. I really need a honest hug. This feeling like I am hanging in the balance is agonizing.

Nevertheless, I will keep reading my Bible and praying and doing whatever the Lord shows me to do to prove to Him that I am serious about serving Him and about my desire to be filled with His Holy Spirit.

I pray that you all continue to be valiant for Jesus Christ as the terrible war between light and darkness continues to be waged.

Love,

Jamie

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of Jesus. God confirmed a lot of what you said to me last night. There are more depths to be revealed, but I got my confirmation. There is no way I could have ever figured out that I was under such a satanic covering through my own mother. God truly knows me more than I know myself. I see the web that I am in. God confirmed that my complete deliverance will not happen over night, but it will take months because the root of my distress and transgression is tied in with my mother. The reality of this was so shocking that I actually didn’t sleep much last night. I was wide awake for most of the night, feeling like a deer caught in headlights. What a mighty revelation from God that came last night. God really is truth and in Him is no darkness. He truly is awesome and worthy beyond words. I am in shock, so I have been praying to God to strengthen my heart for what is to come especially regarding the immense changes that are pending.

But I am so thankful to God for revealing what He did because I really didn’t know the extent of the web entangling me. It is so clear to me now why I felt so bound and paralyzed all this time, such a deep heaviness, like a woman in a sealed iron cage. But God showed me that He will deliver me if I am completely obedient. I will wait on Him to reveal how I am to do what I have to do, and when, because this is a very sticky web I am in i.e. He already let me know that my mother may not let go easily; there will probably be a struggle). But thank you, again, for revealing to me what God showed you about me. It was such vital information from God; you have no idea how vital that information was. I could never have seen that on my own without God’s divine intervention. I was too blind, dumb, and deaf. And I was too deluded to read and take heed of the signs and patterns in my own life. So praise God!

I will let you know as God reveals and confirms different steps to me. I want to pray about everything and wait on Him before I mess up anything else. But He already let me know that as long as I am completely obedient and take my orders from Him with joy (as you revealed to me as well), that He will move everything into place with His mighty hand. There is a lot more to come…

Love,

Jamie

On Fri, Mar 15, 2013 at 3:34 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God if you have done as the Lord has commanded, despite the reaction of the flesh,

the Spirit is alive. When we obey the Lord we show Him that we love and respect Him. Now

when you seek for Him, He is to be found because He alone is our life and hope, peace and strength.

We have a tract entitled “Not worthy” it is the narrative of a man from Pakistan who had done wrong

in the eyes of God, and the Lord took him through many things because He said, the man because of

his transgressions was not worthy to be close to the Lord, until he had fulfilled certain obedience to the

Lord. So it is with us, we can desire a place, but not get it until our obedience is fulfilled to cause us

to be accepted into that place by the Lord.

We love you and are praying for you, and whatever the Lord takes away He replaces it with Himself and that

is the great joy. Keep forging onward and you will see how wonderful He is. Love and prayers and hugs, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Indeed, it was some hard truth, but I prayed for God to reveal what the truth was, and I am so glad that He did reveal the matter as it truly was. For a long time, I knew something was very wrong, and only God could have known what kind of chains had me bound. Although he told me that it will take some months for me to be completely delivered, He also said that my deliverance and healing has begun. I am grateful. The more I obey Him, the more He will release me, that’s what He said. Now I am praying and waiting for Him to let me know exactly how and when He wants me to cut ties with my family, well really only my mother, because everyone else already do not want anything to do with me. Only my mother is hanging on to me and exasperating my soul. This is so sad. Well, when God gives the word, I will do what I have to do. He says I need to prepare until the appointed time.

Tomorrow, I will leave home at 9AM, and I will probably remain in the park until around 12-1PM or later (this is just an estimate, but I will be listening out to hear what the Holy Spirit tells me to do.)

I pray that you get some rest tonight too after a wonderful day of labor for the Lord. I pray that I sleep more tonight as well.

Thank you for all your prayers and encouragement. I will email you tomorrow to let you know how everything goes.

Love,

Jamie

On Sat, Mar 16, 2013 at 5:48 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God thanks for writing. Will keep praying for you as the Lord guides

you in Him by His Spirit. Now with reference to our conversation, I want you

to know that it is only by His Spirit that we are led and guided into truth and sometimes

it is hard to accept that truth, yet it is the truth that sets us free. So may He continue

to bring you forth according to His timing and His direction. I know He had dealt with

me to give you some hard truth as to what He had already revealed to me by His

Spirit so I am thankful that you have received confirmation thus far. I am rather exhausted

had a great day but very windy in the afternoon, the wind tires one out physically.

In the Spirit I am rejoicing and so thankful for the God we serve.

Will be praying for you tomorrow, let me know what time you plan to go so I can cover you

in prayer. Love and prayer that you sleep tonight. Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

greetings in the name of Jesus Christ. I hope that you are rested and well. I went to the park as I promised God I would do. He didn’t tell me to sing, so I didn’t but His Holy Spirit revealed somethings to me. This is what I heard the Spirit of God tell me to do:

(1) Study to show self approved

(2) The door for me to walk through is not in New York.

(3) Pay off my credit card money I used to pay for treatment for diagnosis last year (I would have to explain this to you for you to know what happened last year)

(4) Sell/get rid of everything that is unnecessary (these things will be revealed soon)

(5) Start saving my money to purchase one-ticket to New Mexico to live with ACMTC community

(6) Prepare to make final cut with all poisonous family/friend ties

(7) Approximately seven months to prepare and complete assignments, including weaning off of current indulgences

Dear General Deborah,

The last email sent miraculously without me hitting the send button, maybe I pressed the wrong button. Either way, I was very hesitant to say/write everything that I heard for whatever fleshy reason, so I think that’s God way of telling me that I have to obey. That list in my previous email is what I heard. I don’t think I heard wrong, but I will leave room for human error on my part. I trust that God will do what is best. So, first thing, God says I should not go back to the park on Sundays that I have to study His word rigorously, and that He will show me another way to pass out literature later on. So I decided that I will study my Bible during the week as usual, but Sundays especially will be Bible-Study Boot Camp day.

That is an incredible list; therefore, if God tells you that I misunderstood something He said, please let me know.

Love,

Jamie

Dear General Deborah,

God did indeed tell me not to tell any relative or friend about my potential move. He said that when I leave, no one must be able to contact me and no one must know where I am going to be. So, thank you for reiterating that because if that list that I wrote down was truly given to me by the Holy Spirit, and not a lying spirit, then it is going to take the Mighty Hand of God to fulfill it because I am very helpless. One thing is certain, I will obey the Lord and am ready to do whatever He asks, whenever He asks, no matter what it costs because I have wasted too many years of my life already in sin and deception, and I do not want to continue in that pattern.

I certainly do not want to do anything prematurely, especially against God’s will, that is why I was so hesitant to send the complete list today before I had time to get confirmation on all of them. But I will wait patiently on God, and I will not reveal anything to anyone else.

I will continue to pray and humble myself before God. Thank you for your prayers and encouragement.

Love,

Jamie

On Sun, Mar 17, 2013 at 5:58 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Greetings in Jesus our Lord. Praise God I have read both of the letters you sent today,

and I thank God that He is Lord. I/we were praying for you during the time frame, so

apparently God had his way. God is so good and He knows exactly what He intends with us

all. Now Gen. Jim and I have prayed for you and we recommend that you do not notify your

relatives/friends about your intentions in the sense that you have no idea of the opposition such

ones can bring up, because of demonic opposition. By His Spirit the Lord will guide you in the

matter, and keep you from a lot of unnecessary harassment if you allow yourself to be guided

by His Spirit and not prematurely pushed into something He does not want you to do yet.

Also I will let you know as I will pray as you asked me to do over the Lord’s list. I wanted to call

but the Lord told me to be praying first off for a day or so, or several days till He speaks to me.

So I am glad that the Lord has radically moved for you this day and let us believe that He will

continue to have His way. So wanted you to know that we love you and are praying for you.

With warm regards, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of Jesus. I just wanted to write a quick email to you before I leave home today because God insists that I tell you what He said. He said that He is upset with me using two words in my email last night: “lying spirit”. He said that He doesn’t mind me needing clarification on something He said, but I should have never used those two words. So I am sorry for using those two words in relation to what He said to me yesterday. I repented to God.

God will clarify what He said, but it surely was not a lying spirit that was talking to me yesterday.

Love,

Jamie

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of the Lord Jesus! I am sad to hear that you were not well. Maybe that is why you felt some extra exhaustion after Market on Saturday evening. I am glad to hear that the Master gave you strength to rise. I think that message on “Getting up” is so applicable and so necessary. I hear God tell me to get up too, all the time. He told me that this past Saturday too. So I know that voice when I hear it too. God is wonderful!

I want to share something that happened today at work: I woke up this morning with a ominous feeling all over me. I could feel God telling me that today was going to be extremely trying, and that I had to face it, no running away. In fact, I couldn’t even speak when I woke up this morning. I had to pray in my heart because although I was wide awake for my morning prayer, I just couldn’t speak with my mouth. Then, I felt such dread all the way to work, and I couldn’t understand why the dread took such a hold of me at the thought of the day’s meeting agenda. So, I got to work and was in meetings from 10-5pm today. The spiritual horrors of that meeting were real for me. This was a very important meeting, with all kinds of people from around the U.S. and they gathered today to talk about how they were going to create a very important Bible exhibit. BUT you know what? They all spent the whole day essentially scheming and twisting the truth of the Bible to be PC (as General Jim says). The didn’t want to mention anything about Jesus or salvation. They was saying they “want to be descriptive not prescriptive.” I had to take notes for this nonsense! I couldn’t believe my ears! I mean, listen, it was so bad on a spiritual level for me that I basically ran out of there at 5 on the dot, feeling like my head was spinning! My head was pounding all the way home and it just stopped a while ago.

Needless to say, I am flabbergasted. I can’t express how horrible it felt spiritually. I know God made me see and hear this. He made me listen in and SEE for myself how people plot to deceive others, INTENTIONALLY! I have been asking God some questions for the past eight months, and He answered all of them today. People have truly sold the truth for a lie AND how they love their lies so. I used to think that people were ignorant, but it is not true for most. Most people know what the word of God teaches, but they are man-pleasers and want to remain politically correct at all times. They want to make their consciences feel good that they are “doing God’s work” but it is truly a planned deception.

Well, I got home and thanked God for revealing what He did to me! I know God forced me to look and listen to those things to learn. He made it happen. During the meeting, I felt Him telling me “Behold, their god; Behold their deception; Behold their LIES that they LOVE so!” I told God that He is truly a merciful God to bare with so much filth! I told God that I know He is merciful because He has been patient and merciful listening and looking at that wickedness for so LONG and I only saw and heard for just one day, and now I am sick to my stomach, exasperated with that filth!

Anyway, I understand why it is so important that soldiers get to the front lines. That is why God tells us to “Get up” because we have too much to do and not enough labourers to harvest before the darkness swoops in and destroys.

I will continue to do what God told me. The eyes in my heart feel wide open to a lot more than before, and how I love Jesus with my whole inner man. He truly is worthy to be praised and honored and reverenced.

I truly hope that you feel better. I will pray for you.

Love,

Jamie

On Tue, Mar 19, 2013 at 6:06 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Greetings in the name of Jesus our redeemer, and the lover of our souls. We are praying

for you and trusting the Lord to help you to do what He has asked (or commanded you). It

is good to really hear from God then to apply ourselves to obey. Myself I was sick on Sunday

with a headache which moved into a high fever yesterday and stayed that way all day causing me

to have to return to bed as my whole body was under tremendous pain like I was being beaten.

Many prayers went up in my behalf and this morning the Lord told me “get up” which I did, then

I turned to Acts 9 in the Amplified which had three instances well really four it you count the Lord

telling Saul (to arise) and so I taught on that subject today, “Get Up” and how important it is that we

pay heed to the Lord’s commands. So today I have walked under that command all day and feel

about 80% better by that command of life obeyed.

So to make a long story short, I am still praying over the outline and will let you know if i hear anything

else. Hold on to Jesus and know that He is the life line, the only one we are meant to be bound to

forever as He is the way, the truth, and the life. Keep up your spiritual disciplines and He will guide

you onward. Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of Jesus Christ! I am well and still pressing on steadfastly into the Lord and His way. I do not understand a lot of what God has been showing me, but I am just obeying Him in everything with my whole heart. Just this Wednesday, a hoard of demons tried to attack me with discouragement, hopelessness, and confusion. They came after I testified earlier that day to a co-worker about what Jesus did for me in my life and His power. It was very bad, like a swarm of them came after me later that night. I cried my eyes out that night from the demonic attack, but I still prayed to Jesus all night even through the tears, and then in the morning, Jesus gave me such sweet relief! So I am recovering nicely now and feeling ready to worship and praise God and study this weekend.

I am very thankful for His mercies. They seem new everyday indeed. Every time I feel a grumble rising up, I count my blessings and give God praise. God does want us to keep standing no matter what. I felt that a lot this week after that attack from out of the blue. I am aware that tribulation will come to the soul that truly is trying to walk in the light of Jesus Christ, yet I am always still surprised when it comes for some reason. These ambushes from satan, just like those strong winds, never quit. But I am looking to Jesus every day, every minute.

Work is okay, unless I have to sit through the meetings and am forced to listen to members who try to craft God to fulfill their ends. I feel disturbed afterward because I feel like they try to dress God up like rich people do with their little dogs. I feel like they try to brush His hair down, put Him in a tote bag, dress Him in tiny sparkling shirts, put Him on a leash, and put a pink bow in His hair! It’s torcher to listen to the folly. Those meetings are the worst! But I only had one this week, thank God. And I managed to avoid the other one that I was supposed to go to on Thursday because my supervisor gave me too much work, so I got permission to just focus on my work instead because the work I had to do affected her timeline. I was so happy that I didn’t have to sit through another one of those “God-grooming” meetings. But otherwise than those meetings, it is a much better work environment for my entire being compared to that last job. God really is good to me!

I pray that you and the Lord’s community are well and in high Spirits (Holy Spirit). I also pray that you are fully recovered from this past weekend’s illness.

Love,

Jamie

On Fri, Mar 22, 2013 at 2:59 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God do pray that this finds you going onward, continuing

steadfast in the Lord and doing His desire as the utmost. Everyday is

a battle and we will see our God prevail as we trust ourselves to Him and

obey His commands unto us. We are so thankful for the mercies He provides

to us all every single day.

The weather here is windy in the afternoons now and makes one glad to have

shelter from the same. The cedar trees here are gnarled from the wind as some of

them are quite old and strong, yet twisted from years of wind upon them. It seems

as though they say, “we keep standing no matter which way the wind blows”. Which

is what God wants us to do, keep standing no matter which way the wind blows at us.

How are you doing, been praying for you, believing that you are making progress in

Him and in the keeping of the orders of the Lord. Thank God He tells us what to

do. So many these days are literally wandering in confusion and delusion.

Let me know how it goes with you and know I am continuing to pray for you there,

with love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

I thank God for His tenderness and care for me these years of my life! What a miracle it is to be alive and to serve God almighty. He is truly supreme. You are absolutely right about the crash course, because it only took one look for me to cry out to God and tell Him that I understand now what He has been saying for so long. And that sight did make me love Him even more than I did before. God is worthy of my everything. I will go wherever He leads. I want no other rule over me but His.

I am happy to hear that you recovered nicely!

On another (disturbing) note, I went to the post office today to collect my two packages from you that I got the USPS notices for. However, the lady at the post office said that she could not find my packages and that she would call me if she found them. Needless to say, I am feeling some discouragement because I am well aware that this is none other than the work of devils. I smelled brimstone on this mailing thing since Wednesday. The Holy Spirit told me since Wednesday that the devil is trying to block those packages from getting to me. Therefore, I will try not to be surprised if they send my packages back to you next week. I hope that they do not do such an awful thing. I see now how satan has tried to isolate me to try to crush me and destroy me with discouragement at every turn for all these years. But I told him today that with the help of God, I will not be isolated much longer, then he will see for himself.

Even now more than ever, I think your analogy about those old, strong trees and the wind is applicable because here goes satan’s demons blowing on me again, but thank God for He already warned me and I will keep looking to Jesus and worshiping Him for His mercy and care.

I pray that your day at market is blessed and that Jesus delivers even more souls from the wicked enemy. I tell you, if its one thing I learned from Wednesday night’s demonic attack, it’s that demons are extremely vicious! They are horribly wicked and they will really kill someone if that person does not look to Jesus or have His protection. So, I pray that more souls get delivered today from the hands of demons.

Love,

Jamie

On Sat, Mar 23, 2013 at 2:53 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Greetings in Jesus, just a quick note to say thank God that He rules supreme and that none of us is

the master, but He alone is our Master. Enjoyed the analogy of the dog on the leash for it is so true.

The Lord is giving you a quick crash course in religious Babylon for your edification in Him to show

you how they mistreat, disrespect, use and abuse His name in fraudulence then claim they love Him.

Keep thanking Him for every aspect of our education in Him is so that we can love Him all the more

and cherish His rulership in our lives. Do have a nice day, today is market, demons, wind, drunkards,

hungry souls, desperate souls, and of course the LORD WHO REIGNS SUPREME. Praise God for the

privilege to labor for Him and see Him prevail. Yes I am fully recovered and ready to go onward in the

battle. Glad to hear you got through your battle praise God.

Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of Jesus. I have some good news: the postman brought the second package (the one with the prayer cloth) later this afternoon. Though I have not heard back from the post office about the first package with the tracts.

I have a question: how do I use the prayer cloths? Please let me know.

Love,

Jamie

On Sat, Mar 23, 2013 at 9:33 AM, Jamie Bridgewater <bridgewater.jamie@gmail.com> wrote:

Dear General Deborah,

I thank God for His tenderness and care for me these years of my life! What a miracle it is to be alive and to serve God almighty. He is truly supreme. You are absolutely right about the crash course, because it only took one look for me to cry out to God and tell Him that I understand now what He has been saying for so long. And that sight did make me love Him even more than I did before. God is worthy of my everything. I will go wherever He leads. I want no other rule over me but His.

I am happy to hear that you recovered nicely!

On another (disturbing) note, I went to the post office today to collect my two packages from you that I got the USPS notices for. However, the lady at the post office said that she could not find my packages and that she would call me if she found them. Needless to say, I am feeling some discouragement because I am well aware that this is none other than the work of devils. I smelled brimstone on this mailing thing since Wednesday. The Holy Spirit told me since Wednesday that the devil is trying to block those packages from getting to me. Therefore, I will try not to be surprised if they send my packages back to you next week. I hope that they do not do such an awful thing. I see now how satan has tried to isolate me to try to crush me and destroy me with discouragement at every turn for all these years. But I told him today that with the help of God, I will not be isolated much longer, then he will see for himself.

Even now more than ever, I think your analogy about those old, strong trees and the wind is applicable because here goes satan’s demons blowing on me again, but thank God for He already warned me and I will keep looking to Jesus and worshiping Him for His mercy and care.

I pray that your day at market is blessed and that Jesus delivers even more souls from the wicked enemy. I tell you, if its one thing I learned from Wednesday night’s demonic attack, it’s that demons are extremely vicious! They are horribly wicked and they will really kill someone if that person does not look to Jesus or have His protection. So, I pray that more souls get delivered today from the hands of demons.

Love,

Jamie

On Sat, Mar 23, 2013 at 2:53 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Greetings in Jesus, just a quick note to say thank God that He rules supreme and that none of us is

the master, but He alone is our Master. Enjoyed the analogy of the dog on the leash for it is so true.

The Lord is giving you a quick crash course in religious Babylon for your edification in Him to show

you how they mistreat, disrespect, use and abuse His name in fraudulence then claim they love Him.

Keep thanking Him for every aspect of our education in Him is so that we can love Him all the more

and cherish His rulership in our lives. Do have a nice day, today is market, demons, wind, drunkards,

hungry souls, desperate souls, and of course the LORD WHO REIGNS SUPREME. Praise God for the

privilege to labor for Him and see Him prevail. Yes I am fully recovered and ready to go onward in the

battle. Glad to hear you got through your battle praise God.

Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Your email made me smile. I was going to try to make time to respond to your first email. Yesterday was so busy because my supervisor is on vacation. But I am remaining in the Lord. Believe me, I choose life in Christ everyday. I want nothing to do with the ties of death. I am still reading the literature and obeying God in what He has asked.

I have not received any word on the first package as yet. Today I am not feeling 100%. I have a prayer cloth, but this bad feeling just rose up in my tummy, so I am drinking some tea. I am at work, but if this feeling gets worst, I will have to leave for the remainder of the day.

I will take some time to write to you in more detail as soon as I can.

Love,

Jamie

On Tue, Mar 26, 2013 at 7:59 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Hello out there, how are you doing? Been praying for you, and believe you are

staying in the life flow rather than the death flow. He is so good to us all and thank

God He tests what He puts in us to make sure we are holding on to it and looking

to Him every single day. So often we draw near to God, hear from God, then what we

have received, the enemy tries to snap it away and leave us desolate, wondering how

did we do that one? Simple, we are in a battle every single day and we can be so close to

the Lord one day, feel like we are a million miles away the next day. God wants us

to remain close to Him, to identify with Him, to partake of Him and yes it is a struggle

to remain there, but we can. We love you are praying for you. Write back okay so

I know you are out there!!! Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of Jesus! I do hope that you are well. I am keeping well. Tomorrow I have off from work, so I plan to fast and call out some more evil spirits out and off of me. I know that I have a spirit of infirmity. This is another major one that God revealed to me because of the strange illnesses I always seem to have. Right now, I have quite a few itchy, raised, red bumps on my legs and arms. This used to happen a lot in 2011, but it went away for over a year now. I think that I stirred up that spirit this week. I hope to call it out tomorrow with the help of the Holy Spirit. There are a number of other ones I want to call out as well because I know that more are there. I have a list, so I am just going go through it over the next couple of weeks.

Please continue to pray for me before our Heavenly Father for my deeper deliverance. I truly want to be a clean vessel and am dedicated to His obedience.

I realized today that my supervisor has a spirit that keeps trying to transfer to me. I do not know the name of it, but everytime she even talks to me, I feel a certain way that’s hard to describe. I begin to feel some oppression (maybe hers?). I feel the ton of stuff that she has on her plate and it makes me feel a little scrambled like puzzle pieces in a box. I feel confusion and a weightiness. I hate that feeling so much! She talked to me once for the day on the phone, and as soon as she began speaking, that weird feeling tried to come on me. It is hard to explain. She is the only person at work that has that effect on me. I just begin to feel like something is trying to suffocate or smother me. Then I begin feeling as if I have to escape. I do not know if I am explaining this clearly. I will rebuke that spirit in the name of Jesus from now on anytime it starts to come over by me. What else do you think I should do to build a protective wall between me and my toxic environment? I think that feeling is what you were telling me about last night: the spirit/system of the beast. This thing is very real! But I am believing God to keep me in the shadow of His being as I cling to Him during these perilous times.

I believe that God can help me get some more victory over satan tomorrow and in the days to come. I will let you know how I am doing tomorrow or on Saturday. I pray that you and the Lord’s community have a wonderful day tomorrow.

Love,

Jamie

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ! I pray that you and the Lord’s community are very well. I am well. I attached a photo of myself to this email. It was taken a little over a year ago. I asked a coworker to take a picture of me today with her phone and email it to me, but she never responded to my request, so I took it as a “no” and decided to dig this one up from college. I will try to get a more recent one some other way and send it to you. If this is too small or not clear, please let me know.

So far, I have packed two medium boxes and filled two garbage bags with the things God had rejected. I pray that you have a restful night and have a great day tomorrow.

Love,

Jamie

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Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of Jesus. Thank you for your encouragement and prayers. I will be getting everything ready as I get free boxes from work tomorrow. I will let you know when I send the first package.

Also, today I got about seven new Bibles (mostly in Spanish and about three New Testaments) from a coworker who said she didn’t need them. They were sitting on her desk catching dust, so she was so glad to give them away to me. The only thing, one is in another language (I can back check to let you know which language tomorrow) that I do not know and it says “Catholic Edition” on the side, so I do not know if you want me to send that one along with the others and let you see it. Please let me know. I can mail them tomorrow via media mail.

I am looking forward to your phone call.

Love,

Jamie

On Tue, Apr 2, 2013 at 6:43 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Sister Jamie,

Greetings in Jesus. May the Lord bless your efforts as you continue

Him. Thanks for the photo, yes it is small but lovely nonetheless. As you continue

to trust and believe in Him, He will make the way for you. Don’t be fearful for Jesus

is with you and He is guiding you. With reference to the CD player, if it does not cost

you too much go ahead and send it and we will store it till later along with any other packages

you send.

I will try and call some evening during the week to chat and discuss issues we have already

talked about. May you continue in His mercies as you obey Him, and live as a COMMAND

KEEPER (the name of today’s message). Love and prayers, Gen. D.

Dear General Deborah,

So glad to hear from you! I understand all that you have said. I will be on the look out for nice small New Testaments that have reasonably sized print (basically prints that I can actually read comfortably myself). Also, I took one look at that “Catholic Edition” and thought, “what a waste of paper!” So I understand your aversion such editions. I feel the same about almost anything Catholic.

Also, I already knew not to give your literature out in such a place or even speak your name. The Holy Spirit already told me that the door for me to step through is not in New York, so I only talk about Jesus with people one-on-one if they would like to talk with me. If I were to give out tracks, I would not do it anywhere near the company or in association with them. Believe it or not, I actually am not proud to be associated with them. I know the company is anti-Christ. I have seen them throw out reading literature on hell that comes addressed to the president from other people spreading the gospel. They do not like to hear serious teachings at all. We will talk more about this later.

I apologize for the poor size of my photo. I have another one on my phone, but my phone isn’t “smart” so I have no way of getting it into my email. I can only send it as a picture text message. I am a little camera shy, so I do not really take or keep a lot of photos of myself. When I was in college, a lot of the people I came in contact with always asked me if I was from Africa, even professors. I thought it was my accent and intonation, but maybe they were also referencing someone they met from Africa.

When we talk again, I look forward to hearing more about Beautiful; she sounds like she has a beautiful soul. Her life must have that lovely fragrance of Christ. Amen. A coworker asked if she could have lunch with me today because she wanted to know more about Jesus and the Bible. she said that she is not born again but believes that God is very serious. She wanted to know how one knows when they are born again. I tried my best to explain different scriptures on Salvation. She said that no one really explains the way I did today. She said most Bible studies just ask the attendees to talk about what their own personal interpretation of the Bible is, never deeper explanations that teach. I told her that the Word of God is difficult to understand unless a person is born-again and has a new and living spirit of God. we talked for quite some time, a little over one hour. She said that I helped her understand a lot about the Bible pointing to Christ Jesus versus disjointed stories about morals (this is my summary of her words). I will keep encouraging her and praying for her. She works on the same floor with me, but in a different department.

But, most importantly, in the future, I will be sure to only take Bibles that are of good print and reputable translations, and that are small and light. I understand all that that you have said.

Love,

Jamie

On Tue, Apr 2, 2013 at 5:39 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Greetings in Jesus. Good to hear about the bibles. Regarding the catholic edition,

we prefer not to use those because of the notes which usually include their idolatrous

doctrines. But the others sound good for our use. As far as bibles go, i wanted you to check and see

if they have any small size new testaments whereby we could mail them out in the packages we

send. The overseas mail is outrageous, like seven dollars a pound. It used to be we sent it for

less than a dollar a pound. So we like to keep the weight down in order to afford. Now on

the New Testament bibles the pocket size or vest pocket size is what they call them. Don’t know

if that company does them as I haven’t had a catalog from there in years.

The Spanish is great because we send workers to El Paso, Texas and there are thousands of Spanish

speakers there from Mexico so that is great. Also we have some here in our area who only read and speak in

Spanish.

I need to tell you about a woman named Beautiful from Florida when I talk with you, she is really

loving Jesus. She is confined to a wheel chair, she has been born with cerebral palsy and cannot walk.

She has such a heart for the Lord, she street preaches from her wheel chair. She is a youtube watcher likewise.

Also on the bibles for the small ones make sure the print is not microscopic. There are some bibles now you can

buy them real cheap, but the print is so small you have to use a magnifying glass to read them. So many

people in Africa have bad eyes because of malaria and so we don’t like to send those as they cannot read them.

Please don’t talk about us on your job, and I will tell you why when I call. It has to do with operation evacuation. Also

don’t give out any of our literature or teachings there, as this also pertains to operation evacuation.

In fact, I am sending a team to El Paso tomorrow for four days, we have access to a large mission house there in Southern

New Mexico where they stay when they go down. The Hispanics (Mexicans) are very receptive to the gospel and

tender towards Jesus. Enough of my book, every one who I showed the picture to today has been glad to see you at

last. It is still on my computer as it is so small it might not even make it to print! Believe it or not you remind me of

an Ethiopian woman as far as appearance goes. Some of them are very beautiful and your skin color is very similar. Actually you look

fairer than me when I get brown from the summer sun. Of course I don’t sun bathe, but my face darkens in the sun due to the

Native American blood, they used to call them redskins. We love you and are praying for you. General Deborah

>

> —– Original Message —–

>

> From: The Generals

>

> Sent: 04/03/13 02:41 PM

>

> To: beautiful

>

> Subject: Email from yesterday

>

> Dear Beautiful,

> Did you receive the email I sent you yesterday with the phone number? GD

_______________________________________________________________

My response:

Dear General Deborah,

Yes. I did receive your email this morning.

This afternoon, the Lord made the way for me to speak on a cell phone tomorrow.

Tommorow, April 4, 2013 I shall have the phone between 8:00 am- 1:00pm.

Tommorow, April 4, 2013 ,

May I call you around 9:00 am EST? (Eastern Standard Time)

or

May I call you around 10:00 am EST? (Eastern Standard Time)

—— ——-

Dear General Deborah,

It was very nice receiving a phone call from you this evening! I thank God all the time for our conversations. They are very edifying and continue to challenge me to glorify God in even more things and ways in my life. After our conversation, I was thinking a lot about Beautiful.

I am amazed at her love and adoration for Jesus despite her physical limitations and difficult circumstance. Praise God! It is so refreshing. I was also thinking about God’s name for her. I know that God does everything with purpose. I began to think about the times in the Bible when God changed people’s names to what He wanted them to be called, like Sarai/Sarah, Jacob/Israel, Abram/Abraham. One thing with God, when He picks a name for His children, it is and will be made manifest. God knows Beautiful’s heart. He is making her beautiful and will continue to do so as long as she keeps her first love Christ. What a lesson for me to gaze on and remember.

My heart goes out to her. Every morning I thank God for a roof over my head because I remember how sad and confused I felt after hurricane Sandy when I didn’t know where I was going to live and I only had a few change of clothing, tossing here and there in people’s homes. That was a scary and disheartening feeling. Yet to hear that Beautiful has developed such a sweet spirit of love, humility, and gratitude, I see that I have even more reason to rejoice and praise God for He indeed has been merciful to me. I pray that God’s will be done in her life. Our Heavenly Father promised that if we abide in Him, He will abide in us. And if we abide in Him, then we have the mind of Christ Jesus; therefore, if we have the mind of Christ, then we will have the Father’s will in mind and heart, and whatever we ask, God has promised to provide if we ask according to His will. I will continue to pray and believe that this young lady gets the desire of her heart, which is probably to be set free from her infirmity. Physical bondage and limitations are just as burdensome as spiritual bondage and limitations. It is a weight that one longs to throw off! Nevertheless, to keep her eyes fixed on Christ in the midst of the tremendous physical limitations, homelessness, and a host of other trying circumstances and factors–therein is such a measure of faith with which Jesus Himself was amazed. May God bless her mind, heart, soul, and body.

If it is the Father’s will to heal her, I am praying that he reveals to her how He intends to use her powerfully in His Body of believers thereafter.

Anyway, I do not mean to talk so much. It is just that my mind was still going after our conversation ended tonight, as it always does. It is wonderful to hear about the testimony of God in other believer’s lives and see in my mind how He is moving all things to fulfill His great purpose. I can’t wait to see what God has in store for her.

I will continue to pray for her, that God’s will be done in her and in her life. I will also continue to pray for you and the Lord’s community. I pray that you all have a peaceful night’s rest in Jesus name.

All my love,

Jamie

P.S. I am going to be praying especially for you, General Deborah. I cannot imagine what it is like being a spritual mother to so many of God’s children, nor the potential disappointment that comes along with that position in Christ. I realize that you have been hurt a lot a long the way in your ministry. But I am praying to God that the amount of hurt and weariness you have felt over the years be matched with a triple outpouring of exquisite love and joy from Him and from God’s children who are blessed and fruitful in the Lord!

On Fri, Apr 5, 2013 at 12:15 AM, Jamie Bridgewater <bridgewater.jamie@gmail.com> wrote:

Dear General Deborah,

It was very nice receiving a phone call from you this evening! I thank God all the time for our conversations. They are very edifying and continue to challenge me to glorify God in even more things and ways in my life. After our conversation, I was thinking a lot about Beautiful.

I am amazed at her love and adoration for Jesus despite her physical limitations and difficult circumstance. Praise God! It is so refreshing. I was also thinking about God’s name for her. I know that God does everything with purpose. I began to think about the times in the Bible when God changed people’s names to what He wanted them to be called, like Sarai/Sarah, Jacob/Israel, Abram/Abraham. One thing with God, when He picks a name for His children, it is and will be made manifest. God knows Beautiful’s heart. He is making her beautiful and will continue to do so as long as she keeps her first love Christ. What a lesson for me to gaze on and remember.

My heart goes out to her. Every morning I thank God for a roof over my head because I remember how sad and confused I felt after hurricane Sandy when I didn’t know where I was going to live and I only had a few change of clothing, tossing here and there in people’s homes. That was a scary and disheartening feeling. Yet to hear that Beautiful has developed such a sweet spirit of love, humility, and gratitude, I see that I have even more reason to rejoice and praise God for He indeed has been merciful to me. I pray that God’s will be done in her life. Our Heavenly Father promised that if we abide in Him, He will abide in us. And if we abide in Him, then we have the mind of Christ Jesus; therefore, if we have the mind of Christ, then we will have the Father’s will in mind and heart, and whatever we ask, God has promised to provide if we ask according to His will. I will continue to pray and believe that this young lady gets the desire of her heart, which is probably to be set free from her infirmity. Physical bondage and limitations are just as burdensome as spiritual bondage and limitations. It is a weight that one longs to throw off! Nevertheless, to keep her eyes fixed on Christ in the midst of the tremendous physical limitations, homelessness, and a host of other trying circumstances and factors–therein is such a measure of faith with which Jesus Himself was amazed. May God bless her mind, heart, soul, and body.

If it is the Father’s will to heal her, I am praying that he reveals to her how He intends to use her powerfully in His Body of believers thereafter.

Anyway, I do not mean to talk so much. It is just that my mind was still going after our conversation ended tonight, as it always does. It is wonderful to hear about the testimony of God in other believer’s lives and see in my mind how He is moving all things to fulfill His great purpose. I can’t wait to see what God has in store for her.

I will continue to pray for her, that God’s will be done in her and in her life. I will also continue to pray for you and the Lord’s community. I pray that you all have a peaceful night’s rest in Jesus name.

All my love,

Jamie

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings also in Jesus name! Indeed, God is leading us on in truth, and I am so very thankful! I am so glad to hear that you had a good day labouring for the Lord. I pray that all of the Lord’s community is healthy and joyful.

I also pray that God continues to use the missionary in El Salvador–Healing is a very powerful ministry. It is sometimes easier for people to believe the Gospel followed by signs and wonders because the carnal mind loves the visual or physical manifestations for some reason. When Jesus walked the earth, He exhorted the spectators and Pharisees alike to believe on the miracles He had performed if only for the sake of the miracles. Most Hispanics are Catholic for some reason. In fact, in my short life, I have not met one who isn’t, so I understand how that culture can be steeped in such religious deception. I hope that God can use that missionary to pull as many souls as possible out of the fire in El Salvador.

I had a good day. I thought about Jesus all day and prayed to Him to help me to stay strong in the face of the task before me to pack up and sell my things. Since I got home around 6:30-7:00pm, I have not stopped adding things to Amazon to try to get them sold. Some of the things, I do not know how I would package them if they sold, but I am trusting God to make a way. I am using whatever avenue God points me to. Tomorrow, I am hoping to finish up boxing the few things that God said I can keep, along with the stereo set for the Lord’s community. Would you all by chance like me to send my professional juicer and Vitamix blender? I used the blender to make smoothies and the huicer to get juice out of tough vegetables and fruits. If you think the community has no need for these items, then I will sell them, but if you think they can be of use, please let me know, and I will send ship them.

By next week, I should be able to begin shipping things bit by bit. I will let you know whenever I send a package via USPS media mail. Also, I never thought of using your address for the return address. That is very smart, so I will do that from now onward. Thank you for that shipping tip!

By the way, I read another book today that your husband wrote on women in ministry. He really confronts this controversies and dogmas head on, in length and breath! I wish more men would see their horrendous mistake and repent for oppressing women. The oppression is like a plague that stalks the land. It is difficult being a woman in this world with all the chauvinists ready to step on women. I am blessed to see God raise up a man to say such fierce truths. As a woman, I confess that your husband’s Holy-Spirit filled teachings on this subject shocked even me! So even women do not know that their oppression is not part of God’s ultimate plan. What a shame for us. Well thank God for men who are filled, refined, and taught by the Holy Spirit to love their sisters in Christ and equals and valuable members in the Body of Christ. How refreshing!

I may be up for a while getting things in order here and there and then read my Bible and talk to Jesus before bed. I pray that you have a pleasant night’s rest and blessed day at Market tomorrow.

Love,

Jamie

On Fri, Apr 5, 2013 at 6:00 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Greetings in Jesus may we be thankful for His good ways which lead us ever

onward in the truth, the light, and the mercies every single day. Do pray that this

finds you finding your life in Jesus and being thankful for the same. Had a good day

in the Lord and of course working as usual.

Heard from a missionary in El Salvador who works down there he said the gang

related violence is terrible there and many suffer from death and injury due to the same.

He is laboring hard but has not mastered the language and is frustrated over that. However

He said that the Lord is moving for him greatly through healing so praise God they will have

to believe by the signs. He said that nation has had Catholicism for over five hundred years.

Do hope you had a good day and thank God we can learn each day to abide in Him.

Tomorrow is market day for us, so we are trusting the Lord to bring in the souls He wants.

When you mail the packages media mail, use our address for the return as well as the send to

address, that way it will come to us either way. And of course when the first mailing is sent let

us know so we can watch for the same.

Great is the faithfulness of our God who reigns supreme, and how privileged we are to abide in His good ways.

Love and prayers, General Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Greeting in Jesus! I am so glad that General Jim took the time to do extensive research on the topic of women oppression in the ministry. This series of booklets are definitely going in my “heart” pile (the section for booklets that I absolutely love and will read numerous times). You know, when I was growing up, I was made to believe that is it was such a shame be a woman, as if everything I touched became evil or contaminated, as if the only thing I could do was cause trouble. That feeling was almost too much to bear, and it was emotionally and mentally painful to see how I was treated. I felt like a curse no matter how hard I tried to just do things right and stay out of trouble. But all the points, evidence, and refutations given by General Jim in his teachings are crystal clear and cut at the heart and root of such deadly oppression. You know, from the time I was born again in 2008, I always wondered what God could use me for if I was to keep silent. I wondered if being silent was serving God. As General Jim points out again and again, the pastors in churches are some of the most misogynistic people in the world. I had two different pastors between 2008-2011, and guess what, they wouldn’t let the women in the church do anything (well, unless it was the pastor’s daughter. Other members seemed not worthy enough to come into the presence of God)!! It was sickening to me. If women did anything, they had to organize it on another day of the week or after church, and it could only have other women in attendance. I am telling you, it is the very churches that are the strongest proponent of misogynistic doctrines. This is so true. What the Holy Spirit has revealed to your husband is a wonder indeed! I know that not all women seek to fulfill a greater service to God and their brothers and sisters in Christ, but it is very refreshing to hear a man speak/write with such Biblical insight on such a sensitive and far-reaching issue. I am so please to know that the Jezebels have not discouraged him because I know how wicked a Jezebel woman can be, enough to make a man wonder if indeed the female is cursed. Praise God!

I am puzzled about something: Is General Jim a twin? I get confused between General James and General Jim. Sometimes, I see the name General James on the chalkboard behind who I think is General Jim and vice verse, and in this teaching series on Women in Ministry, even though I know that your husband wrote them, it says it is written by General James Green. So I am wondering if General Jim and General James are twins. This is just one of those little things that trick me all the time. I apologize.

I pray that you all had a wonderful day at Market winning lost souls to the Lord Jesus. I pray that you all are keeping well. I was off to a slow start today because I went to bed at 6am on Saturday. I stayed up all night praying, organizing, measuring, and planning different things regarding Operation Evacuation (I like the name you gave my pending move from NY). Today, I decided to go and stretch my legs around the block, and you wouldn’t believe what I encountered in my own building! I left my apartment, and opened the elevator, and five men were in the elevator, and one of them had a video camera filming one of the others while he was rapping to some song playing in the background! I was flabbergasted. It seems they were filming a music video or something. They assured me that I was not in the shot. It seems they were filming in the elevator as it went up and down and people got on and off. Then when I got down to the first floor in the lobby, people were everywhere (you know these kinds of people have to have their entourage wherever they go, disturbing the peace!) How weird is that, General Deborah!! If there was any doubt in my mind that I had to leave New York, then it would have been smashed today after that sight. The wickedness is no longer confined to a set place like a club or “outside”; it is now right in my building of residence, in my elevator even! I wonder what they gonna do next to push lewdness in my face? I do not want anything to do with the filth. I rebuke it. When I came back in the building, I just took the stairs up to the 7th floor, which was a workout for me indeed, but I just wanted to avoid that slimy scene so much.

Other than that shocking scene, I had a nice restful day though and was able to begin reading some of the book of Esdras. I am just getting a chance to begin reading through the Apocrypha, so I am excited about that.

I will do as you suggest and hold off on packing the juicer and Vita-Mix right now so I can use them for the remainder time. that is wise. Thank you for suggesting that I hold them because I am so ready to pack up everything and wait for God to say, “go.” It is funny in my mind sometimes.

I will continue to lift up Beautiful in prayer. What a wonder when God continues to require us to go deeper and deeper into Him. That is so beautiful. I pray that God has His way in her life and that she surrenders even more of herself to God. When it is God who brings us into a new identity in Him, we will never find ourselves regretting it because it is always so sweet in the end. So I will pray for her.

I pray that you all have a restful and peaceful evening in Jesus name.

Love,

Jamie

On Sat, Apr 6, 2013 at 6:11 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

This will be short due to the fact that we will be leaving soon for market, but

wanted to say Yes God made women and General Jim has been a champion

of the same in the sense of their place of usefulness in service unto the Lord.

When we first went to Africa the men did not believe women or children had souls.

We had a lot of work to do on that one, but now there are women there who are in useful

service to the Lord and are respected in the same. He (my husband) has done much

research on the subject and even though we have faced many disappointments with women,

e.g. Maura and daughter to name a couple, He continues to believe that God intended women

to be useful for His Kingdom and to champion the same.

Yes, we can use the juicer and the Vita-mix, but you should not pack them immediately in case

you need the health benefits of the same. We are continuing to pray for you, keep praying for

Beautiful as she is being challenged by God to leave that identity and take on a new one in Him.

Thank God we can go forward in the Lord. Have a good day with love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Thank you for explaining the shortened names that Americans use. I did not know that. My day went very well today. I did my Bible studies as planned. I feel as if I am making progress overall. I wish that I could have gotten more done though, but my body just was a little weaker than I had hoped today. I guess both of us had an eventful weekend then because yesterday had its surprises for me as well. But I am sorry to hear about that drunkard yesterday in your booth. Alcohol changes a person into a monster. I am thankful that God had His angels protecting you because alcoholics can be very violent people. People do not realize just how much satan hates them and wants to destroy their precious soul. The soul of a person is invaluable. If these people could only see how satan has marred their minds and their souls, they would see that a lot of what they do is just plain ugly!

I am so happy to hear that a Mormon was saved! How wonderful! I wonder sometimes what happens after people are saved from various religious traps if they maintain their new-found faith and how. I pray that he maintains his faith in Jesus Christ alone now. What a glorious moment when you realize that Jesus Christ is truly Lord, the Son of God.

It is windy here in NY as well, so I can only imagine how gusty the wind is there in NM. I can’t wait for God to say I am ready to work in the fields of harvest too! I want all of God, not part. By the way, did you the post office return my package to you all? Seems satan got a hold of my package! Maybe God let that happen for a reason, but I am not sure. But I am trusting God to have His way in my life ultimately.

Last night I had a dream I think: in the dream in the middle of nowhere, an evil spirit scratched my back (not to cut me, but to annoy me). In my dream, I turned around and there was this invisible thing, but it had on clothing, a blue pants and a yellow torn shirt, and it had something like a make-shift mask out of black clothing (poorly fashioned I might add, and I do not know why it would need a mask if it was invisible in the first place. It may have wanted to make itself visible to me in some way. Who knows). Anyway, for some reason, I was not scared out of my wits (praise God!), just annoyed at the thing. I just told it: “Jesus loves me, so GET AWAY FROM ME!” Then it left acting as if it wasn’t trying to harm me. I think it kind of chuckled a little. Then I opened my eyes and began praying to Jesus, and repenting, and covering myself in the Blood of Jesus Christ. What a weird experience. I do not know why that would happen to me. I only want dreams from Jesus. I hope I am not doing anything to encourage these things to come around me. I do not know if other born-again believers have these kinds of experiences. Either way, I am not proud of these experiences at all. I can’t wait for God to complete my deliverance, then I hope not to have such dreams anymore because I know they are from the enemy of my soul. Please pray for me.

I know that you all will find Joshua’s teaching edifying, so praise God! it is such a pleasure to listen to the uncontaminated Word of the Lord. Have a lovely evening in the Lord.

Love,

Jamie

On Sun, Apr 7, 2013 at 4:05 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Sister Jamie,

Greetings once again in the name of Jesus, the lover of our souls. Here is the answer

to your question regarding General James Green, he is General Jim Green. In the language

here in America, Jim is the shortened name for James, just as Dick is the shortened name for

Richard, Bill for William, Bob for Robert. SO GENERAL JAMES AND GENERAL JIM ARE THE

SAME MAN AND HE IS MY HUSBAND OF ALL THESE YEARS.

Praise God he is very glad to hear that you are benefiting from the teachings as he put a lot

of labor into the research, the teaching, and the presentation of those wonderful messages.

How is your day going, we had a good day yesterday and market, a drunkard came at me when

I was preaching and was pounding the pulpit, screaming at me, and giving me the devil sign

telling me he was angry. He kept it up then he got very abusive with foul language then I yelled

at him loudly to get out with that language and he got pushed back by my words. Then one of

his companions tried to move him away and the bouncer came and threatened him and he was

taken away by his companions. It was indeed a strange thing, but he is so convicted because he

knows he is doing wrong and yet he is trapped. Ugly to see what sin does to human souls.

But there were a lot of good things too, led one Mormon man to the Lord and he wept with many

tears as he prayed the salvation prayer. What is the prison of religion compared to the sweetness of

the Savior?

Praise God we had a lot of strong wind as we always do here in New Mexico in the Spring, California

had the same wind but it is so congested, it holds back the wind. But here it is in the “natural” and we

get it all. So endured another day in the fields of harvest.

Today we have had a good day in the Lord, Joshua is going to teach tonight so will go to meeting at five

thirty. Do pray that you are doing fine and making progress there in your labors. Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

P.S. I almost for got to tell you something else: one of the most touching revelations that General Jim presents in this teaching is that “women are a part of God.” I really did not know that at all. Do you know what a wonderful light went off in my soul upon reading that and hearing him explain that? I never knew that I was a part of God’s heart. I thought women were somehow just “out there”…just dangling in the midst of God’s creation. I thought He only wanted men in His presence because somehow they were better and stronger than women. I thought men were closer to an example of how God Himself may be fashioned. I tell you, I have such a deeper understanding of who I am in Christ. It is so good to be accepted by God regardless of my gender. In two short days, my relationship with God has changed just from reading that one single truth. I don’t stand afar off (I didn’t realize I was doing this unconsciously) and talk to God anymore, afraid to come close to talk to Him because I am female and somehow fluffy and useless. Just to know that I am part of Him made me cry tears of joy (for the freshness of the revelation) and tears of sorrow (for all the time I wasted thinking God didn’t fully love me because I was a woman). All of this looks so silly when I write it, but it is the truth of how I felt, and didn’t even realize that I was holding on to such terrible misconceptions within myself. I am so touched. Thank God for His truth! Another layer of shame just got chopped off of me (Do you think I just got delivered from the demon(s) of shame? I think I did!). Praise God! :”)

On Sun, Apr 7, 2013 at 7:41 PM, Jamie Bridgewater <bridgewater.jamie@gmail.com> wrote:

Dear General Deborah,

Thank you for explaining the shortened names that Americans use. I did not know that. My day went very well today. I did my Bible studies as planned. I feel as if I am making progress overall. I wish that I could have gotten more done though, but my body just was a little weaker than I had hoped today. I guess both of us had an eventful weekend then because yesterday had its surprises for me as well. But I am sorry to hear about that drunkard yesterday in your booth. Alcohol changes a person into a monster. I am thankful that God had His angels protecting you because alcoholics can be very violent people. People do not realize just how much satan hates them and wants to destroy their precious soul. The soul of a person is invaluable. If these people could only see how satan has marred their minds and their souls, they would see that a lot of what they do is just plain ugly!

I am so happy to hear that a Mormon was saved! How wonderful! I wonder sometimes what happens after people are saved from various religious traps if they maintain their new-found faith and how. I pray that he maintains his faith in Jesus Christ alone now. What a glorious moment when you realize that Jesus Christ is truly Lord, the Son of God.

It is windy here in NY as well, so I can only imagine how gusty the wind is there in NM. I can’t wait for God to say I am ready to work in the fields of harvest too! I want all of God, not part. By the way, did you the post office return my package to you all? Seems satan got a hold of my package! Maybe God let that happen for a reason, but I am not sure. But I am trusting God to have His way in my life ultimately.

Last night I had a dream I think: in the dream in the middle of nowhere, an evil spirit scratched my back (not to cut me, but to annoy me). In my dream, I turned around and there was this invisible thing, but it had on clothing, a blue pants and a yellow torn shirt, and it had something like a make-shift mask out of black clothing (poorly fashioned I might add, and I do not know why it would need a mask if it was invisible in the first place. It may have wanted to make itself visible to me in some way. Who knows). Anyway, for some reason, I was not scared out of my wits (praise God!), just annoyed at the thing. I just told it: “Jesus loves me, so GET AWAY FROM ME!” Then it left acting as if it wasn’t trying to harm me. I think it kind of chuckled a little. Then I opened my eyes and began praying to Jesus, and repenting, and covering myself in the Blood of Jesus Christ. What a weird experience. I do not know why that would happen to me. I only want dreams from Jesus. I hope I am not doing anything to encourage these things to come around me. I do not know if other born-again believers have these kinds of experiences. Either way, I am not proud of these experiences at all. I can’t wait for God to complete my deliverance, then I hope not to have such dreams anymore because I know they are from the enemy of my soul. Please pray for me.

I know that you all will find Joshua’s teaching edifying, so praise God! it is such a pleasure to listen to the uncontaminated Word of the Lord. Have a lovely evening in the Lord.

Love,

Jamie

On Sun, Apr 7, 2013 at 4:05 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Sister Jamie,

Greetings once again in the name of Jesus, the lover of our souls. Here is the answer

to your question regarding General James Green, he is General Jim Green. In the language

here in America, Jim is the shortened name for James, just as Dick is the shortened name for

Richard, Bill for William, Bob for Robert. SO GENERAL JAMES AND GENERAL JIM ARE THE

SAME MAN AND HE IS MY HUSBAND OF ALL THESE YEARS.

Praise God he is very glad to hear that you are benefiting from the teachings as he put a lot

of labor into the research, the teaching, and the presentation of those wonderful messages.

How is your day going, we had a good day yesterday and market, a drunkard came at me when

I was preaching and was pounding the pulpit, screaming at me, and giving me the devil sign

telling me he was angry. He kept it up then he got very abusive with foul language then I yelled

at him loudly to get out with that language and he got pushed back by my words. Then one of

his companions tried to move him away and the bouncer came and threatened him and he was

taken away by his companions. It was indeed a strange thing, but he is so convicted because he

knows he is doing wrong and yet he is trapped. Ugly to see what sin does to human souls.

But there were a lot of good things too, led one Mormon man to the Lord and he wept with many

tears as he prayed the salvation prayer. What is the prison of religion compared to the sweetness of

the Savior?

Praise God we had a lot of strong wind as we always do here in New Mexico in the Spring, California

had the same wind but it is so congested, it holds back the wind. But here it is in the “natural” and we

get it all. So endured another day in the fields of harvest.

Today we have had a good day in the Lord, Joshua is going to teach tonight so will go to meeting at five

thirty. Do pray that you are doing fine and making progress there in your labors. Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Thank God! I am keeping well and remaining steadfast in the Lord. I can’t go a day without Him or else it is sure failure because then satan’s flaming arrows will get stuck in me. Today, I felt God’s angels around me–satan could not get through today. What a wonder! I am so thankful to God. He really protected my mind today while I was in the meeting that I had to sit through.

Now that you mention the link to rappers, that being did look like a gangster (a raggedy one at that), and you know what’s strange, it seemed to have a personality, as if it was trying to tell me that it wasn’t trying to hurt me. How terrible to think that thing may have followed me because of those men I crossed path with, but Jesus put the right words in my heart to rebuke it. Praise God!

Indeed, people are hearing the call from God. God is truly pouring gout His spirit, and I pray that people do not quench His Holy Spirit because these are fearsome times we are living in, and no one better be found without oil in their lamps. People better not be fooled by this sunny weather; they are half naked here in the city as if they are on a private beach. A female coworker said to me today, “Do you see how nice it is outside?” and I said, “Yes, it is nice…if you like looking at naked women, but I do not fancy doing that, so I prefer to stay in the building.” It sounds funny in my head now, but I was very serious when I said it, and still am.

But back to what I was trying to say before I got off track: I pray more people come forward for Jesus because He is worthy and priceless and incomparable to anything this world has to offer. Perhaps that is why Jesus wondered if He would find faith on the earth when He returned. This world is garbage compared to the loveliness and peace of Christ Jesus for sure. It would be very nice if that lady in Ireland does start an Ecclesia for God. I know God would surely bring His sheep to her. It is marvelous to see how the ACMTC light house is shining beams all over the world non-stop, to places like Ireland. God is getting glorified indeed. I am so thrilled!

By the way, I didn’t ship any box as yet. I am getting some boxes very soon. As soon as I get those boxes, then things will pick up a little. Not having the right box sizes has slowed me down somewhat, but I am doing other things in the mean time like compiling a list of the items I have for sale and trying to get pictures of them on my phone. But as soon as the first box is shipped, I will let you know. I have the box labels ready with your address and return address printed on them. Just waiting for the boxes.

I will continue to pray for Beautiful because I know too well how satan likes to slither into the picture that’s shaping up for God’s glory. I pray she presses through to fulfill whatever God has asked her to do. It is a fight to stay in the will of God, but we must remain steadfast.

I pray that you and the Lord’s community have a restful evening in Jesus name.

Love,

Jamie

On Tue, Apr 9, 2013 at 2:49 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God, do pray that this finds you well and continuing steadfast in the Lord.

We give honor and praise unto Jesus for this day and believe Him for one more

opportunity to labor for Him without ceasing. Here we are seeking the Lord’s mercies

as we realize our utter need of Him in these dark and sin sick times.

Wanted to mention with reference to the dream you had of the being touching your back,

it could easily have been demons from the rappers in the elevator.

There are so many demons now throughout the land that it is as though the whole land is

possessed and every where people are acting out the agendas of demons. Sad to see such

a hideous state of affairs and yet it is, because God’s own people refused to stand for Him in

integrity and honesty.

We heard from a woman in Ireland who is very interested in the concept of Ecclesia (community)

and so we sent her some teachings. Amazing how many people are hearing the call of the

Lord to community and how few are actually following through to obey the call. Nonetheless

we must continue steadfast in the Lord fulfilling Him in all that He asks. Have not heard from

Beautiful she must be under going backlash from the liar because she made a move towards the truth.

Pray you have a good day, love and prayers, General Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in Jesus name! Thank you so much for the update regarding the box of materials. The post office is lying indeed because they said that they could not find my box, and that they would call me. They never did. They are very frustrating to deal with, but I try not to let them discourage me. Please hold onto the box because I do not want you all to have to spend money again to ship it and the post office frustrates our efforts again. I apologize for the confusion. Thank you for your kindness and generosity. I appreciate you all so much! Please let me know what you suggest.

I am work right now. Today is a slower day for some reason. But I am not surprised because I prayed to God to please make today peaceful and help me to stay focused despite any pressure from my supervisor. God did not fail me at all. I am so glad.

Tomorrow, I am mailing you the Bibles that my coworker gave me. I was trying to see if any other coworkers had Bibles they wanted to dispose of first so that I could send all together. If no one else has Bibles they do not want by the end of today, I will mail off what I have for you tomorrow. The company will give me 30% discount on Bibles, so I will see what small, light-weight, and legible new Testament editions they have.

Indeed, I am so thankful to serve God everyday! Have a great day in Jesus name. Hope to talk to you soon.

Love,

Jamie

On Thu, Apr 11, 2013 at 12:27 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Good evening, just a quick note to let you know that we got the box back that

my husband had mailed to you. It said they tried to deliver it three times which

is more than likely a lie. Out here we had so many problems with the postal service,

they are overpaid, under worked and haughty, and accusatory rather than helpful.

So we are glad that we got the box back rather than it was destroyed. He is going to open in

the morning to make sure the discs are still all right.

Do pray you had a good day, for us we give thanks that we can continue in the mercies that

He gives every day. The weather here for the last two days has been strange, snowing then

melting immediately. But in the southwest we praise God for any moisture. We are continuing

to pray for you and thank God that He is near to all who seek Him. How wonderful it is to serve

JESUS EVERY SINGLE DAY. Love and prayers, General Deborah

Hi General Deborah,

I just got three boxes of free Spanish Bibles from American Bible Society! I had been asking around to see if they have extra resources not in use, but they are actually giving me three boxes of new Spanish Bibles. Praise God! I want to mail these boxes out today along with the box of Bibles I was saving up for you. The mail room said that the cheapest way to ship them is via FedEx,

Do you by chance have an address that I can send it to for FedEx? The mail room said that FedEx does not deliver to P.O. Boxes. If you do not have an address to receive them via FedEx, please let me know what would be a better option for me to ship them to you. I would have liked to ship them privately on my own time but they are a bit heavy for me to maneuver on my own.

Please let me know what you suggest.

Love,

Jamie

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of Jesus! What wonderful blessings I received from God today! I sent the four boxes of Espanol Bibles to you today via FedEx, so they should be there by next week Tuesday or Wednesday. As soon as I got the address, I got them shipped off. Thank you for responding so quickly.

Also, you will never believe what a blessed thing happened to me on the train this evening on my way home. I was reading ACMTC materials on the train as I always do, and a lady who was sitting next to me asked where I got my book from, if I got it from a church. I told her that I got my Christian literature from a community in New Mexico who love the Lord. Believe it or not, I ended up giving her the three books on Women’s Ministry that your husband wrote (for some reason I still had all three in my work bag, so I gave her my “heart books” willingly, and I showed her your email address on the back of your books and told her to write to you all and that you all would send her a pack of wonderful Christian literature.) We got off at the same train stop and we talked about Jesus in the train station for one hour and a half before parting ways. She is much older than me, maybe in her sixties, but we had such a wonderful conversation about Jesus. She said she stop going to church because of all the lies that pastors are telling in the pulpit, and she said that she used to listen to TBN a lot but that she finally realized that they were all liars.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you, her name is Beryl, and you can expect an email from her soon. She told me that she is trying to get a KJV Bible with a large enough font for her to read comfortably, so I told her I will help her to get a nice one. I know the perfect one for her. She also said that she wanted a Bible study guide/commentary so that she can read along and study the Bible on her own when she is home. She says that she reads her Bible and sings hymns by herself at home because the churches are too corrupt. When she emails you, please suggest to her a trusted commentary so that she can do her Bible study with. Whatever you suggest for her, I will get for myself too because I always wanted trusted notes to help me understand certain scriptures as I read on my own.

Well, God surely opened the heavens on my soul today!! I am so amazed. Praise God!

Have a blessed evening, you and the Lord’s community, and I hope to talk to you soon.

Love,

Jamie

On Fri, Apr 12, 2013 at 12:20 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie thank God for the Spanish Bibles

This is the address you can send them too, fed ex

Mrs. D.L. Green

Mile Marker 30, Highway 36

Fence Lake, New Mexico 87315

I pray this letter reaches you before closing time.

Praise the Lord we will make good use of these, Love and prayers, GD

Dear General Deborah,

Praise God I am so glad to hear about that young man! I can tell you he sounds like his soul has been cleansed! It feels so good to be redeemed, indeed! God answers fervent prayers from a pure heart. He truly does not desire that any should perish, and even if it takes three years, God will work it out for His glory. I am so happy to hear what God did today for you all at Market. I know God answered the prayers you prayed for me too, and it’s been decades I was plagued in my soul, but your prayers entreated God on my behalf. I was so helpless in all those chains, so I know that man’s soul is free. I pray that he holds onto his deliverance and cleansing. It is so precious.

I did get good rest today. I was extremely exhausted. I didn’t realize I was so tired, but then again, I was up late Friday in amazement and praising God because of what God did earlier that day. Later today, I stumbled upon something called “The forgotten books of Eden”. I read them all. What strange and interesting reading. I never read such things before, but they seem to line up with scripture. I couldn’t help wondering why such writings were not in the Bible in the first place. Seems someone forgot out some important stuff. So I will be praying about that over the next couple of days. I find that my weekends are turning into intense Bible study and reading for me. I find it challenging to sleep because there are so many things I am reading. I like it a lot. I am extremely captivated by the things of God.

St. Kitts does have interesting history. I think that almost all of the Caribbean countries have similar histories because they were grouped together during the plantation era and then when they were declared as British territories. Their histories overlap somewhat because of proximity and size.

I pray that you all have a restful evening in Jesus name.

Love,

Jamie

On Sun, Apr 14, 2013 at 12:30 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God for His goodness, His truth and His light which are given to bring forth

His life in us. We had a good market day, one younger Native that I have been praying

with for a while, very strong judgment prayers from me, which he consents to regarding his

addiction to alcohol. Well today he came in and he was happy, looked well and presented me

with an essay that I had told him to write me about two or three years ago. He said he almost

died of alcohol poisoning and kidney failure. Now he said he has not had a drink in three

weeks. For him that was a great victory and he wanted to thank me for praying for him.

I thanked God for answering my prayers, because I do at times pray that some of these ones

will face death to see what they are doing to themselves. So the Lord moved and he is very

repentant and praying a lot he said.

Had some other good ones, some tragedies, etc. But wherever there is alcohol, there is trouble

so have to expect that. But we do see the Lord do many miracles among these people and we

rejoice in that. Many of them are very receptive to the Lord because they are so needy.

Pray you had a good day there and got refreshed from the rest today. Am looking forward to

tomorrow and what else the Lord will do. My son has been reading up on the island you are from

amazing history he says. Love and prayers, General Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Thank you for warning me about what I eat. I did not know to stay away from that reading. I will not read anything like that again. It is true that only Jesus touched me. So I will continue to listen to Him and obey Him. I will just read my Bible and a few other books that He tells me to read for certain.

Thank you, again, for the warning. I will definitely not meddle with such things again.

Love,

Jamie

On Sun, Apr 14, 2013 at 4:50 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Pray this finds you well. Now here is how it is, with the Lord, the bible tells us, that

knowledge puffs up but the Spirit gives us life. I don’t know about the Forgotten books of

Eden, I have read one called the Lost books of Eden. And yes, some seems to line up with

the Bible but the factor is that we do not need to eat everything that comes along because it

can make us sick and we don’t know why. Now at this stage of the game what you

need most is not excess knowledge but relationship with Jesus and obedience to His Voice.

As you know from your background with as many churches as you attended in your younger

years, that all of the knowledge in those places did not touch you nor alter your life but it was

JESUS WHO DID THAT FOR YOU. You also know that you almost lost that because of sin, then

unforgiveness which is also sin. So as God spoke to me after I read your letter so must I speak

to you and that is stay in the straight and narrow with the Lord and only read what He appoints. Now

I am addressing you as a disciple not as a churchite. You stay in the frame work the Lord has for you and

cultivate obedience to His Voice.

Now think about what I have said and I will expect your input back. Because you see my dear the greatest

asset we can gain in NOT KNOWLEDGE BUT OBEDIENCE TO THE WILL OF THE FATHER AND TO THE ]

VOICE OF THE LORD. Love and prayers, General Deborah

P.S. I have learned in the natural that I do not eat what I want but what the Lord has dictated is

good for me and after years of physical suffering I do not have the same trauma as I used to under

go by keeping my intake in obedience. Same thing is true in the Spiritual, eat what He wants and you have

abundant life, eat what you want and get sick, proud, feeble and even dead!!!!

P.S. I am looking through the few books that I have and wondering which of them might be offending God as well. I prayed about it to Him. Now everything looks poisonous, so I am willing to get rid of them all if I can’t tell them apart because I do not want to be sick or disobey God by looking into things I should not. Do you think reading the Apocrypha will make me spiritually sick? And I have a small book written by Derek Prince entitled “Does your Tongue Need Healing?” I have four Bibles, two hymnals, and three books on health written by Don Colbert. I also have two English text books and one Spanish text book I used in college. Those are the ones that I did not hear God bring on my radar to throw away, but it is possible that I did not hear Him if He told me to throw those away, so I am going back over those books. I do not want to be a fool again nor hurt God with my sin. Please let me know if the Holy Spirit moves you to tell me about any of the books I mentioned.

On Sun, Apr 14, 2013 at 10:22 AM, Jamie Bridgewater <bridgewater.jamie@gmail.com> wrote:

Dear General Deborah,

Thank you for warning me about what I eat. I did not know to stay away from that reading. I will not read anything like that again. It is true that only Jesus touched me. So I will continue to listen to Him and obey Him. I will just read my Bible and a few other books that He tells me to read for certain.

Thank you, again, for the warning. I will definitely not meddle with such things again.

Love,

Jamie

On Sun, Apr 14, 2013 at 4:50 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Pray this finds you well. Now here is how it is, with the Lord, the bible tells us, that

knowledge puffs up but the Spirit gives us life. I don’t know about the Forgotten books of

Eden, I have read one called the Lost books of Eden. And yes, some seems to line up with

the Bible but the factor is that we do not need to eat everything that comes along because it

can make us sick and we don’t know why. Now at this stage of the game what you

need most is not excess knowledge but relationship with Jesus and obedience to His Voice.

As you know from your background with as many churches as you attended in your younger

years, that all of the knowledge in those places did not touch you nor alter your life but it was

JESUS WHO DID THAT FOR YOU. You also know that you almost lost that because of sin, then

unforgiveness which is also sin. So as God spoke to me after I read your letter so must I speak

to you and that is stay in the straight and narrow with the Lord and only read what He appoints. Now

I am addressing you as a disciple not as a churchite. You stay in the frame work the Lord has for you and

cultivate obedience to His Voice.

Now think about what I have said and I will expect your input back. Because you see my dear the greatest

asset we can gain in NOT KNOWLEDGE BUT OBEDIENCE TO THE WILL OF THE FATHER AND TO THE ]

VOICE OF THE LORD. Love and prayers, General Deborah

P.S. I have learned in the natural that I do not eat what I want but what the Lord has dictated is

good for me and after years of physical suffering I do not have the same trauma as I used to under

go by keeping my intake in obedience. Same thing is true in the Spiritual, eat what He wants and you have

abundant life, eat what you want and get sick, proud, feeble and even dead!!!!

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in Jesus name! Thank you for your encouragement. I see how satan has been trying tirelessly to make me sin and to lure me away from the way that Jesus has set out for me that leads to life and not death. You are right that I am so used to studying. And my weakness is that I love reading because it relaxes me. I used to think that reading was one activity I could do that wouldn’t get me in trouble and keep me from being a busy body, but I see now that satan has and seeks to contaminate even the most innocent activities, hobbies, habits, and interests etc.

I have turned my attention back to Jesus in full. I do not want to be ingesting doctrines of devils. I prefer God to intervene and warn me instead of letting me end up poisoned, sick, or puffed up. I thank God for catching me so early on before I read too many poor literature. Please be assured that I understand all that you have said, and I know that learning to hear God and distinguish between His voice and the voice of the enemy is vital–it is between life and death. One thing thing is certain, there is a devil behind every bush, so I must know the Lord, or I will be tricked and devoured by the enemy of my soul. I do not want that to happen at all.

Thank you for your guidance.

Love,

Jamie

On Sun, Apr 14, 2013 at 2:06 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Greetings in Jesus Christ our Lord. Not a long letter as I will try and call tonight,

Lord willing. But want to encourage you because you are in a good place with

the Lord because He is moving you to action in Him and for His Kingdom. Therefore

keep alert and realize the devil will use many devices to stray us away from the way of the Lord.

I don’t know of the health books but the others are probably okay and that may be too.

About the Apochrypha I have also read that and truthfully I find some of it to be folk tales,

some of it is probably legitimate. But the main thing is that God wants you now to really

stay attentive to Him and that it is the requirement He has for you. Because you are so

used to studying from so many years in school, that is where these snares can come, but

when I got saved, the Lord did not allow me to read ANY BOOK FOR THE FIRST FIVE YEARS

except the King James Version of the Bible. Before that I was a voracious reader which led

me into sin as a college student then into a hippie, so He knew despite my greed for knowledge

that I needed to be curtailed, in order to learn to know Him and hear His voice.

Realize that the Lord puts us into the narrow way to train us for His purposes not to deprive us, but

really to make us useful to Him as good servants, and then sons and daughters.

Love and prayers, General Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

I am keeping well, praise God! Today was a challenging day mostly because of all of that drama after 3pm, but what made it more bearable was that I was just so happy to serve and praise God despite the hell and hypocrisy around me. I just kept humming to myself. I was joyful, so that’s a good day in my opinion. Like you said, it’s about remembering to thank God despite the circumstances. It is so beautiful to be kept by God. You know you are kept by God when nothing can take away the joy he put in your heart, not even the media–which is always trying to extort and distort.

Today, when the news of that bomb started spreading around the office, I did not even flinch. You know that lady who loaned me her Apocrypha book (which I returned promptly to her today as the Lord had instructed), she said that I need to learn compassion. I then told her, “What more can anyone say to people who are running for a corruptible crown?! Repent and believe the Gospel, and stop wasting your life is what I say!” She thinks I am not compassionate. Well, I already talked to God about how I feel about the whole thing. Nobody gets born-again by getting their back rubbed. Nobody I ever knew got born -again by somebody giving them a bubble bath in lies and coddling and nursing their sin. It is the blazing truth of the wrath of God that wakes people up, not some false compassion. I saw a lot of false compassion at work today. I mean people looking like they about to faint. I had to ask the lady who sits next to me (the one who resembles the other young lady from November), “Who do you know in Boston why you are so distraught?” She really put on a show today. I was sick of it all. When I looked at what them people were doing before they were injured, I say glory be to God because they chose to worship at the alter of marathon. They love sports and fun over God who gives life. They could spend time studying the history of the birds and the bees, but they refuse to acknowledge the Creator of the birds and the bees. It is true. And is the same way I would like someone to be frank with me if I am in sin. Better to be corrected than dead I say.

I do not like the drama at all, and it is all I got since 3pm today. My day was bearable enough without the antics of people. They trying to make me feel as if if I am not in the hysteria with them that I am heartless. If I do not gap at the scenes before me that the media present, then I am cold as a stone they imply. Well, God never said to take my eyes off of Him and stop praising Him. I just didn’t blink at the news. If I am heartless, then I prayed for God to teach me the way. I do not want to get sucked into the media hype and the frenzy though, so I prefer to be cautious when I see such large displays of emotion like what I saw today. The media is playing the same trauma scenes over and over everywhere you turn. They can keep their fear. They have the wrong kind of fear. They fear “terrorists” but can’t fear God. Why?

I heard that they are now planning to check IDs for people to ride the subway system. Well I wish them all the best with that: thousands of people rushing to work all-day every-day and ten cops checking everybody IDs. This is going to be interesting to watch satan set his stage for confusion through greedy, shadowy government officials.

Well, despite the antics of today, I still had a good day, because it began with prayer and praise and ended with prayer and praise, and I am grateful to God to be alive to praise and serve Him alone. I tell people all the time, “Nobody is getting out of this world alive, so better to be right with God because you can get plucked at any moment.” God never told me once to take my eyes off of Him to go looking into the rubble. So I did as I was instructed by the Master, and looked only at and to Him.

Anyway, enough about that (I just had to update you on how that all unfolded over on my end), but it is always a pleasure to hear of God moving to save His people, the ones forgotten and neglected by the fat shepherds. Praise God for bringing in more souls to the light of Jesus. satan will not prevail. It is sweet to be redeemed and free from chains, indeed. I pray that all 22 people hold onto the truth and never let it go. The omnipotence of God is such that I hope never to tire of its brilliance.

I am here winding down for the night and getting ready to read the Bible to see what else God wants to teach me about being pleasing to Him. I love my lessons with Him.

I pray that you and the Lord’s community are feeling joyful and refreshed from today’s labour. I pray that you all have a peaceful rest tonight in Jesus name.

Love,

Jamie

On Mon, Apr 15, 2013 at 6:04 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Pray that this finds you well, did you have a hard day? For me I had a good day kept remembering

to praise the Lord despite any and every thing. God blessed our outreach teams today they prayed

with 22 people, we thank God for that. It is amazing how many people are so needy yet never get harvested

by the normal means of the cumbersome church. Good to be able to bring people to the Lord right

on the streets.

So now America will be in “false hysteria” over the bombings which are probably another Government

job. So now what do they want to take away from everybody as the whole nation is supposed to tremble

in fear over the terrorists and live in greater dependency on the government which is going to do what,

pass more laws?

Hope you are faring well today and continuing steadfast in the Master. Keep in touch, love and prayers,

General Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

The Bibles that you received today are from me. I purchased them as a gift for ACMTC. I asked God if I could buy those small New Testaments, and He said that I could give you all that from my heart. It was not paid for on credit. I bought it with my own money as a gift (I purchased them last week even before the company offered to give me Bibles). I am certainly monitoring my spending and trying my best to pay off everything. Please use them as the Lord leads.

The other 4 boxes of Bibles that I received from ABS are one their way still. FedEx is experiencing delays with deliveries because of heightened security measures. I pray that the other boxes get to you all soon and safely.

Love,

Jamie

On Tue, Apr 16, 2013 at 4:24 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God pray this finds you well. Two boxes of bibles arrived today. One was a box of Spanish New

Testament bibles. The other box had some mixture of Spanish New Testaments and some ESV English

New Testaments. Now in this order there is a packing slip which says the order was billed to you and sent

to me, is this the order you told me was given to you for free. I called Christian book and they said that the

order was billed to you and paid with a VISA card. I do pray that you did not have to pay this amount which for

these two boxes and any others that might come was one hundred forty five dollars and twenty cents.

I am thankful for the Bibles, but I certainly do not want you to spend the money at a time like this when you

are trying to get your finances paid off.

Please let me know as I would like to know because if you did not order these and they billed you then we

will ship them back, but if you bought them then we will make use of them. Love and prayers, General Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Praise God! I am so happy that you all like your gift. I took special care to choose those out for you from the bottom of my heart. It was a small way of thanking you all for your prayers that help to set my spirit free in Jesus name! Now that I think deeper about what you have said, it must be that the Lord multiplied the small seed greatly to feed many souls in El Paso and El Salvador; you have rightly discerned the hand of the Lord. What a wonder! I thank God for being so merciful to us!

I am having a good evening, indeed. No matter what happens or my short comings during this obstacle course, I tell Jesus all the time that I am looking to Him and that I am trusting Him to finish the work that He began in me.

Just as I suspected, security is tight at all the major train stops in NY. They are searching bags randomly, just like they did during 9/11. I experienced some train delays, probably because of random checks on trains, but I am not sure. But so far, no cops have checked my ID or my bag, thank God (I wouldn’t want them to make me too late for work with their formalities). The checks will probably intensify in the aftermath. I am not looking forward to that though. But it makes me smile to know that you all continue onward and upward, unmolested despite the nationwide hysteria. That is a blessing from the living God, which I hope to partake of in a few months Lord willing. If Greyhound is going to get me to to NM faster, I will definitely be taking the bus instead of Amtrak. The Lord knows it would be difficult for me to sit for three days (or more) straight unless my life depends on it.

I will be joining you all in prayer for Beautiful. I always wonder about her on a daily basis, if she is keeping well. I did not get a chance to ask you about her on Sunday, but it is so good to hear that she has received confirmation from the Lord and that she will be able to travel so expeditiously! Greyhound is very good with ticket pricing as long as you can get your ticket in advance, so she will not be disappointed. The hand of God is not short at all, and He will surely protect, guide, and strengthen her. I will definitely be praying for God to keep, bless, and move her along nicely in his will. I am sure that her life has been filled with bitter trials. Nevertheless, doesn’t it give God even more glory when someone can taste that kind of bitterness and still have a sweet disposition toward God and mankind? It does, so God is glorified. What a little trooper she is. Thank God.

I pray that you all have a peaceful evening in Jesus name.

Love,

Jamie

On Tue, Apr 16, 2013 at 5:38 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Thank you again for the gift and yes we receive them, giving thanks to the Lord.

When we look at it realistically what do we see? That after you sacrificed to give that

gift then the Lord moved and you received more. So yes we are thankful for those

that arrived today and guess what on Thursday our team is going to El Paso so I will

send some with them to give out as they usually see souls who are Mexican come to

Jesus who do not understand English enough and need a Spanish bible and also will

send some to the missionary in El Salvador. So the gifts received today will be sent forth

and yes it was the Lord who allowed you to do it. Sorry I asked but I thought at first it was

the ones from your job and did not want you to have paid for them. The gift is received from the

Lord through you and thanks so much . Do pray that you have a good evening, are they checking

the subway passengers as you suspected last night? Of course here life goes on as usual, thank God.

We had a good day lots of wind and nice sun. God is doing so many good things. Please

pray for Beautiful, she has called me last Friday but the reception was bad and she was at the bus

station feeding coins into the phone, as she does not have her own phone right now. She

has heard from the Lord to come here but wanted to check on tickets. Guess what we found that

the Grey hound ticket for her was not only half the price, but also she would get here in one day and eighteen

hours as opposed to three and one half days on the Amtrak if the ticket can be purchased for the first

week of May rather than right now. So I have been praying she would contact so we can help her if she

needs us too since it is cheaper and faster. The same applies from there to here, regarding prices.

She said whatever God asks her to do she will do and not look back, because I told her she

must hear from God before she can just “come here” if this is where He wants her. She is sure

she says, so now we have to pray for her that she can recontact and we can help if that is how God wants

to move. She has certainly not had an easy life as she has had her useless legs since she was born and

she has been through many surgeries, and treatments at the hands of men, but still her legs are not working.

So she is presently confined to the wheel chair and she uses a mechanical rather than an electric one.

Please join with me in prayer that she can find a way to write or call soon. When I think of a person in a wheel

chair and homeless, it really touches my heart, and she is so sweet in her love for Jesus, not bitter or

accusatory. Well enough for now, love you and pray for you daily. General Deborah and all

Dear General Deborah,

Thank you for letting me know that all of the Bibles got to you safely. Thank God for his bountiful blessings. I am glad to know Beautiful is in touch. What a feast! I love it!

Love,

Jamie

On Wed, Apr 17, 2013 at 8:05 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God yesterday was feast day for Bibles, yesterday evening the Fed Ex. boxes

arrived safely all four of them. Thank you very much for being God’s agent to bring us

this blessing. We have already packaged up for the missionary 8 of the Spanish ones

you bought to see if those get to him safely, then we ship more as the Lord provides.

Have a nice day, heard from Beautiful last night so thanks for praying she said her computer

cord broke and she had to get another one. Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Greeting in Jesus name! I pray that you are well. I took some time to compile a list of the videos that gave me trouble to view on your Aggressive Christianity website. I did not get to look all the videos yet, but I got up to these ones below, and just skipped over them and went on to the next video after them because they were not playing or were stopping aruptly and not loading further. I will continue to look at the videos, and if I come across any more that have technical problems, I will let you know.

(1) Possessed-Restored

http://www.aggressivechristianity.net/articles/video/flowplayer/Possessed-restored.html

(2) Perplexity of Nations #1

http://www.aggressivechristianity.net/articles/video/flowplayer/Perplexity%20of%20nations%201.html

(3) You Must Be Ready (this one starts to play but stops always at about 1:04)

http://www.aggressivechristianity.net/articles/video/flowplayer/You%20must%20be%20ready.html

(4) Demon Possession #1 (this one takes me to the page that I was telling you about, where it says, “Ever feel like you’re in the wrong place?” It is an error page.

http://www.aggressivechristianity.net/articles/video/flowplayer/Demon%20possession%201.html

(5) Demon Posession #2 (this leads to the same error page as link to part 1)

http://www.aggressivechristianity.net/articles/video/flowplayer/Demon%20possession%202.html

(6) We are Looking For A Few Good Soldiers

http://www.aggressivechristianity.net/articles/video/flowplayer/We’re%20looking%20for%20a%20few%20good%20soldiers.html

(7) Building Up God’s House

http://www.aggressivechristianity.net/articles/video/flowplayer/Building%20up%20God’s%20house.html

If these work for you, then something might be wrong with my browser. Otherwise than these videos, I have been able to watch the videos on your website without much technical issues. Please let me know how these work out for you.

Have a blessed evening in Jesus name.

Love,

Jamie

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings again! Your email came through while I was working on the last one I just sent out, so I get the joy of writing to you twice in one night! It is so true, God pours out mercies everyday. He reminded me of that early this morning too, because He said He always blesses me and that I need to look out for and expect His lovely blessings: morning by morning new mercies we will receive He said. You know what, sometimes I already know what God says to me, but I forget, which to me is bad because then that means I only have head knowledge of the extent of God’s glories versus heart knowledge, which is ever pulsing through me and intricately intertwined in my life, blood, and spirit. So, I love when God reminds me of what I think I already know, so I can see I do not really know it, and that I should let the lesson go even deeper than I let it go the last time He taught the lesson to me.

You know, I am so peeved that I didn’t get my special packages. The devil is working over time through the Brooklyn postal service. I will use the module to study from though, to prevent the additional hassle the neighborhood post office has been putting us through. That may be best for now since I will begin shipping my things to you in a week. I plan to get the boxes this Friday or Saturday from Staples, which is about 8-10 blocks away. Then I will try to mail one small box per day (or as much as I can carry in to work to mail out during my lunch hour). That is why the size of the box is so important as you noted when we first discussed shipping the things. But the box sizes that I ordered are perfect. They are large enough to hold a considerable amount, but yet small enough for me to carry easily in my small hands on the train (I would never mail anything through Brooklyn as you know, so it is better that I am able to carry the box in my hands to work). The post office is one block from work.

I can imagine that life in New Mexico is very different from what I experience in the city, but that is good because you know what I found, the cities and built-up places have a way of turning tricks to numb the soul. Everything is spinning like a kaleidoscope; it is enough to make you dizzy, giddy, and drunk. It makes you insensitive to your own flesh that is on your body; if you let the bright lights and fast-moving objects get to you, before you know it, you are full of piercings and alcohol. It’s true. I don’t want that life. Perhaps that is why life in New Mexico is so “real” because one has no choice but to face one’s self in the light of Almighty God. I suspect that is why life there feels that way, since I remember how solemn and simply life was growing up in a small, third-world country. The difference is, instead of a quiet emptiness that pervaded the air back then when I was younger, the presence of God would fill every crevice. I do not like the hastiness that comes with living in the city though. I feel like I am on roller blades sometimes, that is how fast everything happens here. So that pace in New Mexico is a blessing in disguise.

I will definitely check on the “Daily Dose of the Holy Ghost” on YouTube. That will be a treat to look forward to on a daily basis when I get in from work, or when I get a break at work. Thanks for letting me know. So that should complement my Bible studies nicely. Then I will use the online/module concordance during my intensive Bible studies on the weekend. You know what, God confirmed all three tests you told me about!! I can’t wait to tell you what He had to say about number three on the list! He really broke it down for me. God has my number. His eyes are burning through me, and I love it so. I prefer to have His guidance and correction because the more I get of these, the more I realize that I cannot survive without Him. Praise God! I can’t wait to tell you! What a wonder!

Actually, I am not so tired, but I am going to start winding down for bedtime. I pray that you all sleep well and wake up feeling refreshed in Jesus name.

Love,

Jamie

On Wed, Apr 17, 2013 at 6:16 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God how privileged we are to receive the glories of our God daily.

This morning the Lord told us we are to lift up our cup and receive the mercies and

miracles He has for us every day. You know it is so true that daily God has

His goodness prepared for us, but we are the ones who do not receive of the goodness

because we listen to the liar rather than God.

On the overboardbriggs youtube, and the shimrana youtube, we are posting a new

thing now it is called “Daily Dose of the Holy Ghost”. It is the word that the Lord gives us every

day posted while it is still fresh. So you might want to check that out. We checked on the

Strong’s Concordance it is around thirteen dollars on sale at Christian Book but it goes with the

KJV. You might want to check out esword.com by Rick Meyers, downloadable for free, but you have to down

load and install every module separately, it was designed like that to keep people from downloading and selling

the program. Works very well, has a dictionary, concordance, commentaries, etc. Several people here

use it for the efficiency of having it on the computer.

Now the Strong’s Concordance is a large book and some what heavy. I was going to get it sent to you but

every thing we send you of any size gets sent back, marked “unclaimed.” We got back another package

yesterday that my husband had specially packed for you sent out in mid-March marked “unclaimed” so

we don’t want to try and send you any thing of any size. But you might actually prefer the esword over the big

book.

We have had snow showers all day melting quickly now we are having a thicker one that is sticking. Actually

I love New Mexico, to me it is a do or die land. Either I am real with God and live through it or I am a fake and die

and perish. So I choose to undergo whatever God intends to make me real and right with Him. He is so

good to share His glories with us. Okay I better cut this short as you are probably tired, and need to go to bed,

so love and prayers from all of us here. General Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in Jesus name! Amen! I am so glad to hear that you had a good day yesterday. I am praying that today is a blessed day for you all at market. God is faithful, indeed, so I am believing Him to bring in the sheep to be fed and provide the crop to harvest. I had a quiet evening yesterday. I felt as if God was speaking to my spirit through His Spirit, but I could not understand what was being said at all. I was just sitting still and listening out for something, but I couldn’t hear anything exactly, but at the same time, it felt as if the Holy Spirit was telling my spirit something and my spirit was understanding somehow. That is to say that I basically felt left out of the conversation that seemed to be taking place in the spirit realm. It is funny in my mind when I try to put it into words, but that is what happened yesterday evening. And it is puzzling.

I woke up in the middle of the night with some itchy bumps on my body. It seems I am allergic to something. It may be that my water filter needs changing. But those intensely itchy bumps have been waking me up for the past two or three nights. I thought it was chicken pox, but they do not fit the description to be that. It looks like hives on my back, chest, arms, and legs. Anyway, I prayed to God to help me last night, and the itching calmed down and I was able to get some nice rest. I woke up today feeling refreshed and just giving God thanks and praise. I feel brand new even though I still have some bumps and itchiness. I love when God gives me His special rest. So today I am doing as much as possible regarding housework and packing, and I will continue tomorrow as well. I was able to get my boxes from Staples yesterday after work. I walked over there as soon as I got off the train because I did not want them to close at 7pm before I could get in. The 25 boxes were bound together in a sheet of plastic, so I just walked with them in my hands until I got home. I took some rests by the pedestrian crossing because it was so many blocks, and my arms ached. Even today my arms ache, but I am so glad that I was able to get my boxes and so the packing and shipping can begin. I am shipping my first box this Monday Lord willing, and I will let you know when the first one is off in the mail as planned.

The event in Boston is not affecting me directly primarily because I do not have to enter at some of the major train stops. But I do see a lot more police officers on every corner and in the subway system. Thank God that I am not affected. A coworker was too happy to let me know (without my prompting her) that Boston has extreme security measures in place. She said that nothing is going in and nothing is coming out ot that state. Thus far, NY has upped security measures (and they very well may increase those measure in time. I am not sure, but I am definitely on the alert), but I am not directly affected. Thank God!

I agree with you that it is important to partake of Jesus everyday. Everyday, I renew my commitment to Jesus. I tell you I am so overjoyed everyday to be free of those vile demons of anger, bitterness, resentment, hate, and unforgiveness (and all the others that God was merciful enough to deliver me from). I skip to and from work everyday in the spirit just because I am free to praise God with no hindrances and heaviness. Thank God! The first thing I do when I open my eyes in the mornings is smile. I know that my deliverance is not complete, but Jesus has provided more than enough relief for my soul and so I can praise Him all day. I do not know how many demons I got delivered from in total, but I know that a lot of chains are gone from around me. I am so happy.

I am saddened to hear that Beautiful has slipped in a state of double mindedness. That is how satan likes to work. He likes to make me second guess what God said to me or has said. I have to be constantly fending Him off by declaring my allegiance to Jesus Christ and living it. There is nothing that satan should be able to offer any child of God that would trump the assurance that comes with steadfast obedience of God. I have to remind myself of that all the time. Being in a state of double mindedness is not good when it comes to the things of God. I do not like to feel double minded myself, and that is why God told me that I must leave NY and go to the Lord’s community in NM before He can further bless me and give me my hearts desire. He said I could change my mind in September for all He knows. God demands utter obedience on every front. He wont even accept 96% from me, He said. He wants all off me. The Bible says that a double minded man is unstable in all his ways. I know how it feels to be me in that mind frame and the great uncertainty, confusion, and hopelessness that comes along with that, so I will pray that Beautiful settles everything with God in His timing and in His will.

My parents are getting restless because I don’t take their phone calls. Now my father is text messaging me. He never speaks to me or text messages unless my mother is drilling him down, so I already know what’s going on. I told God that I do not know how to deal with them in a way that glorifies Him. I sent then a text message telling them that I am fine and not to worry. I hope none of them come to NY to “check” in on me because they seem to be so very angst over me, and my mother has in the past just shown up in NY even though we have no money to pay for the plane ticket to and from NY. Why are they worrying about me so when they never cared for my soul all these years? I really do not know how to get them to understand to please leave me alone. I do not want to be rude to them, but I want their claws to stay away from my back and body in the name of Jesus. If there is any advice or guidance that you can offer me on this matter, I would greatly appreciate it.

I am now about to get down to some hard work at home now completing some things that God says that I have to do. The sooner I complete the mundane tasks, then then sooner I can get to the fun stuff like Bible study. so I am looking forward to my reading and studies. Thank you for your continued prayers. I appreciate the spiritual hugs that you send my way. I pray that the Lord continues to bring in more desperate souls into the light of His Kingdom today.

Love,

Jamie

On Sat, Apr 20, 2013 at 12:28 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Greetings in the name of Jesus, the one who is our Life. Have had a good day, the

weather warmed up compared to what it had been, tomorrow is market day and we are

praying for the Lord to bless that day for us that we can do His will and reach the ones that

He wants us to minister to.

Do pray that you have a good evening with the Lord and eat of the Master’s table and find

His strength in the same. Is the Boston thing affecting you there in terms of the police and all of that?

So thankful to be in Jesus the one who is our Life. How important it is to continue in His way and partake

continually of Him, as He alone is the source, the strength, and the truth and as we draw closer to Him we

are given so much which matters in this life.

So many people have lost their lives by going for the things of this world, but Jesus is the only Life that is worth

living. This letter probably won’t go out as the Satellite is down lower in the evenings, but want you to know we

are continuing to pray for you.

Beautiful is in a state of double mindedness and so I advised her to work it out with God as she was the

one who insisted that she come here, now she is afraid of leaving her work there, so after praying a lot about it

the Lord told me today to turn her over to Him. In other words not to worry myself but let her and the Lord settle things.

So praise God because He knows all of our hearts and where we are with Him. Pray that the Lord brings in the souls

we are meant to pray for. Love and prayers, General Deborah and all Will try and give a call on Sunday nite.

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in Jesus name! I just wanted to send you a quick note saying that I shipped my first package to you successfully this morning even before I got in to work. Praise God!

I pray that you and the Lord’s community have a very blessed day in Jesus name!

Love,

Jamie

Dear General Deborah,

Praise be to the King of Kings, Jesus Christ! Had a blessed day in Jesus. I throttled some demons today in the name of Jesus. It was lovely. Praise God for His protection and strength. When I submit to God, what strength and joy He gives to me! I am bursting at the seams with praise and thanksgiving. The joy of the Lord is my strength. I find that the more I seek to please God and fulfill the tasks He gives to me to do, the more He opens the heaven on my soul. What a wonder! I want the Spirit of God fresh on me every single day. It is so delicious. I am smiling to myself because I get so carried away when it comes to Jesus. You know what Jesus told me this morning? I asked Him why I always smile and laugh so much now since I have been delivered (because I didn’t want to disrespect His truth by smiling or chuckling too much). But He said that He took out anger and bitterness out of me and replaced it with joy and laughter. Isn’t that wonderful?! My spirit is happy to abide by The Saviour! So praise God. I wouldn’t trade His presence for no rotten gold!

Thank you for letting me know that information about the GH. I plan to send as much as possible via mail (which actually should not be too many boxes because God has been weeding out things. It might seem like a lot because it will be small boxes, but once I put everything back together, it will be lean). Having that option to take extra with me on the GH is good though. Let us see what they say when you call them. I am praying that God get me to the Lord’s community safely, smoothly, and in His time and will.

I did consider sub-leasing, but it is a no-no in the lease, and the company is so ruthless that they monitor the building carefully.Today, I was really thinking about ways to go about leaving quicker although I met up on some dead ends in my theories. But I am believing God to make a way where there seems to be none. I am waiting expectantly for the Word of God to guide, direct, and provide for me abundantly.

Regarding that pot-smoker, you know the holy anger of God was burning in me this evening because I was thinking about the compromise that people love to feed on. And what makes it even worst is that they try to make others their “disciples” to feed on the same non-sense that they pacify themselves with. They don’t want to come into the light and walk clean and lean, AND then they try to make others “lighten up” in their walk with God. You know, I love when God lifts their skirts up and shows them for who they really are! I told God, I was a fool for listening to certain people in the past, but I am so glad He peel those scales off of my eyes. People love the compromise and they try to comfort themselves in their filth by drawing others into their darkened beliefs. Compromisers are selfish! It’s more about them acquiring followers to massage their ego and fuel their delusion. They just want to feel as if they are right. They do not like anyone stirring up their conscience one ounce. Well, I pray that Jesus brings that pot person into the light of His glorious Kingdom. Time is short and the fire of hell is primed for souls. They better stop dabbling with sin and thinking that God is winking at it. God is serious about everyone of us keeping His commands. God will not be mocked, only the compromisers will be mocked, not the Living God.

I am so glad to hear that everyone in the Lord’s community is keeping well! I thought about you all all day. I will continue to pray for you all to be safe and strong in the might of the Lord. I pray that you all have a restful evening in Jesus name. I have box #2 ready to go out tomorrow. Praise the name of the Lord!

Love,

Jamie

On Mon, Apr 22, 2013 at 6:22 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God it is good to keep going onward in the Lord. Do pray that

this finds you doing well in your evening. Here we are fine, others ask

about you daily. On the GH we found any extra can be up to fifty pounds and costs

thirty to forty dollars per item. However that was on the website so we are going

to also call and find out what they say when we get the chance.

Can you sublease the apartment to some one else or is that a no-no? Just thought if you

could that might be a consideration. Got a letter from a pot smoker who claims to be

a Christian wanting to justify that vice, had to let her down to reality that pot, weed, etc. gives

you entry into the wrong spirit world. Too bad the things that people hold on to that keep them

separated from God not closer to Him.

Praise God glad that we got to talk last night. May His mercies be with you there. Much love

and daily prayers, General Deborah and all

Dear General Deborah,

Praise be to the Lord! Today was a quiet day overall. I thank God for quiet days. I am so grateful to God for keeping me under His wing. That is where I want to live forever. I am also grateful to God for making sure that us sheep get fed. I love eating from the Lord’s table. It is so amazing how He feeds my spirit all day long.

So glad to hear that satan did not prevail against your friend from Africa; satan hates the family unit so much. Looking to Jesus is the only way to overcome the wicked schemes of satan. You know, something as basic as knowing to look to Jesus I found that in the past it is too easy to forget when those dark clouds roll into view in my life. Thank God that your friend had victory in the Lord. Victory is certain if our lives are built on and anchored by the rock of Jesus Christ.

I am just here settling in for the night. Box #3 is ready to go with me tomorrow. The Lord is good, and I am continually looking to Him for His provision and guidance. I pray that you and the Lord’s community have a peaceful night in Jesus name.

Lots of love and hugs,

Jamie

On Tue, Apr 23, 2013 at 5:46 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God what a privilege it is to be in Him to partake of His truth day by day, and know

that He is our life. The more that we love Him, the more the truth invades our lives and gives

us triumph over the demon forces that had us bound in times past. Thank God, thank God, Thank God.

So good to hear that you are still active in the battle and we shall see our God prevail in your

life as He is the victor and the one we can believe.

This evening prayer, the Lord spoke and said we are to keep feeding His sheep, and His lambs, and to see

them become strong in Him. He also said that He feeds us, that we will feed others and to continue in that

calling and be thankful to be fed and to feed as He always provides us with His food (spiritual) to give to those

who are weak, those who are hungry, those who are needy. So we praise Him for the call, and the truth to feed

as we are fed.

Heard from one of the workers in Africa who has been going through a time of darkness over family problems,

He has found victory through the direction of the Lord and for this we give the Lord thanks and praise. This

brother has been working with us for about twenty years and is very much a follower of the way the Lord has

led this ministry. So it was very good to hear from him and know that through the truth he came through to triumph in

his personal struggle.

Do pray you have a good evening and that the Lord’s mercies continue to guide you daily . Love and prayers,

General Deborah and all.

Dear General Deborah,

I am lifting up the name of the Lord tonight especially. Your email is none other than the Word of the Living God!!!! Well. I absolutely do not know where to begin. I called you trice to try to borrow even ten minutes of your time, but I didn’t get you. I thought to myself that maybe you were in your evening service. But I truly apologize for calling you out-of-the-blue like I did tonight.

Words cannot allow me to express the extreme horror of my day: I was forced to sit in a meeting today from 10am-12pm. In ALL of my short years on this earth, I have never seen or felt such utter repulsion in my spirit for what I had to witness. I said to myself earlier that I wouldn’t tell you about the horrors of today because of that meeting. I told God that I wouldn’t tell you because I didn’t want to sound like a whiner and a complainer and a grumbler. But the Lord has had mercy on me. I saw your email, read up until I saw the word “meeting,” and just was so overwhelmed immediately that I spent about five minutes walking around my apartment with my hands up in the air praising God (after that I was somewhat composed enough to read the remainder of your email). Why? Because when I saw that word, I knew that the Lord had heard the cries and groans of my spirit today!!

Now do you want to know how vile these people at work are to God Almighty? [not everyone though. He showed me only one person there that He loves dearly. I wish I knew how to pray better so I could intercede for this person. The truth is that I need intercessory prayer myself, but in the Lord’s time, I will be mature enough in the Lord to pray for others]. Well, from your vision, I am certain that you know just how slimy, greedy, and vicious these people are. But let me tell you, even the air that they breath out and speak out in these meetings are a.b.s.o.l.u.t.e.l.y STINK to God!! What they produce and do and say in these meetings is more repulsive to God than if they were trying to serve us their feces on a plate for a meal, trying to pass off their “dish” as something “tasty” and “nutritious”. God is n.o.t. pleased at all! This is very terrifying to see, but believe it or not, these people are sealed–airtight–with the mark of satan–the deepest and darkest satanic spirit I have ever seen. Lord have mercy! I do not have the right words to express what I experienced and now know about the system of the beast. I did not understand it fully before, but I do now. When I first started working there, my understanding of this was very hazy–not anymore. Thank God for opening my eyes and ears. I only pray now that I am not poisoned beyond repair from being in their midst.

I am very emotional right now. Today was extremely traumatic for me. I cried out to God and asked Him how much longer do I have to endure this. I asked Him for help to complete the tasks that I have to complete swifter if possible. I asked Him to please help me because I do not think that I can encourage my legs to walk past the door and into another one of their meetings. You know what happened yesterday that I kept quiet about: I was dreading attending the weekly staff meeting yesterday, so I just didn’t go, and instead, I hid in a bathroom stall, prayed to God, and read my Christian literature. I just could not get my body to go to listen to their stench!! Lord have mercy on me! Well. I confess all of this to bring it into the light. The Lord didn’t tell me that I was in sin because I didn’t go to the meetings or because I felt such extreme repulsion, but I just want to share with you the status of my situation in that I honestly am not sure how much more I can endure working for such an undoubtedly and hideously detestable and satanic company. As you know, I will do anything to please God, so I am praying to God for a lot of help, wisdom, and courage to do what He asks.

Today, something in my spirit felt like it broke (or snapped like a rubber band that has been stretched to its limit). I can’t explain it, but today was the end of something (something intangible that I find it difficult to describe). I know that what happened in the spiritual realm today was very serious because I even hesitate to send this email, and I am choosing my words very carefully. I do not understand why I am even hesitant. I just am feeling strange. I covered my mind and body in the blood of Jesus Christ when I woke today and even before I went into that meeting, just as you taught me to. My spirit was crying all throughout the meeting and for the remainder of the day. It is weeping even now as I write this email. And I do not know why this thing affected me that way.

Nevertheless, I thank the Holy Spirit for your vision because it is faithful and true and from the living God. Thank you for sharing it with me. It was God himself who moved you to share that vision with me, for I have been silently struggling with this for two days, and would have probably not said anything because I didn’t want God to think I was complaining. Well, although my day was not as bearable as I always hope for, boxes #4 and #5 are ready to go out (well only #4 is going with me tomorrow). Saturday, I hope to ship two boxes, instead of the usual one-a-day. God help me.

Right now I am about to bind any wicked spirits in my apartment and cover myself in the Blood of the Lamb, then go to bed. satan cannot prevail over me when I have a great, high priest–a perfect advocate (according to the writer of Hebrews)–, which is Jesus Christ. I pray that you all are safe and well in Jesus name.

Love,

Jamie

On Wed, Apr 24, 2013 at 6:00 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

> Dear Jamie, ]

> Praise God do pray that this finds you well as we all continue in the

> journey

> learning of the Lord’s ways which are life as opposed to the ways of our

> own carnality, the world and the devil. All of which are death. We are so

> glad to be serving Him, to be uplifted and brought forth in His ways. Today

> I was

> typing a vision that I want to share with you, now I got this vision in 2009

> but when

> I typed it I thought it sounded like your job and their meetings.

> Basically here is what it was. “When I was praying I saw in vision all of

> these men

> and women around a large conference table. They were all visible from their

> backsides

> and they were the Lord said religious leaders. From the back they all

> looked normal.

> Then the Lord allowed me to see their front sides and they all had wolf like

> faces. He basically

> said they are devourers of that which is precious plotting against Him and

> bringing forth that

> which is vile in His sight. “

> When I read that I thought how many such “councils” are there of religious

> leaders who do nothing

> except plot the death of God’s Spirit and God’s people. Praise God years

> ago the Lord told us

> to stop using the word “conference” as that was a popular term for years as

> “Christians” were always

> having their conferences over every thing. The Lord said it offends Him

> because they confer one with another

> and have no communication with Him at all and are there fore offensive to

> Him.

> Strange the works of man compared to the works of God. We pray to be

> pleasing by being led by His

> Spirit and not the flesh or the world both of which are death traps.

> We have had a good day in the Lord and do so appreciate His tender mercy to

> us all and His direction in our lives.

> Do have a good rest in the Lord and give praise to His name. Love and

> prayers, Gen. Deborah and all

Dear General Deborah,

I am sad that I missed your call. I was out to lunch, and I just got back.

Thank you for your words of encouragement and your prayers. Yesterday was bad. Today, I feel a little better, but still feeling some effects from yesterday. You know what, I thought about the whole situation and really tried to understand why the situation on a whole makes me want to walk out, and this is what I concluded: I think the main thing that gets me flustered is the fact that I feel as though to survive in this environment, I have to “act” as if I am happy to be here. I feel as though I have to put on a show. I will have to work on submitting more to Jesus instead of focusing on the possible pretension.

I am feeling a little better today though, so I just have to not let these things affect me so.

I pray that you all have peaceful evening.

Love,

Jamie

On Thu, Apr 25, 2013 at 11:25 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God and thank Him for His ways which are beyond our ways. I just

tried to call you at work but there was only an answering machine which

said in your voice, Jamie Bridgewater, the office of the president. So I hung up

because I did not want to leave a message there. Any way I am praying for you and

trusting the Lord to keep you. This morning I taught out of Isa. 27 first five verses,

Amplified version about complete surrender to the Lord’s protection.

Surrender to the Lord’s protection in that environment for He is your deliverer and the

one who will keep you and protect you from enemies of your soul. Keep calm, that is at peace

that the Lord is your protector, the Keeper who will guide you.

Now, don’t spin out but grab hold of Jesus and He will be there with you in His guidance.

Tried sending at about nine a.m. my time won’t go will try later.

Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Thank you for your words of encouragement. I can see how I over reacted, and I apologize for that. I thank God for His grace.

I will continue to draw close to God in all of this. I pray that you and the Lord’s community have a blessed day.

Love,

Jamie

On Fri, Apr 26, 2013 at 3:30 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God He has you in religious Babylon for a time and a season (short) to teach you

many things. Just draw close to Him and follow Him for He desires to show you how silly much

of that is and how wasteful. However you don’t need to over react at their behaviors because they

are not trying to be real with God as you are, they are just wanting to keep their jobs in a time when the

economy is growing harder and the job market is more desperate.

So be encouraged and have a good day in the Lord and know we are praying for you. Love and prayers

General Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in Jesus name. Thank you for your words of encouragement. My Saturday was quiet. I pray that you all had a blessed day at market today, continuing your work for the Lord because He loves you all and you love Him.

I sent a small box of English Bibles to you yesterday via USPS (ABS is paying to ship them because they gave them to me). It is going to be the only box that I sent this week with an ABS label on it with your name as Mrs. D. L. Green and media mail stamped on it about seven times in black (the man in the mail room put a number of the “media mail” stamps on there to make sure the post office sees it, he said. I have a feeling that you will not be so keen on this set because they said on the cover that the Bibles have the Apocrypha in them. But I sent them to you anyway trusting that you will do with them as the Lord leads you. That is if the Lord does not like those Bibles, then you can feel free to dispose of them because the Lord is in control.

Thank you for your continued prayers. I pray that you and the Lord’s community have a peaceful evening in Jesus name.

Love,

Jamie

On Sat, Apr 27, 2013 at 12:57 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Greetings in Jesus. Do pray that you have a good Saturday and that you

are able to gain more of Him. Had such a beautiful day on Friday and supposed

to have good weather today as we go to market. I am praying the Lord have His

way with the souls there. As we grow in Him we undergo growing pains, but must

get through those too. Keeping our eyes upon Jesus, the author and the finisher of

our walk with Him.

Well you got through another week and still loving Jesus. So lets be thankful. We are

all continuing to pray for you as He guides you every day. Have a good day today and

keep clear in your vision of Jesus. Love and prayers, General Deborah and all

Dear General Deborah,

Praise the Lord. I am so glad to hear that the first box has arrived safely. Thank God for His protection in all of this. Thank you for letting me know. I was getting worried about my mail on Friday because the guy in the mail room said that the post office scans the boxes to make sure they are what they say they are. But praise God for His protection! That phrase “box faith” made me smile. Only the hand of God can get me out of this awful city. I am helpless without His guidance and protection.

I am very sorry to hear that you had such a difficult experience today while praying for that lost soul. May the Lord have mercy on you, and I pray that you continue to recover nicely and gain even more strength in the Lord. But I praise God for delivering you from such misery. God is great! I pray that that man turns to Jesus with all His heart and repents and start a new life in Christ.

I pray that you are now getting some good rest and healing in your body from the living God and wake up feeling refreshed and renewed. Praise God.

Love,

Jamie

On Sat, Apr 27, 2013 at 7:42 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God we got home late from market today, had a good day, with the Lord

having His way. When we got home I found box number one which was mailed by you

on April 22, 13, so may we praise the Lord for His goodness to us all. Wanted to let you know

so that you would know that so far the system is working.

We will continue to pray that the Lord has mercy over the method and that it remains covered

for you to ship the things that way.

Good thing is it is not too expensive at a time. I am not in very good shape,as I got hit with some demons

witchcraft of course today after I prayed for a guy that had done five tours of duty in Iraq had killed so

many people, can’t sleep, terribly vexed, turned to alcohol to drown it out, in total and complete misery.

His demons were very angry when I prayed so they counter assaulted me physically a little while after he left,

I got so sick I thought I was going to vomit my guts out, but I had not been eating as I was juice fasting,

my husband, and some of the guys prayed for me, then I went to the truck and continued to pray and the attack

lifted and I was able to return to work in the booth. THE DEVIL IS A LIAR AND OUR GOD IS VICTORIOUS.

I am just tired in my body as that attack was hard against me. Then of course once I get home, I must bathe as I am

filthy, and hand wash my clothes, hang them out, etc. So now this is the first chance I have had to correspond

but you must be notified that the box made it. BOX FAITH!!!

So must go we are all praying for you and encouraging you there. Love and prayers, General Deborah & all

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of Jesus. I am well. I pray that you all are well too. Indeed, the standard of the Lord is the same forever. I am continuing to submit myself to Jesus. Love is an action word, so if I love Jesus, it follows logically that I must act accordingly. All that you have said is true. My heart understands the gravity of what you have said.

I am about to do my Bible study for tonight. I pray that you all have a blessed evening in Jesus name.

Love,

Jamie

On Mon, Apr 29, 2013 at 5:46 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Greetings in Jesus. Do pray that this finds you doing well in Jesus.

It is possible that this letter won’t go out until later. However here we are

praying for you that you will choose the Lord all the way in the sense that you

pass through the tests that He has present in your life. Regarding the situation we

discussed I am still seeking the Lord, and waiting for His reply if He sees fit to give me one.

The standard of our God has remained the same and will remain the same. The modern

church has presented an altered Jesus, one who will obey our commands, and demands, but such

a Jesus is falsehood and lies.

The standard of Jesus is all the way, and always will be. That is, when we really face this life with Him,

we cannot play games because HE DID NOT PLAY GAMES, NOR CAN WE KEEP OUR LIVES, NOR

CAN WE FIND EXCUSE THAT IS ACCEPTABLE FOR ANYTHING LESS THAN ALL THAT WE ARE

LAID AT HIS FEET TO BE USED BY HIM. Myself when I really consider His standard, all of my imaginations

have to bow down because He is the Almighty. So return to the cross, return to the submission see all things in the

perspective of emptiness that they are aside from Jesus Christ our redeemer. Yes, I must continue to meet the

standard, for there is no other way to be found acceptable by Him.

“What man having put His hand to the plow and looking back is fit for the Kingdom?” Or for the Master, or for His

purpose? Whenever I look to Jesus I am thankful for His standard which separated me from sin, and took me up into the

glory of His presence, and gave me the chance to be alive in Him. In meeting the standard, we show Him that

our love is more than cheap words, it is the do in the say. It is easy to say, “Jesus I love you,” but He checks us out

to see do we live what we say, by obedience and submission to Him.

Have a good evening, love and prayers, General Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Thank you for your prayers and patience. You no longer have to petition God for an answer to my misguided question/concern regarding what we discussed last night. I have made my decision tonight: I will be arriving in Albuquerque, NM on Monday, May 13th, 2013 at 3:55PM via the Amtrak Train. I already purchased my ticket. I will send the remaining small boxes ahead of me via USPS (for the boxes I can get to the post office between now and then) and UPS for the remaining ones with the stereo and my hair dryer (please let me know if you prefer me to send them via UPS to the address I normally send packages to or if I should use the one you gave me for FedEx). My last day of work will be May 9th, 2013. The company will not receive any two week notice. I just will not return to work. I leave New York City permanently on Saturday, May 11th, 2013.

Whatever anybody does not want from my things in this apartment, I will leave here along with the keys and the unlocked door.

Have a blessed night in Jesus name.

Love,

Jamie

Dear General Deborah,

Thank God for His power. Today, guess what? Satan displayed himself in some brilliant colors. But I expect him to try this. The president’s wife came seeking me out to ask me if my trial period (temp period) was complete. She wanted to express her strong liking for me and said that I could use her as a one of my references for when and if the company would consider me to be employed full time. Isn’t that something? What makes this so peculiar is that I haven’t seen her in over a month. Then I got an email about the other job wanting my references to consider me for full time employment. Then during the staff meeting, I saw a well-known company member get promoted to vice presidency. Well, there I have it…satan trying to be at his best. Nevertheless, I am resolved in the decisions I made last night.

I pray that you and the Lord’s community have a productive day in Jesus name.

Love,

Jamie

On Tue, Apr 30, 2013 at 3:25 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God so good to hear that your vision is single once again!!! Just a short note

to say that He is higher than any other way and that His way is perfect because it perfects us

and causes us to leave behind every weight and the sin which does so easily beset us.

This morning I got up at one a.m. to pray and I felt a release with reference to your situation,

then I checked my mail and praise the Lord there were your letters. So the Lord has moved on you.

With reference to the address use the one that is thirty mile marker, high way thirty six, Fence Lake for anything other

than the post office. Thanks and glory to our God we love Him and choose His way and rejoice with you this day.

Love and prayers, General Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Thank God I finished today unscathed by the sci-fi events of the day! Today was literally a circus! You said it well in your email: the carpet is puke stained and you should see what satan got these people doing for his little stale show. Ha. I mean people was extra, extra sweet to me today for no reason. They do not know what I have planned, yet you would think they know by their behaviour. I mean the strangest part of the day was the president’s wife coming to look for me, with almost like a mission. Satan can keep his flying trapeze artists, his contortionists, and his bearded ladies to himself. I won’t tolerate another second past May 9th of his foolery and hypocrisy. I choose life in Jesus name. The company is not going to know what hit them. They will not have a chance to beg and sweet talk me or make me feel guilty. My focus is just on getting out of here. No turning back. Today was a hectic day in the sense that I felt as though I was picking people off of me and out of my hair. All these people just more magnetized to me for some devilish reason. Well, you said it well that’s for sure. You already let me know what to expect, and I will be on guard. But my mind is made up, and I won’t turn back. God help me.

I pray that you and the Lord’s community had a nice day today. I am about to do my Bible study and relax a little after that whirlwind today. I pray that you all have sweet rest tonight in Jesus name.

Love,

Jamie

On Tue, Apr 30, 2013 at 8:23 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Much love, much prayers for you, stand in Jesus. The devil is showing to you the

“wonders of the world” that can all be yours if you will worship him. Fool he is, already

he is defeated and he tries to take others into his defeat. We have seen that pattern

time and again when the Lord would give the command, “follow Me” then the world and the

devil would roll out the puke stained red carpet to entice us away from the Lord’s will.

Stand strong as He is more important than all of these things which pass away. I could

recount to you for an hour at least of the “wonderful” opportunities we turned down along the

way to follow the Lamb of God, but it is well worth it all for He is life and the world’s best is

nothing but death!

Before you get out of there you will become the most popular person every born and most needed,

most wonderful, etc. All a part of the flattery package. Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the precious name of Jesus. I am keeping very well. Yesterday evening was okay. I woke up in the middle of the night to organize and pack and throw away garbage because I couldn’t sleep at all. After about an hour of packing and organizing a bit, then I was able to sleep very well.

I was wondering: what is the average temperature in NM now? I will probably ask that question again next week Friday when I prepare clothes to wear to leave. I want to be sure I dress according to the weather.

Today, the office received a call from a ministry in Albuquerque by the name of Faith By Hearing. I am not sure if you know them. I never heard of them before. I just found it funny in my mind that a call came in from NM while I was pondering operation evacuation.

I pray that you all are having a blessed day today!

Lots of love,

Jamie

On Tue, Apr 30, 2013 at 5:50 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Thank God that operation evacuation is now being executed in enemy territory without

the enemies being aware of the maneuvers of evacuation now being planned and carried out.

Praise God the Lord has His ways and the enemy, the devil has his ways and the Lord shall win

no matter what the sweet tongued serpent tries, to keep us from fulfilling the will and the way of the Lord.

We are holding on to you in prayer and trusting that the Lord has His way. The timing is perfect and we

believe the Lord to bring every thing forth according to His already made plans. Really I have realized before

that we are checkers on a board and the Lord moves us as He will when we want Him.

Write tomorrow and have a good rest tonight praise the Lord. Love & prayers, Gen. Deborah & all

Dear General Deborah,

I will expect your call, so you can call when it is convenient for you.

Love,

Jamie

On Wed, May 1, 2013 at 3:30 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Will try and give you a call soon regarding your last letter so that I can talk with you a short time before

you hit the evening hours there. GD

Dear General Deborah,

Thank God for His wonderful ways! I feel refreshed. Attached is my Amtrak ticket. I am about to do my Bible study before bed.

I pray that you all have a blessed night’s rest in Jesus name.

Love,

Jamie

———- Forwarded message ———-

From: <eTickets@amtrak.com>

Date: Mon, Apr 29, 2013 at 10:17 PM

Subject: Amtrak: eTicket for Your Upcoming Trip

To: BRIDGEWATER.JAMIE@gmail.com

SALES RECEIPT – NOT VALID FOR TRAVEL

Purchased: 04/29/2013 7:17 PMRetain for your records.

Merchant ID 0105060 Massachusetts AvenueWashington, DC 20002800-USA-RAILAmtrak.com

Reservation Number – 1AE2A6NEW YORK PENN, NY – ALBUQUERQUE, NM (One-Way)APRIL 29, 2013

Billing Information

JAMIE BRIDGEWATER285 E 35TH STREET APT. 7LBROOKLYN, NY 11203

Visa ending in 6786 (Purchase)Authorization Code 151770

$218.00

Total

$218.00

Purchase Summary

Train 49: NEW YORK (PENN STATION), NY – CHICAGO (UNION STATION), ILDepart 3:40 PM, Saturday, May 11, 2013

1 RESERVED COACH SEAT

$218.00

Subtotal

$218.00

Train 3: CHICAGO (UNION STATION), IL – ALBUQUERQUE, NMDepart 3:00 PM, Sunday, May 12, 2013

1 RESERVED COACH SEAT

$0.00

Subtotal

$0.00

Total Charged by Amtrak

$218.00

Important Information

We recommend that you arrive at the station at least 30 minutes prior to your scheduled departure. Allow additional time if you need help with baggage or tickets.

If you are traveling on the Auto Train you must check in at least two hours before scheduled departure.

All Amtrak trains except the Auto Train are non-smoking.

Valid photo ID required. Learn more at www.amtrak.com/ID.

For baggage policy information, visit www.amtrak.com/baggage.

Tickets are non-transferrable.

Changes to your itinerary may affect your fare.

Refund restrictions or penalties may apply. Review the refund/exchange policy at www.amtrak.com/refundexchange.

Summary of Conditions of Contract: Ticket valid for carriage or refund for twelve months after date of issue unless otherwise specified. Ticket is a contract of carriage between Amtrak and the ticket holder which is subject to specific terms and conditions. These terms and conditions are available for inspection at Amtrak ticket counters or on the Amtrak website at www.amtrak.com/conditionsofcontract, or may be requested by calling 1-800-USA-RAIL. Tickets sold for non-Amtrak service are subject to the tariffs of the providing carrier.

Questions? Contact us online at www.amtrak.com/contact or call 1-800-USA-RAIL (1-800-872-7245) or TDD/TTY (1-800-523-6590).

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in Jesus! I can’t wait to hear about the new and pending possibilities for me. I get to my apartment at evenings between 6:00-6:30pm. If that time is not best for you, then you can call me around 8:00-8:30pm like you normally do. But really anytime after 6:30pm, I will be in my apartment and available for us to talk.

Today, is “clear” so far. I think that is the perfect word to describe how it is unfolding today. Thank God! I feel a measure of peace and comfort in my soul. I am grateful for some relief from yesterday’s events.

I pray that you and the Lord’s community have a peaceful day as well in Jesus name.

Lots of love,

Jamie

On Thu, May 2, 2013 at 8:30 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God want to tell you about some new possibilities that we checked out,

and want you to think about. If it is good will try and call you later what time do you

arrive at the apartment in the evening? If these possibilities work out you would benefit

from them. I am praying for you and believing God to give you a clear day in Him.

Love, GD

Dear General Deborah,

I was able to get the ticket changed without any fee, thank God. So I will print out this new ticket tomorrow, and draft my letter to send to them while I am in Chicago. This worked well. I am sorry I didn’t do it that way in the first place. I was unsure about the stops for the train initially so I just booked it straight to ABQ. Thank you again for telling me to do this. I think it is wise.

Love,

Jamie

———- Forwarded message ———-

From: <eTickets@amtrak.com>

Date: Thu, May 2, 2013 at 6:54 PM

Subject: Amtrak: eTicket for Your Upcoming Trip

To: BRIDGEWATER.JAMIE@gmail.com

SALES RECEIPT – NOT VALID FOR TRAVEL

Purchased: 04/29/2013 7:17 PMModified: 05/02/2013 3:54 PMRetain for your records.

60 Massachusetts AvenueWashington, DC 20002800-USA-RAILAmtrak.com

Reservation Number – 1AE2A6NEW YORK PENN, NY – LOS ANGELES, CA (One-Way)APRIL 29, 2013

Change Summary

Original Amount Paid

$218.00

Train 49: NEW YORK (PENN STATION), NY – CHICAGO (UNION STATION), ILDepart 3:40 PM, Saturday, May 11, 2013

1 RESERVED COACH SEAT

$218.00

Subtotal

$218.00

Train 3: CHICAGO (UNION STATION), IL – LOS ANGELES, CADepart 3:00 PM, Sunday, May 12, 2013

1 RESERVED COACH SEAT

$0.00

Subtotal

$0.00

Revised Fare

$218.00

Total Charged

$0.00

Important Information

We recommend that you arrive at the station at least 30 minutes prior to your scheduled departure. Allow additional time if you need help with baggage or tickets.

If you are traveling on the Auto Train you must check in at least two hours before scheduled departure.

All Amtrak trains except the Auto Train are non-smoking.

Valid photo ID required. Learn more at www.amtrak.com/ID.

For baggage policy information, visit www.amtrak.com/baggage.

Tickets are non-transferrable.

Changes to your itinerary may affect your fare.

Refund restrictions or penalties may apply. Review the refund/exchange policy at www.amtrak.com/refundexchange.

Summary of Conditions of Contract: Ticket valid for carriage or refund for twelve months after date of issue unless otherwise specified. Ticket is a contract of carriage between Amtrak and the ticket holder which is subject to specific terms and conditions. These terms and conditions are available for inspection at Amtrak ticket counters or on the Amtrak website at www.amtrak.com/conditionsofcontract, or may be requested by calling 1-800-USA-RAIL. Tickets sold for non-Amtrak service are subject to the tariffs of the providing carrier.

Questions? Contact us online at www.amtrak.com/contact or call 1-800-USA-RAIL (1-800-872-7245) or TDD/TTY (1-800-523-6590).

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in Jesus name. I am keeping well today, a little exhausted from the days activities, but feeling relieved that I do not have to go back to ABS again. I am satisfied and settled that today was my last day. Praise be to God.

I studied Spanish in college for 2 semesters, and I really loved that language. I was learning very fast and thoroughly enjoyed my Spanish lessons, but the courses were taught with such low expectations on the part of the professors that it was difficult for me to keep learning on my own without the proper guidance and information. I had a lot of questions and could not find any professor who had time to teach me to really learn the language. They just teach enough for a student to just pass the course, not for those who were interested to really learn the language. So all that said, I am not fluent in Spanish, but I always had a desire to learn that language. It is such a beautiful language, and I love how the words sound; that language has a rhythm to it that I truly love. I saved my college Spanish text books and notes, and tried to practice on my own even after my courses ended, but I more or less gave up trying to learn on my own because I had so many questions about the tenses and context, and it became frustrating because I could never get to understand how and when to use certain words and phrases. So, sadly I am not fluent. I just know some words, tenses, phrases, and expressions, and I can sometimes get the gist of Spanish literature because I can see the words on the page and process them better versus hearing the language spoken by a native speaker, which is a little too fast for me to process as a beginner.

Today was okay at work. I am relieved to be closing that chapter. Had lots of things and orders coming at me all day, but I was able to cope because I knew today was my last day. People in general seemed to treat me fairly nice today though, even that employee who threw a fit on Wednesday because he couldn’t get me to what he wanted me to do right away. Today, I made sure to print my Amtrak ticket and clear away anything from my computer or desk that was my personal stuff. I felt as though I said goodbye to that place and those people today from my heart.

I am glad to hear that you all had a nice day. It is lovely just to rest on Christ. I want to be able to rest on Him better and more and deeper. Demons are no joke. That day I wore the prayer cloths for the first time and called out those demons with this huge faith (I don’t know where all that faith came from so suddenly!), I remember being on the train and calling specific names one by one, then next thing I know, my mouth opened on its own with a force, and I felt a turgid ball of air come out my mouth. I knew it wasn’t a yawn. It was a demon, a little one. When I hear God say to keep demons out and away from us, I usually think of Jesus overturning the tables and whipping up the place so that the thieves and money changers could be driven out. I see that moment in scripture as deliverance somehow because Jesus was taking back aggressively that which originally belonged to God and that which is supposed to be set apart for God and he was delivering it back to God swiftly and cleanly. He took it back by force and drove those unclean people out because before that they were settled very well in their filth in the temple (I always wonder where were those pharisees when those money changers where doing these things?? I think that is why Jesus gave those pharisees all those “woes” in Matthew. I remember Jesus saying, “woe to you pharisees, because you strain at a gnat but swallow a camel. Churches today strain at the wrong things, like if a person “looks” fancy. I never understood why such a heavy emphasis was placed on appealing appearance in the churches, but by the same token, the churches struggle to accept people who dress modestly and lead simple, God-fearing lives, but welcome sensual people who joke about God. So strange!).

Anyway, I got off track of what I was saying originally that I always think of that story when Jesus drove out the money changers when I think of the desperate need for us to keep our temples clean. A clean temple is a remarkable treasure . That is the kind of treasure I think of when I think about being rich and prosperous!! That is the kind of “prosperity” gospel I like to hear about. If the spirit is flourishing uninhibitedly by the power of the Holy spirit and is free to fulfill God, then that is the real wealth, health, and happiness.

I will continue to draw close to God this evening. Here, I am winding down and getting ready to do my Bible study. I pray that you all have a blessed evening in Jesus name too.

Lots of love,

Jamie

On Fri, May 3, 2013 at 3:19 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Pray that this finds you well and that you have had a good day. Here we are fine, praising Jesus

for His tender mercies to us all. I was thinking about it today and thought to ask if you speak

Spanish? I thought you mentioned at one time that you had a course book for Spanish.

How did your work day go? Was it well with you there? Praise God today has been a real nice

day not a cloud in the sky, and no chem trails, pleasant weather also.

Today the Lord spoke to us about how important it is to drive out demons and keep free of them

and how that when people refuse to do that they end up as the habitat of demons. Sounds like the modern

church refusing to face the problem of demons and ending up being controlled by demons. Thank God that

through Jesus Christ we can drive out demons and be set free.

Pray you have a good evening and draw close to the Lord. Love and prayers, General Deborah and all

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in the name of Jesus Christ. I am so glad to hear about the productive day that you all had on the harvest field! It seems like you all had a very full and satisfying day in the Lord. That is wonderful! I am also happy to hear about the outcome of that man in Scotland. You know it always amazes me to see how God can lift someone up out of some of the most difficult circumstances in life. I am so glad to hear that his life has been rebuilt by God. Thank God for His wonderful love and mercy!

Last night, God revealed some more things to me about myself. I am happy when He does that so that I can repent and renounce my sins. I feel as though he lets things come to the surface so that I can confess them, repent, renounce them, and be ready to receive His healing. I know that God can heal me without me knowing what was healed in me. But He receives more glory when I can see my sin and then magnify His supremacy as I bow to Him humbly for help. I apologize for harping on these dark things, but these are the things that God seems to be revealing to me more and more. From what He showed me, it seems as though I have a large number of deep wounds. I don’t know how I got so many. They are numerous, and I can’t really described all the things that were revealed, but I know that Jesus can heal all of them. Praise be to God. I have to be faithful to Him.

I did have a restful day today. I had some cramps earlier today, but I am feeling a little better now. I am preparing to do some light reading tonight until I get tuckered out, then go to bed. I feel comforted by Jesus. I have one more week here, and with the help of the Holy Spirit, I pray that I can pass on into my new life in Jesus Christ as smoothly as possible. I prayed to God last night to please help me to complete this chapter according to His perfect will. So thank you all for your continued prayers as I continue to keep my eyes fixed on Jesus Christ our Lord and Saviour.

I pray that you and the Lord’s community have a restful night.

Love,

Jamie

On Sat, May 4, 2013 at 5:52 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Greetings in Jesus our Lord. Praise be to the King of kings, the one we can look to

and believe, trust and obey at all times. Do pray that you had a good day as you have

said this is your recovery day, do pray you have recovered. We are very glad to be serving the

Lord at this time as His mercies are so abundant to us all. Today was a good market day,

precious souls staying alive in Him after years of vicious habits, consuming addictions,

now children of His mercy, the King who is greater than the king of darkness with all of his

vile lords of evil. Had some thankful souls returning to say, “thank you” as well as others getting

prayed for in salvation, deliverance and healing.

Just read a long letter from a fellow who lives in Scotland who is from Romania, he used to write

regularly then dropped out of correspondence for no apparent reason. Then guess what he has been

homeless, his wife turned to become an alcoholic, threw him out of the house, he was left with nothing

including clothes, computer, the materials we had sent him, any money etc. But he says that despite being

without food many times (forced fasting) that the Lord marvelously provided for him and he is now working

a job and has a fully furnished flat for free till he gets paid. He says he has no food but is surviving somehow by the mercies

of God. It was good to hear from him. He is very passionate man for God.

Praise God keep in touch we are continuing to pray for you and believe that He who has started the good work in

you will finish the same. Love and prayers, General Deborah and all

Dear General Deborah,

Thank God for His disciplines, indeed. The more sin God reveals in my life, the more I praise Him because that revelation means He loves me. He wants me to grow and change to be molded into Christ. The discipline of the Lord is trustworthy. I am amazed just how well He knows me. You know, it is one thing know of the omniscience of God, it is another thing to witness the blinding light of God’s omniscience when directed at us, shining a light in our dark places. The more God reveals, the more I am amazed at just how deep He can and does go! It is absolutely amazing. You know, I didn’t realize just how deep and layered the spirit and heart of a man (humans in general) is. I thought there was an end to our depth, but not so it seems. And it makes sense, seeing that we are made in the image of a omnipotent God. Well, I am here giving praise to God all day as well. I went to bed praising God with song and woke up singing to myself.

I am having a quiet, restful day. I am listening to Proverbs on my audio Bible. Sometimes I like to just listen to the Word of God because I hear the message in a new light that way. When I can’t see the words on the page, I seem to be learning in a very different way, though I prefer to read the written Word. I think that listening to the Bible makes me work harder at learning than reading it, it seems. Reading is more comforting to me.

Well, enough about me. I am pleased to hear about your rejoicing over the daily discipline of the Lord. It is so good to be loved by the Lord and to see that love made manifest through precious guidance daily. I pray that you and the Lord’s community are in good health and high spirits this evening. Have a wonderful and restful evening in Jesus name.

Love,

Jamie

On Sun, May 5, 2013 at 3:02 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God we have been praising Him today for His daily disciplines

in our lives which remind us that we belong to Him and not to the world.

How wonderful it is to be able to serve Jesus as Lord and Savior and to follow

His directives in our lives, knowing that He alone is the Master of our souls.

Today I was thinking how privileged I am to serve Jesus every day, to work for

Jesus, to witness for Jesus and to be with Jesus in all of my life.

There is definitely a life to be lived for Jesus that we are meant to arrive at and when we

do that then yes we are under His daily disciplines but they are not grievous as the

world is grievous, but joyous because we belong to Him.

How is your day going, do pray that you are prospering in the presence of the Lord.

Love and prayers, General Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Thank God for life and the opportunity to strive and press in to reach the mark in Jesus name. I accept His daily dealings because I want life. I know that the alternative to that is empty and unfulfilled. I want the life of Christ springing up within me.

Praise God that you heard from Beautiful! I was thinking about her this morning when I was praying. I am grateful to be a part of God’s family and look forward to welcoming her as well if she comes.

I will decide whether to keep my laptop on me or send it on in a box this evening. I just have to see how I can pack it in between my clothing to secure it if I send it in a box. I was thinking that the movements I will be making while I travel to the train, then to the Amtrak might damage it a little as well, so I was hoping not to bump it around on my person. By tonight, I should be done packing up everything that is coming with me, then I will leave the bare necessities by my suitcase for travel on Saturday. If I see that my laptop will be safer nestled away between my clothing in a box, then I will put it there, but if not then it will come with me on the day of. I just have to see if my clothing will help to add additional protection for it, along with the padded bag that it goes in.

I am having a good day with Jesus! I ran a few errands and am done with errands now. On Friday, I run on last errand to get some healthy snacks to eat on my trip. Later today, I will do my remaining laundry that I have to do, then complete the packing in the late afternoon into evening. Then tomorrow, God’s willing, I will work out when and how UPS will collect the boxes. These days are going by slow and steady. Only three more days! I am contented.

I pray that you and the Lord’s community also have a wonderful day with Jesus.

Lots of love,

Jamie

On Tue, May 7, 2013 at 8:08 AM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Greetings in Jesus our life. Thank God for His daily dealings with us all that we can

give thanks to the Lord for His dealings with us all which keep us alive in Him. Praise

God if we accept those dealings then we abide in His presence. If we reject those dealings

then we become mere religious robots, going through the motions but rejecting the Lord.

I want you to know that I heard from Beautiful so if she continues, you might end up with her after all.

We are all so thankful for the mercies He gives us every day. I was just telling my husband that

I am the most privileged because by my own efforts I should be in hell, but the Lord gave me mercy and the

opportunity to live my life for Him. Will try and give a call either tonight or tomorrow night. You don’t

like the idea of keeping your laptop with you? If you pack it, do a good job else it might get damaged,

computers are sometimes very fragile. Pray you have a good day with Jesus. Love and prayers,

General Deborah and all.

Dear General Deborah,

I saw on the news that there was a blast in Mexico somewhere on a highway near Mexico City. I do not know how close you all live to Mexico City. I pray that you all are okay. Please let me know if you all were affected.

Love,

Jamie

Dear General Deborah,

I see now how I got confused with the locations. I apologize for my stupidity. Take care.

Love,

Jamie

On Tue, May 7, 2013 at 2:28 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

On 5/7/2013 2:39 PM, Jamie Bridgewater wrote:

Dear General Deborah,

I saw on the news that there was a blast in Mexico somewhere on a highway near Mexico City. I do not know how close you all live to Mexico City. I pray that you all are okay. Please let me know if you all were affected.

Love,

Jamie

Dear Jamie,

Thanks for the concern but the blast has nothing to do with us. We live in

NEW MEXICO WHICH IS INSIDE OF THE BORDERS OF THE U.S.A.

Mexico City is about twenty to twenty three hours south of here by car. So please see

if you can find a map of New Mexico and look at where it is located geographically and then you

will see we are all right. Love and prayers, General Deborah

You should be able to look on the computer somewhere and see where New Mexico is compared

to Mexico. Mexico is not a part of the U.S.A. it is another country.

Dear General Deborah,

I am still here with my laptop. Thank you for checking in. I was so busy all day. UPS just, just came to get the boxes. I have been waiting on them all day for the pick-up. But thank God, the guy came, and they are well on their way to you.

Remember that we discussed it was best for my laptop to be on my person because of damage it might get in the mail? So I like that idea. I am ready to leave. Everything is packed and gone or pending to leave with me. Only two more days!! I am contented.

I pray that you all are having a blessed day today.

Love,

Jamie

On Wed, May 8, 2013 at 2:39 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

This letter is a test to see if you are there with your computer. If so

then I will write more, if not then I will assume your computer is no

longer functioning. Let me know how your day went if you get this letter.

We are all praying for you, love and prayers, General Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Indeed, obedience to Jesus gives life and health and energy. My packing these few things looked overwhelming to me last night, but God must have sent an angel to help me out because I had so much energy, and before I knew it, I was done, printed the labels for the boxes, and scheduled the pick up. It was smooth for the most part, so I know that God sent some or one holy angel to help me out. As I packed, I listened to my beautiful worship music, and so it was easy for me to remember that Jesus is the lover of my soul and that the cost of leaving my life behind is chump change compared to the priceless gift of having Jesus in my heart for ever.

I am looking forward to hearing about the insights that God has given you regarding “honoring parents”. I was pondering it this morning as well, just wondering about the ways of God and His intentions for orchestrating certain events. God’s thoughts are higher than mine, so I love to understand when He chooses to reveal a deeper truth about what it means to truly please Him in a given area.

Well, I will wait patiently to hear about God’s wonder when you call either today or tomorrow. In any event, I pray that you and the Lord’s community have a peaceful evening in Jesus name.

Lots of love,

Jamie

On Wed, May 8, 2013 at 3:10 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God so can we thank Jesus that He is requiring and desiring obedience from us

all and when we give Him that, then we have His joy in our lives. So often Christians want

a fake joy one of having their own way. But our way is death, His way is life. And we can give

Him that obedience in greater and greater measure as we choose to follow after Him, serve Him,

and love Him. It is actually very thrilling to follow and see how He leads and provides for us in

every circumstance and situation. I have something to share with you as respecting our conversation

last night about the “respecting, honoring thing” which He showed me today and if I get the chance

I will call tonight if not, tomorrow and when I do then I will give that to you. It is really neat and I am going

to look up a scripture later as respecting a word He gave to us earlier in the day.

Keep your vision on the Master, love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah,

Greetings in Jesus, Saviour and King. I woke up this morning with a bad cold and sneezing and runny nose, and my throat hurts too. I have no appetite, so I am just drinking water right now and just trying to keep my sneezing and runny nose under control.

I did pray to God, renounce, and ask for forgiveness as you instructed me to do if I wanted to destroy my altar. I also did a lot of talking and listening to Jesus last night after we finished speaking. I got my answers from God right away. I made a list of the what I heard in my spirit as I heard:

(1) The reality of my situation is that I am an orphan. You pointed this out when we first started talking earlier this year, but my problem is I was unconsciously denying that I was an orphan because my biological parents were still alive in my mind. So even though I said to myself that I was an orphan, part of me didn’t really believe it because it kept saying that my parents are right there. The bottom line is that God wants me to accept it (that I am an orphan with dead biological parents) as a fact! He doesn’t want me to be even trying to patch things up with my biological parents even in my thought life. GOD IS NOT PLEASED! (He used capital letters for that just as I wrote it there).

(2) The reason why my trying to patch things up with them in my thought life is so offensive to God is because what I am doing is akin to me trying to patch things up with satan. Just as satan is not my friend, my biological parents and siblings are not my friends either. Neither of them behave to me as friends: satan offers me shiny empty things to control me and keep me in darkness, and my biological parents offer me their perverted version of love so that they keep me under their control. Neither satan nor my parents care about my soul; they care about the flesh and worldly things. Just as God made me get rid of people I thought were friends but who were leading me back into the world, so to now I must dispose of any and all attachment from those individuals who I am biologically attached to, for they are only trying to lead me back into the world through various means.

(3) I need a new definition of the word family, as it relates to God’s intention for His children. If I was born of the Spirit, then I have new parents and a new family. The old man is dead, along with whatever fleshly connections I had to my biological parents. They are no longer my parents because I am born of a new seed. There is no relationship whatsoever between what I was once born into of the flesh and what God is guiding me to be after the new birth. The new birth means a new family and new relationships and new siblings as well–everything is new. So my ideas and definition of the family must be changed to ensure that they are in line with the standard of the Word of God and not stuck in the rut of the standards (or lack thereof) of the world. The world says that anything goes with the family, but God has rules and expectations in place to ensure that the family functions to His glory, and not to the glory of the wicked flesh.

(4) Satan used my biological family, particularly my mother to destroy my physical body. She obeyed satan to destroy my body (along with my sisters’ body). What makes me think that she will not obey satan and destroy my spirit as well?? If she tried to destroy the body, then she will try to destroy the spirit the same way. There is a connection between what is done to the flesh and the implications of that in the spiritual realm. So if I keep trying to patch things up with my biological relations (or as you nicely put it, “bowing to the altar of parents”), then I am in effect saying, “come back parents and sisters and destroy not only my body but my spirit”, and I am in effect cherishing the destruction of my soul and spirit and coddling it like a fool!!! I am a fool–brainwashed and in need of repentance for what I allow even now, when God has clearly given me a new way. Well, no more bowing to that altar from me in the name of Jesus. She called last night maybe an hour after we got off the phone, while I was talking to God. As usual, I did not answer.

(5) I heard God say, “you must hate her to love Me.” So I told God that I did not understand how I must hate her when He said that I should not hate but love everyone. I told God that I was very confused and unclear about this command. God told me that I need to understand what he means when He says “to hate” in that context. He said that instead of thinking about “hate” as “murder” in that context, that I should think of “hate”as “resisting”. The same way I am instructed to submit to God and resist the devil, the same way I am expected to submit to God and resist my parents. Resist or put-up a fight against their desire to lure me back into the world of lies and hurt and away from God’s light and truth. The same way I defeat satan by resisting the temptations and darts he throws at me, the same way I am to defeat the idolatry by refusing and resisting to bow to that altar. I do not defeat satan by physically pounding him in the head. I defeat him by resisting or fighting against him in my spirit, by not doing what he suggests–not obeying him or taking orders from him (or them). It is the same with my parents. I have to resist them in the same way. When I think about hating them as Jesus commanded, I should not think about hating them to murder them because I should not be thinking about pounding them in the head literally. Instead, I am hating them as in resisting their satanic influence in my mind and life completely. If I resist eating a particular food, that is in a sense hating that food because I will not indulge in it because it may not be wise for whatever reason, so the same way I must resist the mental bowing to my parents as poisonous or unhealthy food. I should not consume it, dwell on it, cherish it as if it is for good for my body or spirit. So, resist is a synonym of hate in this context and God commands me to resist my parents if they do not pick up their crosses and follow Him as He has commanded.

(6) Also, God says not to think of hate in the normal way but to realize that I am at war with my parents in the spirit because they are antiChrist. Jesus says that whoever does not gather with Him, scatters. In the same way, my parents are part of the enemy because they are not being fruitful for Jesus Christ. They are destroying and not building up, they are poisoning and not nourishing, and they love lies and not the truth of Jesus Christ. Therefore, they are at war with Christ who lives within me. If they reject Jesus and I accept Jesus and Jesus is a part of me, then how can they truly love me? By the same token, if they reject Jesus whom I love, then how can I be at peace with them? Therefore, they are the enemy because they hate Jesus Christ whom I love and who builds me up and nourishes me. So the same way I respond to satan, the same way I must respond them, not giving place to them in my mind and my life because they are in and of satan, obeying his wicked commands.

(7) The same way I do not give way to sins willingly and habitually for example, cursing, in my life, I have to refuse giving place to my parents in my speech life and thought life. Cursing and sexual immorality and the lot of sins are just that: sin! In the same way, entertaining my parents whether in thought or deed is a sin because I already know whom they represent. It is sin in my thought life. It is sin, plain and simple. I should have no tolerance for speech and thoughts that glorifies sin.

(8) This is the conclusion I came to by the Holy Spirit because all of the above points are true: it follows logically then that my biological parents are NOT God’s representatives in my new life in Christ Jesus. Furthermore, the same way that I submit to God and resist satan’s temptations, in effect showing satan that I stand for God’s standards alone, is the same way I need to resist satan in the form of my biological parents, showing him that I mean business and that I mean to uphold the standard of the Lord.

These points are what I believe the Holy Spirit showed me. These are astonishingly truthful, especially in light of the written Word of God. Therefore, what more have I to say or think about my biological parents?? They are dead because they continue to choose death in satan, and I am alive because I continue to choose life in Jesus. What fellowship does light have with darkness? None. So, I understand what God says to me, and I will obey Him alone.

Thank you for taking the time to care for my soul as the Lord has led you to do. The truth of the matter is that if I want Jesus to come into my heart and life, then sin has got to get kicked out. There must be all rooms in my heart devoted to Jesus alone. No room for sin to camp out even in one small corner, because Jesus is Lord. He is worthy and should not have to share room and board in my heart with anybody else.

Love,

Jamie

Dear General Deborah,

Thank God for His Holy Spirit who comforts and guides me always. The Lord has indeed been very merciful to me to keep me all this week, and I know that as I continue to fix my eyes on Him that he will continue to provide and guide.

Today has been quiet. Everything on my end is set and ready for tomorrow. I am contented! I look forward to your call because the next time that I speak with you after tonight will be face to face, Lord willing. Praise God!

Lots of love,

Jamie

On Fri, May 10, 2013 at 1:57 PM, The Generals <generals-az@aggressivechristianity.net> wrote:

Dear Jamie,

Praise God may His mercies continue to overshadow as the time is slipping quickly

away. And that your day is in Him and you have His continual mercies. Now later II will

try and give you a call as tomorrow is market day and we leave here around seven thirty our time in

the morning. Talk with you later and have the rest of your day in Him. Love and prayers, Gen. Deborah

Dear General Deborah, I am on the train and doing well. Love, Jamie